1 more week to go..before i'm officially stepping into UTP..

should i go to school during these free time..?i'm always torn between decisions..coz i feel left out in school..i guess perhaps everyone thinks that i'll be leaving..so i don't have to be updated with juicy gossips in school..sigh...life's hard..

now,i'm no longer in ACS clan..not in THE kl CLAN...sigh...just a loner in UTp..

that's one of the reasons why i'm still not sure whether it's a good idea to leave ipoh...

arrgghh...

erm..anyway..i've appealed to study civil engineering instead..i see me better as an engineer..than a software programmer...

wish me luck..

i'm at the crossroad now...

browsed thru the blogs..(blog-hopping?)..saw a lot of pictures posted up..saw none of my pictures in it..

sigh..

i really miss having friends around me..i dare say that i'm feeling very lonely in school..there's no one to talk to..no one to share my darkest secret..just realised that the past 18 years of my life,i've been wasting my life away..whilst everyone has someone to cling onto whenever they are down or say..i'm sad to say that i'm alone in everything i do..

a failure,?

u must be thinking that i'm such a pathetic fella..dreading about my sucky life here when London is under terrorists threat...many people died..and i'm safe and sound here,right in front of my computer,whinning about me being alone..

so wrong u are..

i'm not complaining..i'm just feeling lonely all of a sudden..the whole world is dark now..wish i can talk to someone now..wish there;s someone which i can pour my deepest and darkest secrets to...

but to who?

going to  study CIVIL ENGINEERING soon...!!

going to  study CIVIL ENGINEERING soon...!!

back for ONE day to get my things ready for UTP again..have to return there tonight..

ok,i bet all of u are wondering about my orientation week in UTP,better known as Minggu Aluan Siswa(MAS)..IT WAs actually quite fun..throughout the week,we get to know each other better and not forgetting the skills we acquired that will be in good use in the future..

well..UTP is a very fine place..with a huge area..around 20 hectars..so u can imagine how far i've to travel from my hostel to my lecture halls..around 3 kms..so one day,have to walk about 18 kms..to and fro..my tummy is not noticible now..hahah...good exercise though..!

UTP is not really all that good..besides having all the good facilities..like for instance,in the university compound..we have our own mamak stalls,our own cafes..which have pool tables,big screen tvs,astro..,we have access to all the computers in the university..,we have laundry serivces(provided if we pay la),we have grocerries..,there's still a very big problem..people in UTP are racist and also sexist...

through out the orientation week,i find that the malays dominate the whole UNIVERSITY..the popularity of malays in UTP is 95% of the students in UTP..plus,they tend to favour guys more than girls..everytime,girls have to line up behind the boys..and guys get all the credit..MY GOD!what century are we leaving in?!and chinese and indians there are treated as 2nd class citizen.i don't think they even realise that we exist..aww...

by the way,my room mate is very nice person..she's a former head prefect..with lots of discipline..so i've made a decision to study hard ..or else she'll be nagging me..and she even helped my clean my room..coz i told her i don't clean my room,even back in ipoh..like 'ma lat lou' room only..erm..i know a lot of chinese ppl..random malay friends..oh yeah,harpreet and siveranjini is there too..

i'll be back frequently..so call me out whenever u r free..anyone..i'm bored..in UTP...

oo..my 30th entry..and i'm submitting this entry in my computer lab in UTP..lectures have already started..and i'm enjoying myself ..we have international lecturers..when some of us really had a hard time understand their pronunciation and articulation..oh..mind you..i used to be under pn cheah's english class..hehhhe

will be getting a laptop soon..but there'll be internet access in my room..so..actually pointless la..but we can download tvb drama,any series from the irc(information resource centre) actually it's a nice version for our library..hehhe..so will be spending a lot of time in the library la and in the room to watch movies..hahhaha..see ya