I know I've been a lil distant away from my Ipoh friends. Feeling slight guilt, ever since I started my internship in KL. I've always been away from home, even during the weekends. I know I should've spend more time, since they came back from their respective unis since May, but coming back during the weekends takes more than just a stable financial status. It requires a lot of time wasted, just by travelling. I know I've missed out on the BBQ parties, the uncountable yumcha sessions, the movies, the catching up..sigh, but there's always the midsem break, and the upcoming sem breaks right? Urm, not really a good excuse but yeah, just too bad we all have to grow up so fast, eh?

I did, however, catch up with Avinesh, one of my breakfast kaki in Ipoh. Yesh, it's hard to find people to wake up early for breakfast, especially when MOST OF THEM would sleep in till the late afternoons. So, can I consider both Avinesh and I, abit older than our age? Hehhe, well, ocassionally we get WaiYen with us, but ahh, just too bad she was not available this morning..

Well, did not manage to snap a picture of us two, but let me go korek see whether can show you who's Avinesh or not...wait hahhh...

(Gosh, this was taken a year ago! In Breeze Cafe, 3rd of July 2008! Avi, if you are reading this, I'm helping you increase market value ok?? I look so urm..slutty here..lol!!)

We had the usual Kalai breakfast, an Indian Restaurant, famous in Ipoh. I think I'm among the few people who would enjoy an Indian breakfast, sometimes. Well, you'd be surprised that most people would prefer CHinese food for breakfast rather than Indian's. Hrrmmm, matter of preferences..I guess.
The first thing he said when he saw me, was "My, AngKhian, you look, urm..prosperous.."

Prosperous..hmmm..that's the men language for saying, "Gosh! Look at you! You have put on some weight!"

Hahha, yeah, he's not the only one who said so..Since I came home, many had said that. "Fei jor wohh..but you look nicer with some meat on lah.."..Like that's gonna make me feel better like that..hehe..but oklah, fat mai fat lor..at least can diet lah..should not be difficult lah..hehehe..
BUT I still think it's the hair lah..coz it's shorter now..the hair cannot cover the face cheeks already mah..right??

My recent picture with Crystal @ Oldtown Kopitiam, Ipoh Padang.


So, both Avi and I, had tosais while keeping me up to date with the latest gossip, including his. Hahha, I'm glad that nothing much has changed, since I left..
*Avi, we should do this often, this coming sem, since I'm gonna be around..ok?*

Many has left already. Maylee who's starting her working life in KL this coming Monday. Crystal's back to her jungle up north. PhooiYee's flying off to Sarawak on the 8th. YokeYee, is still here. Me? Wanna find doraemon, borrow its pintu suka hati, wanna go to Jalan Gasing. Lol!


Something happened last night. Want to blog about it, but maybe in the late afternoon later.
I shall crawl back to bed, dream about some things..hehehe..#ugly creatures, be gone!#

p/s: It's 12.27pm now, Dear's still in dreamland. Promised to let her sleep till 2pm today..but I'm bored..Aaahhhh..dear ah..faster wake up hou mou jek?? hou mou jek...??

Yumcha was very impromptu, ever since they knew I was home.
I was supposed to head to Ipoh Parade in the afternoon, but because of slight miscommunication, I didn't make it. Darn it! The whole group was there. Looks like they missed out on me, again. Hehhe.

As much as I missed KL, yet being around with them last night, reminded me how long since I've came home.

Yoke Yee brought her poloroid camera along last night..and *snip-snip* we took pictures of ourselves.
Thanks to YokeYee, I convinced her to take my self-potrait so that I can let someone put it in her purse, so that she has no chance to bercurang..to oogle on my picture all day!

Although the group was a small one, but the sound impact we left the place, was tremendous! I know that the whole shop was able to hear our conversations and laughters. To a point we talked about "diu-diu"..hehe..How obscene that was! Ipoh's in fact a small town, where I actually bumped into a few random people last night.Including my cousin! That's rare.

Khian, Yoke Yee and Crystal @ Oldtown Kopitiam


Just too bad that I had to come home so late, when everyone's heading back to their respective campuses, and I'm stuck in Ipoh. Luckily, there's always YokeYee who's started her career here, so I know who to call yumcha during the late afternoons.

Short but a quick catch up last night. Came home in time to catch up with Joanne. I love to see her through the tiny window..on MSN lah...!

I'm home.
For 2 days now. Do I like it? Not so used to it anymore. Do I hate here? Not really lah.
Do I want to go back to KL? Erm, I want to, but I can't.

I still miss KL alot. Like how I always look forward to the end of work, to go home. And how many pasar malams and yumcha sessions I look forward to. And now, everything seems so far-fetched. I don't like the feeling of coming home, yet being attached to somewhere else.

*waves to the Lollies!*

Today, Teehooi pm-ed me on Gtalk, asking me whether have I registered for my hostel room, and whether am I going back to UTP. I felt like just giving up and head back to RSP Engineers. That's my internship placement company. Don't feel like going back there anymore, because that would mean a distance from my "second home". I can't say I like it in the city, but 8 months is just enough time for you to grow roots to a certain place.

Joanne, one of the reasons why I missed KL. Difficult separation, yet it was mandatory. There are some things which needs to be completed, i.e, my degree. Can't do much about the distance, for suddenly a 2-hour apart state seems like a gazzilion light years apart. Sigh, I can't say much.

What have I done for the past 2 days? Eat, sleep, watch movie, sleep and basically bergayut on the phone. There's a phone call every each hour; sometimes 2-3 calls. I miss her a lot.
Sam, if you are reading this, thanks for 'sending me off' the other day. All the yuk ma words..hehehe!

Gosh, another 9 more days seem so long..

I know it's difficult for the two of us, you especially.
So difficult to have tears, and still have to leave. But I'll be back. Very soon.

Missing you already. I'll be here, always. For you lah..

Today, was a wrong day to mess with me.

First, I got textS from my blardy roommate, asking me to move my things as soon as possible because she wants to clean the room. Then, consecutively, asking me to pay RM60 for utility bills. Then, told me that she's going to give me back my deposit 1.5 years later because I didn't find a replacement. Then asked me to pay RM16 for Indah Water bills because she couldn't pay for me. I got pissed and told her that I would shift my stuffs the very same night, and discuss the money matters when I see her in person.

I got all heated up because according to many, finding a replacement was not my responsibilities. And the heck of paying me back my deposit a year and half later. God knows whether I would still be walking alive. Doesn't matter then, because there was nothing I could do.. Made plans with the Lollies for dinner.

Happily went back, devised a plan to go back to Joanne's place to take a quick shower, go back to my place to clear my room (and fuck her upside down! her meaning the roommate!!), meet my dad to pass him my stuffs, then off to Serdang to have dinner with the lollies. Mana tau..when I went to get my car, the car refused to start itself. Thinking that it was the battery problem, I tried turning the ignition again, and it failed. I called Mechanics, and it turned out to be the Starter problem. There was nothing I could do, but the only solution was to wait for them to come tow my car the next morning. Meanwhile, I was car-less and stranded in my own condo. My clothes were all in Joanne's place and I don't want to go back to my own place to face the witch alone. So, asked her to come pick me and headed home to take a shower.

Very quickly we came back to Bukit Jalil, and went up to face a duel with the witch. As soon as I stepped in, I saw my undergarments which I hung on her clothes line, on the ground! I was like wtf, because she was away for a month for a break, so it was only convenient for me to hang on her clothes line, but the cruel her, threw those onto the ground. God knows whether she stepped on it or not..Nevermind that.

As soon as I walked into the room, she was sitted there, counting cash notes. I didn't acknowledge her and instead, walked to my place and started packing. Less than a minute of packing, she started by asking me to pay up the RM60 and RM16. I quickly turned around and told her to deduct from my deposit. She went on to explaining about the balance so I quickly asked her to save it and just keep the damn deposit. Well, I did not do it the rough manner. Just said that she can keep the deposit..Immediately there was no other questions. Joanne told me she could sense that she was glowing from inside as soon as I mentioned that I don't want the deposit anymore. I saw my mattress, facing against the wall. All contaminated. While she kept asking me to return the room key, but HELLO! I duplicated the key on my own expense, yet she wants me to give back to her. Nevermind lah, I gave to her. 

Her bitchy looks really made me want to slap her. Although I wanted to do so badly, yet I did not lah. Joanne did something which made me proud because after I cleared the room, I asked Joanne to close the door after me, to which she just slammed the door. Whoa, damn yeng okay..If I was my roommate, I would have freaked out a little. After the door being slammed, she came out, only to see my dad standing there. So I guess she couldn't do anymore harm to me.
My dad purposely asked me about the money and asked whether she took everything. In a loud manner. I guess he just wants her to know.

Future doctor-to-be, yet no compassion at all. Not only my dad said that, but also Mel and a few other people. Fuck her man, like seriously.
Joanne said I was lembik because I was so scared of confrontations that I told her I felt cold inside..hehehe..biarle..somemore people's pillow put bible one okay..May Jesus bless her lah, really. Amitabha!

p/s: Apologies to the Lollies for not being able to attend the dinner. Some things happen out of my control.  

Those who knows me well, would have knew that for the past 1 week, I've been staying in with her. Why? Bukan main-main, but because my house flooded last 2 weeks, all my things were wet, especially the mattress of mine, on the floor. Imagine all the E.coli which decided to stick on it, and god knows what skin disease I would contract if I were to sleep on it. TRUTH is, now whenever I go home, I don't even dare to land my bum on it. Mana tau the organism would feed on my bum or not..hehe..

So anyways, I have to wake up as early as 6, everyday in order to drive back to Sri Petaling on time, to board the train to work. I would wake up as soon as the alarm wakes me, then I go get myself all cleaned and ready, while she sleeps in a bit longer. Well, one thing that you should know about her is that she tends to have difficulty in waking up early in the morning. Which explains why sometimes, during the weekends, as soon as we opened our eyes, it's usually already 10 to 11 something.

So, after everytime I'm done, I would have to go near her, and talk to her nicely. Whisper to her ears to open the door for me, a little stroke here and there..so that she doesn't have to wake up feeling groggy. You know the kind of damage done if one were to be awaken rudely in the early mornings. And for the past 1 week, she was awesome..sometimes a locked-hug refusing to let me go to work..hehe! Kinda cute but sometimes, I was in a hurry so I didn't have time for the dramas..lol..

but today, I thought she was tired so I slept in a bit later..and only wanting to leave around 7.05 a.m. The initial plan discussed the night before was her to heat up my breakfast which I have bought the day before. This morning, I didn't even bother asking her because of the hassle. Mana tau, as soon as I called out to her to wake up. She woke up with such gist, rubbing her eyes in the process to wake "them" up..and walked to the kitchen and I heard the "ting" sound of the microwave.

She remembered my breakfast.

Such a small act to you people, but to me, it felt so homely, because she remembers even though she had to struggle with her inner self to pop her eyes open in such ungodly hours.

The final weekend spent, before I have to leave KL for another 2 semesters. Well, not really yet, because school only commences in the final week of July..but got "kicked out" from my current rented place, so I need to head home. Besides, mum's complaining that I never bothered coming home anymore..and the grandparents kept asking my old folks my whereabouts. Erm, truth is, I'm kinda worried about going back, not since I've cut my hair short (again!)..so yeah, the mum, I bet, would bising..sigh!!

So, the things we did last weekend was awesome, yet a little mundane. Some may not like our routine, but for me, sometimes, I like how things just go with the flow.

Friday night, we often have our dinners together. No idea where to go, we headed to Midvalley, for Sushi King. Aaahh..the cinema queue was long, Transformers was definitely full, so we went home. And watched a movie on the computer instead.

On Saturday, we popped over to KLCC by train. A rare ordeal since she doesn't like taking the public transport (spoilt betul!). Good experience to just sit in the train, looking at random strangers (who often stare at you wondering what's wrong with you, with the short haircut and a pretty girl beside you..hehe!) We didn't hang around for long in KLCC because it was the same ol' same ol' kind of shops. So, we had our Sushi lunch, walked around, and went back to Taman Jaya station to get my car. On the way back, we decided to pop inside Amcorp Mall for a look. Then, headed home intended to take a short nap, but don't know how, when we opened our eyes, it has already passed 3 hours. It's always like this, to oversleep at her place.
Took the car, drove to Taman Paramount and had a simple hawker-style dinner. Then, got a call from the Lollies to meet up in KL for yumcha. Well, petrol money doesn't really seem to bother me much these days..hehe..

Sunday, we stayed in bed later than usual, woke up only in time for lunch. After lunch, I went for my haircut while she sat there, occupied with her newly-bought comic book. Then, we met up with her family. Got to play with the little kid, and the way she held him, she gave out this motherly-feel which I instantly knew that I've perhaps, met the right one. Lol!! The little kid was adorable..instantly could not let him go..Funny really, because she said that she has never seen the little kid so attached to someone before. Well, that's a sign no?

Evening, we went to Time Square. Didn't even stay for long, just grabbed pastries and ended up eating in the car. Dinner was an hr later, when we went home to bathe first. Then to PJ State for dinner.

A simple weekend plan. Trick is, don't have plans at all. Things would eventually fall into place.

I remember on Sunday night, we had nowhere to go for dinner, so we decided to ring up her sister and the girlfriend to ask whether we could join them for dinner instead. To which her sister said to her, "No place to go ah? Why you two so boring one..."

Urrrrmmmmmmmm....

Last night (or rather EARLY this morning), she said to me, "Dear, you know what, you have to thank something for tonight..otherwise I think this is going to last for a while.."

Hrmmm..true really..whatever that's not human, is a thing..Lol! But yesh, sometimes, some negative things happen for areason, which would eventually lead to 2 outcomes. One, positive, the other, well, urm pure negative. I'm glad that something, somewhat positive happened out of such negative incident.

Well, haven't been meeting the Lollies for 3 weeks now. Whatever the friction was about, we don't really want to talk about it. Sure enough, after 3 weeks of absence, there were awkward silence in between conversations..I'm sure some of us would struggle to look for common topics, yet sometimes the awkward gaps of silence were too obvious. Nevertheless, I think it was a pretty good start, after all that had happened. Thank goodness we had a common topic to talk about.

Well, some wounds would heal, yet leaving scars behind them. I believe that some mistakes were made, can be corrected but it would still leave an ugly mark to it. I would just take it as an experience, to maybe grow up, and learn wisely. I hope the rest had an equal good time, albeit the silence..and I hope that can be change, as soon as possible.

*Sam, you should bring Jash along the next time! Then we would be in Even Numbers then!*

I woke up this morning, feeling slight less burdened. Part of my worries were lifted up.  
I was up doing my own stuff with her computer, when suddenly she emerged from the bathroom, holding my toothbrush with toothpaste on it, and held up high for me. Indicating that I should get it from her. On her other hand, she was holding her own toothbrush as well. 
With it, was her signature smile; the one which makes you all glow-y inside.  

I stood up, left my work. Went towards her, grabbed my toothbrush from her. Gave her a peck on the cheeks.."Morning". Smiled. Probably one of the last mornings when I can actually get her to wake up this early.

A very good Sunday to you peeps. Yeap, it's already half day gone..