I want your love, I want your revenge
I want your love, I don't wanna be friends
Je Veux ton amour et je veux ton revenge
Je Veux ton amour

I wished I'd have the guts to call you. Would you be at the other line?

Love means setting it free, right?
Love means seeing it happy, right?
Love means being happy for it, right?

I'm thinking of YOU.

And so, the Civilians went down to Ipoh last Friday for a rematch. After being given various excuses and reasonings, (for e.g, YT's toe was in pain, Ken's was sick, Joshua was..) we decided to give it a 2nd shot, to let them win us and stop tormenting us instead.

Well, there was no pressure on the girls' side because the game was a sport afterall, and we should enjoy the game instead of winning. But for the guys, it was a matter of dignity. Lol!

The loser team has to buy the entire game for the winner team as well. 

Girls team all chilled. Chose our ball size, and went bowling for fun!

TeeHooi was the camera-woman. All happy faces (because haven't started playing mah!)

That's me, with the ball.

and that's me, striking a pose, after a strike!

Needless to say, it was a breezy win. Well, they didn't know who they were playing against..hehe..

The girls were chilling, while the guys were "ganjiong" to the maximum. Joshua simply couldn't believe how we could get spare or strike most of the time.

Check out the guys' expressions. Simply ignorant to the surroundings, because they were worried about their scoreboards.
Well, I'm not going to post the scores here, because, that would be simply embarassing. Hehhehehe..

A group picture is mandatory!

I would love to say that the winning is not important, but what's important is the process of the game.
But still, the current score is Girls-2, Guys-0.

I'm sure there would be more bowling games after CNY.

We were so hungry during dinner time, everyone was focused on their food.

The night was still young, so we got ourselves a nice spot in Station 1 Cafe.

and finally, the girls learn something from the guys. What they are best at.

Poker lessons.

Everyone and their poker faces.

Until Joshua did an action stunt.

The poker game didn't last till midnight. Instead, we replaced the game with "heartattack", and we caught some attention from other patrons. Well, I bet they must be wondering what's with the kids playing such a stupid game, but heck, they didn't know that we are some of the best engineers available in the market soon.

"During the last couple of weeks or maybe even months, there have been a few silly mistakes made. You have made some of them but most of them were made by people close to you."

Today's horoscope reading for Pisces.

::If we don't even honour our professions, no one will.::

Missing someone is an understatement.

I dislike sleepless nights like such.

"How, could I live with myself
Knowing that I let our love go (love go)
And ooh, when I do with one chance
I just gotta let you know
I know what I did wasn't clever
But me and you we're meant to be together"

Got a lot running in my head, you have no idea.

There's a bottle of solvent on my table. I wonder if I should do it. 
I wished I'd have a bigger gut to do so. 

As Engineers, we often take the fast, easiest solutions to our problems. What we want, is not how we solve them, but the outcome of the solutions, whether the problems are solved.

For me, the problems will end if I take this step. It will.

Can a bottle of RM2.90 solve the problem?

Life shouldn't be this painful.

Jolted out from bed with a phone call.

Dreams seem so real at times. Been weeks now, dreaming the same thing; something is bothering me, and I know what. But how? How can we move on from now?

I miss the busy schedules. I don't like how we only have 2 hours of class each day. And I haven't get started with my FYP. So unfocus this semester. I don't like it.

I can't seem to differentiate between weekends and weekdays anymore. They all seem to be the same to me. More free time means more thinking done.

Joshua commented that I should have filtered thoughts. What that goes into my mind, can be controlled, tweaked. In that way, I don't have to react to every single thought of mine. True. But I can't control my thoughts. No such thing as GIGO - Garbage In, Garbage Out. I wished I'd have, that would be easier.

It's a Sunday, and I'm partially miserable. Words do not do justice of how I feel. Actions are even worst.