LOVE kills...

been there...

hahha...don't get me wrong..i am in love..

ahem..what shall i write in this entry..?*scratching  my head vigorously*

that's the problem with getting started with a blog..u are SUPPOSED to be obligated to it...*goh.,i'm updating..SEE?! 

holidays has already started and i'm boring my A** off..!!no homework..no nothing..no good shows..and i've watch all the movies except of star wars..

BBQ party this saturday at tzy yin;s place and also another BBQ party at my tuition friend's place..hmm..which one to go to?hmm..the answer is obvious..

ok..short ...very short entry this time..please be patient everyone..wait for my next entry PATIENTLY..

ok..i finally made up my mind..this decision is the best..

i have decided to go to 2 BBQ parties..

those in KL,don't lar jealous k..

muahahahahahahah.... 

TAG game!
Instructions: Pick five occupations from the list below and complete the sentence. Then tag another three people to do it. And on and on it goes.

If I could be a scientist
If I could be a farmer
If I could be a musician
If I could be a doctor
If I could be a painter
If I could be a gardener
If I could be a missionary
If I could be a chef
If I could be an architect
If I could be a linguist
If I could be a psychologist
If I could be a librarian
If I could be an athlete
If I could be a lawyer
If I could be an innkeeper
If I could be a professor
If I could be a writer
If I could be a llama-rider
If I could be a bonnie pirate
If I could be a service member
If I could be a photographer
If I could be a philanthropist
If I could be a rap artist
If I could be a child actor
If I could be a secret agent
If I could be a comedian/comedienne
If I could be a priest
If I could be a radio announcer
If I could be a phlebotomist
If I could be Paris Hilton's stylist
If I could be a movie producer
If I could be the CEO of Microsoft
If I could be an astronaut
If I could be a world famous blogger
If I could be a justice on any one court in the world
If I could be married to any current famous political figure
If I could be a dog trainer

well...

1.if i could be a scientist,i would try my best to invent more cool stuffs so that the new generation will have a hard time trying to invent more cool things..muahahahahaha....

2.if i could be a chef,i would whip up good food for my friends;forcing them to finish every single thing on their plates and then force them not to comment a single word after that..

3.if i could be a psychologist,i would be talking to myself..trying to get me out from all the problems i'm currently facing instead of heping others.

4.if i could be a movie producer,i would produce more **** for SOME PEOPLE for entertainment purposes..hahhaha..coz i know they are having trouble looking for new ***** movies.

5.if i could be a lawyer,i would be looking forward to go against FOO and see how the case turn up in the end..(although i know i don't stand a chance in winning,but hey..at least i tried)

well...here goes nothing..TAG..mel,lydia and..urmm..this is hard...hmm...cheng chien..!!

*goh..u purposely tagged me so that i'll update my blog...didn't u...???arrrrgggghhhh..remind me to slap u on wednesday...hahahahha..jk..

remember i mentioned earlier that i'll be going to 2 BBQ parties?well..i attended one already..so 1 down..another 1 to go....

so..actually the party was fine..food was great..except for the spaghetti...coz they cooked the noodles rather early:around 4 and the party only started at 8..and the sauce was rather little..not enough to serve....so,besides that..there was beer..me and crystal were busy drinking..hahha..thanks to crystal..both of us took 3 cans each..and at the end of the party..she got drunk...ting yi had to calm her down..coz crystal started to talk crap and talked rather loudly..unlike her usual self..hahaha (*note to crystal..don't drink too much la,k?)party ended around 11.30..

well..during the party...we finally spend some quiet time (or izit 'loud' time?mgs girls tend to speak out loudly..) together..talked about everything under the sun...mainly about my problems lately..they taught me the philosophy of life..telling me stuffs which i realised earlier but just afraid to change myself...thanks guys..really aprreciate the advices...*yoke..don't worry..i'll change,just a matter of time...

i miss all of u...all my friends...just that day when i look at my bulletin board...which i pinned up a lot of the pictures i snapped with my friends..i really wanted to turn back time...go back to when we were still innocent..not like now..everyone is turning into a selfish creep...not everyone la..

almost everyone..

i dare not say i didn't change..but...changes are inevitable..but..hopefully..let's pray...my changes will not be a bad one...

miss u guys loadss..do sms me or call me whenver u ppl think of me k..

*in tears*

AHHH...

alone..in this world...

need someone to talk to badly..

but WHO?

had a nice conversation with dai and mei ling today..the conversation was a brief  one..but it certainly made a lot of difference in my life..

mei ling told me that she noticed that i've changed tremendously..she told me that we need to do something to keep our friendship going...sigh...maybe i did change..and i asked her..do u think i changed becoz of the guys in school..coz she did mention in her blog that some of us changed becoz of guys....well..she replied that no..i didn't change coz of the guys..she just thinks that i changed a lot compared to last time..

well..mei ling..changes are inevitable..as time goes by,..people changes..different types of environment and situations forces us to change..and yeah..being in form 6...affects me alot...i know..during the past 2 weks after school reopens..we didn't really get much chance to talk about life and how things were..like we used to do so..but ..life's been hectic..with teachers' day and orientation..and soon,when school's reopen,we have lesser time to talk to..since lesson is starting..sigh...but look at the bright side,..we are in the same class..at least u get to see me and vice versa..right?

and yeah,mei ling..she also mentioned that she always think that i'm a capable person..but not a born-leader..*scratches head*..although i can be fooling around at times..but i'm still capable..hahaha..i need comments,ppl...do u think i'm capable in doing things...?do u think i'm a born-leader.?

will be waiting for your comments..PATIENTLY.. 

since i've nothing to talk about..and this person FORCED ME to write something about this person..so..to fulfil this person's request..i'm going to write something about this person...

well,..let's just name this person as A.

A is a very nice person.i know A for 6 years.. but our friendship was on and off...as in,.for a second..we talk to each other and the other,..we just ignored each other...recently..i met A again...found out that A was a very nice person..but none of my friends agree that me and A should get together...so..we maintained as good friends now.

A is well..nice to look at...very caring..loving...erm...spends most of the time talking to me on the phone..gives a lot of advices..can be naive at times..but can also be pretty naughty..

so,A..u know who u are..u asked me to write this..so ..this is it...hahahaha...make sure u read it..

i went for the 2nd BBQ party yesterday night...i have to admit this..i really had a good time,enjoying myself during the party..although,only me and goh were the only ones from MGS..others were from AMC,PGS..but we did have fun..

so,i was FORCED TO comment about goh's spaghetti...hmm...goh,..i'm giving u an honest opinion k...the noodles were fine...just that the gravy-the most important part is a bit watery...but hey,i understand..u were given limited tomato paste and u had to cook for 13 people..oh yeah,..remind me to screw mei loo on monday k..for not coming last minute..

people..so...if u want to organise a BBQ party in this 6 months time..count me out k?attending 2 BBq parties in a row kinda made me sick of chicken wings,hot dogs,balls,..

yuck!!(but only for now la....)

when i FINALLY  decided to do something serious instead,i srewed up!

well,..i attended the prefects' interview..i was really serious in getting the job..infact i was nervous before it started...and when i went inside the conference room..little did i know that i started to defend myself..

according to li leng..they weren't attacking me..i was the one attacking the interviewers..

and now..not only am i not a prefect,..i am also known as a RUDE person in upper 6..

they said i was a total different angkhian when i entered the conference room..yeah,..maybe i was just too nervous..but actually..u can say that i was firm my answers and not intimidated by them..can't they think from my perspective..?

i really feel like leaving ACS after this..praying so bloody hard that my appeal letter will be approved to UTP...and i can leave the crap school!!

i'm so freaking DEPRESSED now...

sorry for my absence..

been busy with work..

my appeal for prefect has been approved..doing pretty well with DUTIES...

HOWEVER,

i'll be leaving soon to UTP..

gonna study IS(information system)

any future in that?

better than form 6,i bet!