i always believe that it doesn't matter how hard life is..how pathetic it can get at times,..it wouldn't matter if we found the right one in life..let it be anyone..if u found the person u love,don't let him/her go...!grab him/her as hard as u can..(not till they choke lar) but seriously,,..do't ever let him/her go..coz i've experienced letting go of someone i love..probably the most important person in my life...and yes,i'm dreading..and probably regretting..probably it doesn't matters to that person..i guess my feelings will just have to be kept inside..for a very long time..

*if u ever stumble upon my blog,i want u to know..no matter how unwilling i agreed in letting u go before..u'll still always remain in my heart..u'll soon to realise that u made a very wrong decision..no point forcing urself to accept someone who doesn't love u for the sake of the society..

*learning to let go*

hahha...really need to talk to someone..i'm back in UTP now..it's exam week..and yeah,..as usual,..ang khian is not doing any studying..oh..wait..i never did...hahha...sometimes i do believe in the existance of someone up there..whoever he/she is brought me through all the exams..and look where i ended up now..

i'll be having my mid-sem break on the 17th of sept..anyone coming back for the weekend?do contact me..my number,just incase u forget is 0125951882 or 0165942951...hehhe,,,please call me...miss anyone who's out there...

aku sudah balik daripada cuti..!

is my bm correct?\

hahha...i'm sorry for being so quiet for the past 2 weeks..let me explain first before accusing me for giving excuses...well,..as u all know,i was having my midsem break from the 17th to the 25th..well,..i thought i can go online during my holidays.UPDATE my blog..check my mails..do some other stuffs..

BUT...

as disappointed as u ppl are..

my ****** brother made the phone bill shoot up as high as rm 500 only in a month!!so,..my dad decided that he should also stop paying for the phone for a month also..which resulted my phone line being barred..curse my bro!

anyway,now i'm back in uni..so,will be updating weekly..sorry lar guys..i only get access to the computer once a week..that's the only time i'm free,k...

so,..just be patient lar...

i was blog hopping just now..missed a few things...a couple of people..

made me realised that as the world is changing,we are growing apart..no more silly jokes in classes...no more running around like how we used to..no more kacau-ing the teachers like in the past...no more seeing foo and lydia arguing with..err..mad dumb lam?hehhe..i'll never forget that scene..made me the joke of the year...

ahh...only 9 months has passed,but yet many things have changed..no longer have to wear pinafore but NOW..waking up for classes is a drag..coz i've to figure out what to wear next..unlike last time,all i've to care about is whether my pinafore is pressed or not..food was cheaper in school canteens..and even when i'm money-less,i can just wait till school's over and stick with my mum and i'll get free meals..but now,..my meals cost me an average of rm12 a day..that's if i skip my breakfast..sigh..now i understand the value of money..

being away from home is not always that easy..when i was still in secondary years,i was yearning for the day i get to leave home..yet,now,looking at where i am right now,..having so many problems in life..made me realised that my parents are the people who love me the most..i used to think that i can let go of my family and be with..let me call this person ..MP..sacrificing so many things for MP..and after 2 whole years,..guess who's still with me right up to now,..having my back the whole time..understand how i really feel..bring me back to reality..

my mummy and daddy...

i guess i never did really tell them i love them..it's been 10 years since i last celebrated their birthdays..and i realised that they are getting older each day..so..i'll just have to make a mental note to spend time with them the next time i go home..

curse MP for making my life topsy-turvy..and yes,i'm learning to forget about u each day..thank god i've great friends here..let me list their names out : taddaaa!!

my roomie..pun chee,pinky,shiou ting (must really thank her coz she was the one who slapped me back to reality..),ai ting,jiamin,tzeyang,kenneth,ivan,datuk ong,hui ching,stella,benny,lennis,carina,shea teng,...the list is long,u know..they know who they are...

hehehe...u know what..anyone interested in spending time in penang end of this year..?or anywhere...?foo,mel,yeesan,yiling,pui yeen,goh,fang,dai,karmun,...urm..u know my number right?

i know it's not going to be long till i write something about me missing my friends all over again..i can be so emo at times...can u believe i actually have tears right now..?

i guess there's something in my eye..