Love?..Bah...!

finals in a month's time.assignments due this week.Lab test on wednesday.Test on Wednesday..now,no more copying..solely my effort now..tsk.. 

*(if u can only use 1.2 bucks a day,go find your boyfriend to foot your bill la!..u make me sick only!)

going to get my stomach cleaned.Ate so much in a day's time.and yes,all girls are the same.Purely the same.All girls fall for magicians.Yes,the magician.Stupid one.Go fool around with some other girl la.

Just ignore me la.

1st of May.
Labour's Day.
Carina's Day.
Kong's Day.
Happy Sweet 19,Carina.
Happy 22nd Birthday,Kong and congratulations for graduating on time in June.
and yes,Carina,please graduate on time too.Year 2010.With all of us.
hehhe..

Celebrated the usual way.with Carina of course.(Kong is in Perth by the way,and i've something against Australia,Melbourne in particular.) The Mamak-style.Usual thing.Was there about 10 minutes and i had to go.Not feeling so well lately so I asked Tzeyang to fetch me back 1st.(the mamak is only a walking-distance).Ended up throwing up half plate of nasi goreng kampung.Shouldn't have eaten that in the 1st place.Sore throat was terrible.I was pale.I went to bed early.Left my laptop on.the whole night.
*sorry Carina,for having to leave early.Thousand apologies.

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The BIG day is tomorrow.Leaving to KL at 6 in the morning.Hopefully everything turns out well for me.Getting the jitters already.

Finals in 3 weeks time.Punchee a.k.a my roommate has been reminding me ever since.The thoughts of it,keep sending my blood pressure to the max. level. Finals on the 29th May,ending on June 1st.Holidays start as soon as the invigilator says "Pens down!" on the 1ST of June.

No plans this holiday.Kinda ruined.Or maybe there were no plans from the beginning.Any one out there?

(CHANG EE WAN,you get your butt back by July and we go KL)
Anyone else has plans?Count me in.This includes bungee jumping without the strings,mountain climbings without the gears and whatever without whoever.

Alright,get back to my work.ICIS test this friday alone.Going down to the battlefield alone this time.No more answers from the back,front,left and right.Solely alone.Darn!

I know my update is kinda static.Don't know what to write.Feeling kinda low.Lower than the ground.Dang!MP--MP---MP--MP---MP---wtf!

{if relationship at this age is FRAGILE,why did you go and break it in the first place?}

Back to UTP again.

4 hours of driving.
KL-in KL- IPOH.

The only time my dad touched the steering wheel is when I had to get down somewhere and asked him to park the car.Amazingly I didn't get lost in KL,when I have never drove to 1U before and i made it.(coz got big big signboards mar)

Had lunch in T.G.I.F and mum was complaining that the portion was too big.Hehhe..left after when mum was tired of shopping.sigh.Kesian the daughter who has to drive all the way back.Didn't want dad to drive coz he needs to drive down to KL again the following day.

sigh.Nothing much to update but please pray together with me ok.Don't ask what,but just pray.

Now to get back to my ICIS text book.Heard the test brought pain which could last till god knows when,so this time,solely my effort which means I'll need to double them.!

jia you,khian!!gambatte...do not look at the direction of your bed!..Focus!..

Getting myself ready for the 'MAJOR' ICIS test which they have been claiming superbly hard last night,since i returned.

I wanted to wake up last night,after taking a short nap but turns out i didn't hear my alarm ring,instead i slept on my phone the whole night.-without realising it.(thank goodness i'm light,or else daddy's gotta get me a new phone~)..so this morning,i skipped tutorial..which again,jiamin told me that they have learned a lot today.dang~!with finals just around the corner,i had to screw up my timetable.hmm..sei la..

anyway,the whole morning, i kept having someone in mind..and no,it was not MP..someone...i bet punchee knows who the particular person is.hehe..oklar..i know la..no chance la..sigh..

in the meantime,anyone interested in going for a vacation together-gether?during june??..(ok,i know i shouldn't be thinking of my holidays since finals not here yet..but.....)

Everytime i see you online,i wished that you never did.
I wanted to greet you but then,at the same time,feared that you will never greet me with a warm gesture you used to do so.
You used to nudge me the very second i come online.You used to pester me to come online.You used to say "Darling!" everytime you start a conversation.
BUT now, i have to get hold of my courage to say hie to you.To wait for your long-waited reply.To wait for the very next minute for you to say that you have no interest in talking to me.No more warm gestures.No more "Darling".No more how  we were used to be.
Time can't be turned back.That i know.I wish that day,when you threw my heart back to me,you could have taken  my life instead.
I miss you,very much.

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ICIS test cancelled.or it was postponed.So,i have to sacrifice my Monday lunch time to go to the lecturer's room and complete it instead.Darn!

was talking to Penny..3-year senior..she was reading my entries on my blog and she was asking me why i hate melbourne..haha..she said there's no reason for me to hate melbourne as she is there!..hehe..funny girl!..

Nothing much to update about though..Pining over the oldflame.

sigh..better go get a cold shower la..

I waited for someone's reply for almost 3 hours..but it was all worth while.
I couldn't help smiling the whole day despite having to attend a 2 hour lecture on chemistry..because I know that, that particular person thinks of me too..hehhe..I know..it's pathetic..but then,i can't stop thinking of the person.ok,let's name this particular person..,..hmm...BS(Beautiful Soul)..[let's hope i'll remember this abbrievation tomorrow]..

i think I'm in love once again.Alright,can't move on completely.But,at least, i have other people in my mind,instead of solely MP..hehhe...ah!looks doesn't matter as long as both of us are compatible.Yes,we certainly are.

 

Walked the whole campus today but can't able to locate the person whom I want to meet.Sigh.Though I tried to go for my chemistry lab earlier today but i failed to meet someone.Sigh.Disappointed-nya!!!sigh..can't stop my mind from wandering about that person..ok..the abbrievation is BS..

hmm..saw MP online..said hey..but no replied.Sigh.

When am I still updating my blog?Why am I even still online at this point?..I have 3 tests in a row next week..and psst..I HAVE NOT EVEN TOUCHED A SINGLE THING ABOUT ANY OF WHATEVER IS GOING TO BE QUESTIONED..ok..but why am i still online leh?I think i'm going to issue a proposal to the management,asking them to take away the internet from each of the students here.It's because of the connection provided,I'm always in front of the computer-updating my blog,checking my mails,and doing whatsoever with my computer..sigh..(ok,i just didn't have the determination to put away my computer..but..but..)

Anyway,today was our last chemistry lab session.Being the wacko bunch,crampped inside one chemical lab,we took a few pictures though in the rule,it was stated that no handphones are allowed in the lab..but who cares right?we won't be using that lab anymore..Hahha..although I am a little excited that it's finally over but at the same time,i can't help but feel a little sadness..The end of the lab sessions means I'll be seeing the rest lesser in the years to come.Soon,we'll be stepping into the degree level and being apart from the group I used to hang out with..sigh.. i doubt i'm going to enjoy my degree year..hMM...the times when i spend my lab sessions are indeed fun..this was the time when everyone in the class would complete the experiments as fast as possible and go around,looking for answers for the experiments.This is the time when we would spend some time before the lab begins to talk about non-sensical issues..This was the time when I was known as 'Hoe Sou' (the wife of Hoe) as I was the lab partner of Kwong Hoe.Hehhe..This was the only time I get to spend time with Kian Seng,Boon How, Boon Tat, Som Phong, Xi Yi, Ajit, Ching Sern, and the rests of the gang who were in other courses.

A few snap shots that were taken :

Don't need any introduction la..this is pinky on the left.

Kwong, Pinky and I. kWONG is my lab partner.

Me and Ching Sern also known as Pangkor because he originated from There.Luckily people do not go around calling me Ipoh..wahliao..what kind of name would that be.??

Me and Chong.He is my ICIS 'partner'

aiyo..put so many pictures..then photobucket failed..gek sei!!!..anyway..this is all..put more pics some other time..

Love yar peeps!!~~

 

 

My current nick on msn :
-khian- Feeling like a fool

After talking to goh..my nick changed :
-khian- Treated like a fool

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The things I would do for the person I love.
The sacrifices I made-uncountable.
The end result?
Me, left alone,feeling like a total idiot.Used?Perhaps.

I have tests coming next week,and I totally pushed away everything and tend to this person who,ended up treating me like a fool.
Did it willingly but then,can't help but felt being used after that.
Bomb shells were dropped,soon after the help was given.
How could I be so stupidly,fell in that trap hole.?
I am smart,or am I not?..

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Deprieved of sleep.Have to learn to get a hang of myself.
The rest is out for dinner and I'm here,blogging.

Because I am now doing Chemistry revision,therefore to add something into the mood.

Professional boh?

 
aha!!Siva beside me!..

Taken by Tzeyang's phone.New Phone.
*Tzeyang, Nokia looks better wor.

Lee Jun Jia beside me.Do not be deceived with his super innocent looks..He may look nice in shirt and ties and all..but when he comes to dealing with me,My gawd..I'm always the victim who's constantly being bullied by him..I think i believe in Karma Now.

ME ---bullies Punchee --- Head Prefect of Bandar Sunway..
Lee Jun Jia---Head prefect of his school la --- bullies cute lil khian 

ok..ok..prolly i should stop bullying punchee..
guess not..+P

 

Just had my brain fried this morning..
With one test on Organic Chemistry and a surprise quiz on ICIS..
I nearly handed in a blank piece of paper for ICIS quiz but then,managed to scribble something before the lecturer said 'Times Up!'..

Pinky and I made a bet.RM 1 says that she will get a higher mark in Chemistry test.(*NAH.tHE WHOLE blogging circle can be our witness)

Engineering Maths tomorrow.Ok,more midnight burning coming up!

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Have been doing a lot of thinking these few days.
Or rather...
hmm..I kept thinking about the amount of people I have managed to pull out from deep shits..
I was successful in pulling people out from loopholes.
I managed to convince people to lead a normal life.I managed to out-talk certain people to do what the norms do.
However,when it comes to my own problem,i failed myself.I fail to do as How i preached to the others.I can't let myself go like how i kept telling the rest to let go of the past;
To move on.
hehe..I amused myself sometimes..like how i have always been saying.I can sweet talk the hardest head here but yet, i can never convince myself.
Useless i may be.but maybe my problem is i can't find someone else..Someone like me..Someone that can talk me out of this..
lol..So,where is 'Ang Khian'?

 

Been busy for the past weeks.
Practicing something..what something some of you may ask..
Being my usual self,i will probably answer "something something la"..but being an extra nice girl for this coming weeks (as finals are here soon)..i shall tell all of you what that something something is..
We had to rehearse for Drama Presentation.

Pictures taken:-

 
My drama group for this term.. 
From the left : Ching Shearn, Kenneth,ME, Boon Tat, Tee Hooi and Neshriq

We were expected to do a drama presentation based on the short stories we were taught this semester.Ours was 'tHE Door on The wall'..hmm..and my role?was the wife of this blind man ( Boon Tat )..He is a talented musician but soon,his greed took hold of him and he got arrogant..and also,he was taking drugs all along to boost up his skills..When he was young,his friend,Richard (Kenneth) brought him out of poverty and played in this Botak Chin bar..The manager was (Ching SHearn) amazed at this young blind man's talents.Then the story bloomed when Paris ( Tee Hooi) tried to seduce him and became his second woman.Soon,his wife found out he was doing drugs and burnt everything..So,he was addicted and couldn't play well..So (Neshriq)-security guard was asked to kick him out from the bar. The story line was longer but I'm here to summarize it up.

Me and Huiching..

Me and Tee hooi...

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Tzeyang took my picture with his brand new phone when I was throwing tantrum in the library after seeing something..or someone with some other people...

I looked so cute right???..
Yeah..i thought so too..XP

 

Totally a free man woman today..albeit the fact that I have physics test coming next friday.But then today I stepped out from the main hall as an entire new person. Alas, Engineering Maths test is over, which only means one thing. I can finally watch One Tree Hill..the long waited episode!..

right now, i have no mood to do anything except staring at my bed.I need to catch up on my sleep..Bring my eye bags away.Hehhe..and then,it is time for physics again. omg!I wonder what was I doing in lectures all the time now.I really have NO idea what is going on in physics now..sei ler!!..

Heading back to Ipoh this Friday for a long weekend break. Anyone wants yumcha?

(note to self : Finals less than 2 weeks now!)

i wonder how many readers do i have?

I wanted to talk about something here..but I wonder if that particular person reads my blog..OR probably some nosy fella gonna relate it back to that particular person..sigh..

Maylee just asked me out..this thursday night..but can't make it..there's extra class that night..the lecturer can't finish the syllabus on time..so..i guess..sigh..long time didn't see maylee d..hehe..

sigh sigh sigh...don't know what to blog about...feeling a slight pain on my head..I need a glass of water but the water cooler is downstairs..should i or should i not?

hmm...eyes are closing..and..i guess it's my cue..
good night for the time being..tutorial is at 8 pm later..shikkkkeeeeesssss!!!!
AAAARRGGGHHH?!!!

No resemblance right??~~

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Two-timing

Isn't it enough to have ONE only?
and some people can't be contented with only ONE in life?
WHY complicate matters when you already have ONE?
Be happy with the ONLY ONE you have.
Do not think that one night fling is gonna be exciting.
Have you ever think of the consequences which comes after that?
The pain you will probably bring to either both parties..
If you ain't sure with the current partner u are having,
then why did you ever start?
Stop putting yourself into 2 pants.
You can only fit in ONE.
ONE and only ONE.

 

 

Doing this out of boredome

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Men See You As Playful

Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that!

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You'll Find a Boyfriend Within 3 Months

Maybe you need a bit more time to get over an ex Or maybe you need a confidence boost to talk to new guys Either way, you'll find a boyfriend in time... As long as you keep getting out there and meeting new guys

[ what?!!! 3 months only ah????!!!]sei la..

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Do i look like a guy?
~ If you think i do, tell me is it because of the way I walk? The way I act? Or the  way I talk? Or perhaps of my fashion sense?
~ If you don't think so, why the hell is every guy in this campus teasing me about me looking like a guy? calling me 'brother'? Dropping hints that I am a guy or something like that?

Alright, I don't really mind if this issue were to pop out just to make fun of me once in a while.Take note : Once IN A while. But this joke is taking its toll already. Hmm, alright I may not be the girlish girl you people see on the streets; the ones who PRETEND to be weak,just so u know,get the guys' attention. I am not the type who exposes every part of the body,just for the sake of getting the guys' wet.But then again, I am still a girl. OK, i have to admit there were times when i wanted people to refer me as a guy but then, that was like AGES ago.I thought being in a new campus life,means i can totally drop the image i used to have back in high school.Though I have not changed much,but yet, does it really matter how I look? i HAVE people,coming up to me.saying that I am not really that guyish after all..coz i do ACt like a girl at times. Does it really matters if i do not don a skirt? Why should i dress up to please the society if I feel comfortable in pants and jeans and shirts? Everytime whenever we see tomboys ( girls who really have their hair cut short,dress in either baggy shirts and loose pants,..u know-that type ) and somehow,people will say..''Hey look! angkhian..someone like you! but she looks nicer.."..well..what is that supposed to mean? A compliment or a pure joke?..Am i supposed to be mad?or am i supposed to laugh along? Honestly,to laugh along-will be hard coz i can't deny the fact that I felt a teeny hurt inside.

I want to dress up in pretty dresses too..Experiment with make ups,accessories,etc.(girls' stuffs) but then again,it's not my style. I can't change just like that...i can't change myself for the sake of pleasing someone. There was this point when I asked my friends whether I should buy a skirt coz i really wanted to give it a try.But then, It;s just that I am afraid to change. I do not want to be laughed at.It's hard enough to endure being laughed at for being a 'guy' and then,what would happen if i really wear a skirt?Will I be a joker - a guy who wears a skirt then?

As I am approaching 20, I really want to change my outlook. I do not want to be like this even when i'm 30,40 or perhaps 50..but then,i guess, it'd be better for me to live in the dark.Can someone please stop the laughters, teasings, and the jokes?

For the sake of pleasing my readers, hereby will be the entry of my wildest dream.

If I were to be a guy

Ever since young, I kept asking my mum, why was I dressed in a dress?Why can't I be in shorts and shirts and wore a cap over my head instead? Why must I be forced in sitting out with my legs crossed, instead of having it wide opened? Why wasn't I allowed to run around,playing football with the other guys, instead of sitting around with my parents? Then slowly, i started to rebel my parents' wishes. I got out of the era of dresses and was slowly dressed in shorts and sleeveless shirts. I went out playing with the other little boys,climbing trees,playing in mud. I slowly opened up my legs a little,but that's beside the point.

As I grew older,I realised that the boys in my family gets better treatments. I see my brother,getting a hell lot of goodies from my uncles,aunts..family.I for one, was often shunned aside.Ok,maybe I wasn't but then,i felt a little jealousy growing from inside me. I told myself that It was alright,though I kept asking my dad why was I born without a stick.I started to dress up in baggy shirts.In jeans and pants all the time.Even when I was turning into a young lady, I hated the idea of skirts,dresses and u know,girly stuffs.Alright,at one point, i think girls were treated as 2nd class citizen.(ok,i can be naive when i was young alright?) To sum it all up,this is why you people see the Angkhian you see now.

Anyway, I have always wanted to be a guy,as long as I could remember. I have always fantasize about the career I will have 10 years down the line.The family.The life I will probably be leading. I have always be assertive and confident in the things I do.Some people calls me a control-freak but then,I really am one.I want things to be done my way and only MINE.(oklar,some parts can be negotiatable but then,i would be glad if it;s my way).As what i was telling michelle lee last night, at one point, people would have to start calling me 'Dr. IR Tang' instead.hehhe.See the life I would be able to provide my spouse right? At least, I am doing a professional course and not some course like..u know..which probably can't bring food to the table.(what is geomatics anyway?) There are so many things I would be able to achieve if I were to be a guy.The career I might be able to build if I were to be a guy.Being in engineering field-it's a man's world and field.Being a girl can be a disadvantage especially for civil department.We will be posted in offices instead of being send off to sites and offshores. Climbing up the ladder of success will take a longer toll if we are stuck with office work.Not to mention,being an engineer-spending time in the construction site is somewhat more challenging than being stucked in an office.So many things which a man is able to perform,yet a girl is just there to see the performance.

Don't tell me such things that a guy is not able to wear a skirt or something like that.That is not a privillege but then,to me only la..i'm not sure what the others have in mind. Yet, i still can't stop helping myself,wishing that I was born in a guy's shell.

Went out for a 'short' session of mamak just now.

Went out at 11.45pm-came back at 4 am.

and guess what..finals are in less than 2 weeks, and physics test is in 5 days' time. Now,what happened to me having to set my priorities straight in this university.Honestly i had a great time,talking to these people.Hmm..the usual group of people I always hang out with-but it has been a long time since we really sat down for that long to talk.-bullcrap. I personally felt that we had a lot of catching up to do..but time is precious,especially when now,everything is jst so near and time is goddamn limited these days. Ah.i guess this would probably be my last time in mamak?(God, i hope so!)

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Sometimes, I have been told that the things I said penetrates deeply into people's heart. So, alright, maybe i offended some people along the line but then again, sometimes i get hurt with words too. The most horrible thing is these words are from the exact people who told me that they were hurt by what I said.Oh hullo..how should I react then? Should I be angry at you then? If i can put up with your hurtful words,then for godsake,you put up with mine too.!

People coming up to me,asking me why I hunched.Why do I walk in this horrible manner?Why this?Why that?Why never wear more girly???Why are you so concerned with what I am doing.????Why can't you people just leave me alone?If i am that bad as how u see me,then let it beSometimes i know it's for my own good,but then if it is going overboard,then just..just..shut ur toot mouth la..my things are in none of your concern.some people have their own ways of living-principles,and some people has to live by their principles. But let me remind everyone  who's out there, that priniciples are just u know,principles..and these so-called principles are YOUR principles. People can't just walk into your life,dump and apply these things into your head.You have your own rights, i have mine too--to be myself.

Blogging back in Ipoh.

Nothing much to talk about except Poisedon is cool?.I mean,it was rather interesting-a nice way to kill 2 hours.Looking forward to watching Da Vinci Code and Over the Hedge.Both on the 20th--my dad was asking me about finals.

Bah! --(what finals?)

Was up the escalator today, saw the person who I was ('stalking?'), with someone beside. [A sign indicating that it's time to stalk another one?]

Did some catching up with seong chen today.Lunch was in Ola-ola.It was nice?..hM..the food+the company,i supposed. Was just telling him that it has been a long time,since i met up with everyone back in MGS.

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Short paragraphs today.

Don't know what to write about.

Orange Carrot said my entries are emo. Hah!--cannot read ah, the statement i put: Living a series of Dramas. So, there you go!

The phone has been pretty quiet for quite some time now. The body has been tired and aching with muscles pains. The eye bags are getting darker. The fat layers are pilling up. The finals in less than 2 weeks. The Angkhian praying hard.

Read Trapt's blog.
Shocked with the tagboard messages and also her entries.
Found out something which I really had no idea about her,even back in the school days.
My lord.!

Hehhe.Last night, i bumped into her online, and we sorta chatted for a while.And she kept explaining to me that she's straight.,and I was like, " It's alright,people never admit what they do,so explaining will only convince me more that you are..a lesbian.I have nothing against your kind."..Wahliao weh!Damn cha tou! Trapt..hehe..kept explaining that she's straight and u know..she told me..she's attractive to females.Well, i hate to admit but yeah,back in school days, she was the class monitor and yes,i salute her man! The way she deal with teachers especially with Mdm Lam and who else,hmm..She was the one who brought me and pooiyeng and hoiwan out early for recess.Hehhe..She was the one who tried talking to pn.azizan into letting us out early for recess..The times,when she would fall asleep behind her biology book in lab.

Alright,I wasn't paying so much attention to her anywayz.Just a few things I remember about TrapT in high school. There were a couple of times, when yeesan and I were 'after' her.Both of us were tugging her from both ends..and u know..It was just some sort of act,u know..when we were back in 16/17?..

Don't worry though.I can assure the rest of you that TrapT is indeed straight.I can still remember the times when me and karmun, saw what happened in Maziah's.When Trapt will be with someone..i shall spare u people the details though.Go bombard Trapt with questions if anyone of you is interested in knowing what happened during maziah's class.Hahha..

I know..i know..this whole entry is kinda dedicated to Trapt.Probably because I have nothing better to talk about now and our conversation thru MSN last night was amusing. I wanted to write the whole conversation down but then again,i would not want to share the contents.Hahha..I guess i miss Trapt and the rest of the gang in class.Still wishing that time would be able to turned back.Missed the mischieves and the shootings from the teachers and to the teachers.I will never forget what happened during EST lessons.

No,foo..Don't worry.I'm not attracted to u.See..one gone.

Trapt announced that she wants to hang herself.

Ouch!

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To a friend, mum and a teacher,
    I know I've not exactly been a good daughter.There were just too many times I have rebelled against you.There were a few times when I have complained about you in front of dad.(not exactly a few times though). I am not sure whether Jack is gonna read my blog so there is no way you will be reading this but then again, I just want the whole world to know that I love you.Happy Birthday, Happy Mother's Day and yes, Happy Teacher's Day.

Both my parents and I.Celebrating mum's birthday cum mom's day cum teacher's day.Dang!

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Dinner at Grandparents'. To celebrate Mother's Day.Grandma did mostly the job.

We had more food.but then can't fit everything in.So..feast your eyes-la.

i wonder if you still remember all these?

 

I am not sure if you are reading this blogpage of mine.I hope you do.I was thinking of you, last night,again..I miss you,i guess..
No,..wait..i don't have to guess..i DO miss you.

(Pictures are copyright reserved.)

20 minutes to go before i have to leave my room for english tutorial.

Countdown to my finals:- 14 days.It's starting on the 29th of May.

I'm currently drunk with drinking too many bottles of chicken essence--which explained the sleepless night I'm having these days.The odd hours I have be sleeping and yes, the queer hours I have been awake.

Lectures are almost all over..which marks the beginning of study week.Should i go home-back to the comfort hands of my parents OR should I stay back with all the horrible food in the cafeterias??..Hmm..i guess the choice is obvious,eh?But then again,being at home means there is the television,the car,the shopping complexes..Being here in campus,means I have the mamak,the library,the internet in the room,the company..Hmm..hard to choose weh..

I shall update tonight again.I really have nothing better to do than to bore my readers to death.well..then again,why were you here in the first place?

Just a short entry to update about how hardworking I was to spend 4 hours in the library;finishing 2 packets of nips,one bar of KitKat and one bar of cloud 9.

Dead meat.! 13 chapters of physics coming out for finals and i'm not kidding alright?One chapter is like 30 pages thick and each page consists of many many many words. sO MANY words,yet so few pictures.

hMM..alright,my roommate is scaring me liao..She just came back from the library and now,after settling down,she opened up her physics book again,jotting notes.Me?On the other hand,instead of opening up my physics book,guess what,i opened my laptop.Darn!Speaking of self discipline.I really need to bury my laptop 6-feet under to stop this temptation.Cilakak!!

k.I need to hit the sack books..hehhe..alright la.i know..finals is 13 days away..bubye..!

and yes, i waited for this person for a whole day today but yet i can see BS..maybe BS doesn't really study in the library..opps..time to switch strategy.

 

Spend the whole day (almost!) in the library yesterday..hmm..partly because the server in the room was down and I couldn't access to the internet..hehhe..one good thing about spending your time in the library is you get to meet loadsa loadsa people..Everyone will be there and sooner or later,the library becomes one big market place and you can see different types of food on the table..hmm..somesort of market place la..
Anyway, I was alone in the library yesterday Morning(rajinnya!) and u know..absorbed into the world of physics..and when Carina and Punchee came in..and saw me seating at the ground floor of the Library..they smiled..coz usually we will go to the highest level because no kick la downstairs hehe..I was like.."huh?,i just felt like sitting down here today" and punchee was like " yeah right..like you don't know BS is right behind of you.."..and i was like " huh??" --looked behind and yes,there BS was..on the sofa..
wahliao..to sum it all up,..i approached BS and we sorta chatted for..urm..30 minutes? and..wahliao..i didn't feel like doing anything after that..hehhe..sorta in cloud 9 at that moment..the rest of the day was spend by smsing BS..hehhe..what a day spent!~~I have been repeating the same old story to my friends..hehhe..some-I have been repeating the same thing to the same person for sooooo many times..

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Alright,i think..i think...i should..erm..go back to my books...yes...BOOKS..!!!

Like what my physics lecturer said..

" NOBODY IS PERFECT; SO BE A NOBODY "

hehhe..TRUE!!..SO,I GUESS i am a nobody then.

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Taken from jagdish whom I knew from DRA in Morib :

" Why fit in when we are born to stand out??"

Ponder..

How many of you who's out there..hmm..who's in a car--driving in a rainy day..and you see someone walking by the road..Alright,I know a hell lot of you out there see people walking by the road in a rainy day..but then HOW MANY of you actually stops by the road and give that poor fellow a ride?..and HOW MANY will just ignore this poor guy and zoom past?..hmm..let me guess..the answer is so obvious eh..?

I wonder if this question comes out for some sort of Moral paper..i wonder how many of the candidates will actually put down fake answers..hmm..probably all of them?

alright,u may ask why did i bring this up all of a sudden..hmm..coz i happened to be the poor guy (girl!) today. I came out of the library this evening and the instance I stepped out to the tar road, it drizzled..At first it was just a slight rain,but..but..as i walked,it grew heavier..and soon,i was wet..I saw many cars zoomed by,but unfortunately,NONE of them stopped by to give me a lift...Lecturers drove by,seniors drove by,even people from my batch saw me..but NONE..NONE stopped by and offer a lift.OK,i walked back all by myself and yes,drenched.

So,next time..when you see someone walking in the rain,and u happen to have an extra seat in your car..(if you are using a bicycle,then nevermind la) please,kindly..KINDLY stop aside and offer the poor fella a ride.
--Hmm..but then there's this complication.Society is getting terrible and you may not know whom u are giving a lift too..so..erm..here goes something to ponder too..

To be a good samaritan or otherwise?

"One is the player and one is being played."
--unknown

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There's nothing to talk about..
But i just came back from Mamak..AGAIN.
throughout the whole thing,i was solely thinking of 2 person.
one--MP, another one--BS.
My gawd..Can't stop thinking..
and yes, they are talking about the ghost stories in UTP.
Oh man! i don't dare to shut my eyes tonight.
and yes,the guys are not helping at all..have to add in the effects and all..

Tomorrow,-another session of camping.In the library.
Time to stock in NIps,M&MS and..chewing gum..
I think i'm addicted to chewing gum..I have been buying so many gums lately..i THINk all my allowance has gone to the kopetro pakcik.

RANDOM entry.

You know when they say pictures say a thousand words?

There! I don't have to say much and you know how much studying I have been doing lately..
(I wasn't posing alright.._hehhe)

To go or not to go....

to IRC..the library...?

Sometimes SOME things are meant to be let go..

*Take note!*

I don't like people prying over what I do whenever I am not in the mood..I am not the type of person who tends to everyone's needs..
Sometimes I like to be alone,but sometimes I want to hang out in a crowd;
Sometimes I happened to be sporting and playful,but sometimes I am serious and need some time alone;
I don't want to be tied down,yet I don't want to be left out;
I just don't know what I want.
I want to be left alone at times,but yet I want to be with a group of people sometimes..
I can't stand some pretentious people at times,but yet I can't help but feel like a hypocrite myself.
I am upset inside,but I have to laugh all the time.
I am just who I am.

We had this Pre-doom's day on Friday night.
It was test 2 on Physics-the last test ever in foundation year..
So basically throughout the whole week,we focused entirely on Physics because it's the hardest subject and yes,we need to ace our test..especially the last test of the semester.
Alright,after much effort,we got ready and proceeded to the Main Hall for the test which was held at 8pm..yes,at night.we do have our tests at night..
However,there was this big miscommunication between the lecturer and the people who was incharged of the hall,so there was this big hold-up.
By the time we entered the hall,it was around 9.10pm.
Physics questions were pretty tough-but then,if want to die also..must die pretty-ly la right?So have to answer a few questions here and there..
Look left and right..to double check the answers..and then,it was finally over.
And yes,we certainly can't miss the mamak session of the week.
(to think that i announced that I will not be going to mamak at least,until the finals is over..and see where it lead me to :- Mamak in Jarum Emas!)
Actually there was this little 'tea-ceremony' tonight also,that's why we had to go mamak..hehe..i shall keep the details scarce..but then,i'm sure those who are in UTP and reads my blog~u will know what i am talking about eh?

ME, Pao(Sharon) and Cat (Carina) in Mamak.Trying out Sharon's new w800i phone.

Us who went to mamak la..minus the guys plus a few people who had to go back earlier..[trust me,i don't know how the tennis balls ended up in Sheateng's hands]

Floating tennis balls eh?hehhe...This time is snapped with my phone..oklar..cheap phone only..no quality...

So,the mamak session ended quite late~as usual..As we were walking back,we had this weird encounter with snails..we think they were mating or something..but How do we know right?We are not Biology students after all..All we know are velocities,pressure,and gravitational laws,etc..We don't know anything about mating,sex organs and stuffs..u know...

So,are they making out or not?Too bad for them la if they WERE making out because..it's bad to invade people's privacy.Imagine you were making out,and all of a sudden,people come,shine their phone lights at you and take pictures of you..oh man!..

The Mamak session didn't end there..we continued chatting in front of the Main Hall,seating on the Tar Road,talking about our dreams..goals and future..hehhe..alrightla..we were supposed to pre-register our courses for next sem(we'll be 1st year degree students then!) and we were discussing about what subjects to bring forward and what subjects to let go..Someone even wanted to graduate a year earlier..dang!..

Going back to Ipoh later in the morning..Hahha..Study la..Finals in 8 days..

 

Currently slapping myself back into reality.

I woke up,thinking of MP again..
and I decided to blog at this hour..

Hmm..let me see..it's 5.20 in the morning..and I guess i have to wake up at 7.30 later.Dang!

*I miss you,lil khian.

Reached Ipoh this Morning.Had this breakfast with tzeyang in Oldtown coz that Mr. wanted to drink 'White coffee'..

Reached home at 10 something~pigged for like 3 hours,woke up for lunch and continued bury my head in the books..sigh..i can swear my eyes are getting smaller due to the ample times i read the text books.

However,as well as the readers understand me,and me understanding myself,the reading session only lasted for like..urm..45 minutes?and it was to the television.Dang!I watched this chinese movie on Ch30 and i learnt something.

'To have-but not to hold'

This girl was telling this guy about her story,saying that her mum was crushed when she found out about her dad was having this affair and left both her mum and her.Nevertheless,her mum still loves her dad,but in another way.
'To have-but not to hold'.

I can swear that my heart was torn into pieces when she said that.

Alright,that was not exactly the only thing i watched today.I managed to watch One tree hill(season finale) today and yes,it remains a mystery whether Nathan died or not.

"Love is true when it doesn't alter with the alterations that been made"- Shakespeare [i honestly hope i didn't quote him wrongly]

*i miss you badly.*

Have you ever felt lonely,in your own room?

I just cried,while talking to yiling online.My laptop's keyboard is wet.
The last time my tears rolled was when....i don't know..but it was pretty long ago.
I want someone to hug me now.
Wipe my tears away.

I saw the blade on my desk.
The same one I used months ago.
Inside my head,ideas are running..Thoughts are running wild..
The blade somehow was calling out to me..
" Come to me and i will bring your problems to an end.."
I looked away,looked at it again..

Thoughts of the unhappy moments came rushing back.
The pool of blood back on bed.
I want it to go away; I want everything to go away.
I wish it didn't happen.All of these..

I popped a pill inside my mouth,get it down my throat..
Wipe my tears,
had a glance of the pictures on my notice board on the wall..
Caught a glimpse of the blade again..

And I......

And I....
I..
I heard my phone ringing..
Someone was calling..My phone's vibrating so loudly and it soon fell on the floor.
A loud thud.
I closed my eyes..
Breathed softly..and fell alseep.

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Woke up..hmm..at 12 this Afternoon.Took my lunch and then,hit my books again.
This time,before i MANAGED to even look at a word,migraine struck me.
I had to get back to bed.
However,i had to get ready,need to stop by at tzeyang's to take his icis notes and past year's final papers.
I thought i was able to do something,at least something to let the day not go to waste.But mum decided to bring my mood up a rollercoaster.I was scolded for no particular reason and yes,it affected my mood and no studying was done.
i got too tired for being pissed and yes,i went to visit mr.bed.

Plans for tomorrow:-
Nope,no studying can be done.Meeting Mel and Meiling in McD at 9 tomorrow.Having my fingers crossed that I'll be able to wake up for it.These days,my time of getting up is like around 11..haha..queer ain't it?and then,gotta meet up with 'eeyore a.k.a squirrel a.k.a tzeyanglee for lunch and then,heading back to utp--the wonderful place in the world.blah!

DOn't get me wrong.Utp is indeed a very nice place.Nice campus and all.But then,finals is like 7 days away?which means the seniors' break is on.Oh man..can't see the stalkee anymore..for like 2 months..
Oooo boy..

I once came across this article which inspired me very much.
It says that one's success is not measured by the strings of A's one possessed or the number of degrees one hold.
Instead,one can ONLY be considered successful only with the amount of people who stood by your side at times when you are in trouble.
I may not be a degree holder yet.I may not have the ample amount of A's in hands.I may not even be the tops in class.
However,I consider myself to be the most successful person here today.At the age of 19 itself.

I remember once.Someone told me that as you grow older,the circle of friends will get smaller.Eventually when you grow up to a certain age,the only friend you have will be your spouse.I'm always afraid that this might occur.I do not want it to happen.I do not want to be alone,spending the rest of my life with only one particular person-that's if I am ever gonna have one.I kept telling myself that none of this situation is gonna happen to me,as I tried very hard to make more new friends as I walk the path in life.But I soon realised that in life,I tend to meet one person who actually affected my life.Because of this person,I shunned everyone away.I thought that this person,will be my friend,my spouse,my everything.I started to take other people for granted.Eventually,That particular person left me and I was left with no one.Or at least i think I was alone.

I was wrong.

I started this blog because of this particular person.I wanted to write my feelings out so that i do not have to keep everything inside.It hurts terribly.Little do I know,i have so many people behind me.I know some of them care but yet they can't do anything to bring me out of misery.Some of them wanting to slap me out of reality.Some of them who are silent readers whom I have no idea of,leaving messages on my tagboard.I have people coming up to me in uni,telling me to hang on--though i have no idea who these people are.

I appreciate your love and care.
Thank you.

I have returned.
From the library.
I didn't expect myself to blog anymore tonight but then,msn was down,so was mirc and yes,i had to wait for desperate housewives next episode to be send over,which explains my entry here now.
Pardon me for being long-winded at times.
Mel commented that I should probably be a journalist instead of an engineer.
Because I always write.
Hahha..I never expected myself to be an engineer,let alone a journalist.
I just write but nope,what I write is not interesting to my readers.
I write for the sake of letting go my feelings.
Not for the sake of pleasing my readers.
I always suggest to my readers that if you do not like what you see,please,do leave.
Don't leave unwanted comments.Don't ask me to stop writing.Don't ask me to shut down my blogpage.
Because I am here to write for myself,not for anyone else.
Back to what I wanted to say.
Pinky is currently on my bed,disturbing me with her jokes about penguins in the Madagascar movie.She is doing the stupid actions that the penguins potrayed in the movie plus the sound effects.
Aah,peace!She has left the room.(hehhe)
Today,met up with meiling and mel in McD for breakfast.and then proceeded to school.I had to apologise though.I was way too sleepy and I didn't really talked much.I had insufficient sleep the night before.I think my house breeds all kinds of mosquitoes as I am pretty sure all kinds of species attacked me the night before.I was practically scratching my whole body and waking up the entire night,cursing.
Went back to MGS.Met a couple of teachers.Just realised that we have actually left high school for almost 2 years.Sad.
Found out one major thing.The Rangers' den has been taken away by the St.Johners.So,the room is no more Rangers' but instead,the other way round.
What happened to the girl guides' spirit?I still remember we were once dedicated guides in school.But what happened?
The spirit is no longer there.I heard the current board willingly passed the room to the st.johners.There was needless for them to even fight for the room.
Terribly disappointed.
Did the spirit end when you-know-who took over?
I am terribly sorry for the drama that I have caused,which led to these consequences.I was only doing my best but if people gets jealous of the things that I have done,I can't really do anything,can I?
Sob..i really am disappointed.The times we spend for guides and in guides,they are unforgettable.
Sad to know that the juniors now do not have the same spirit we had once.
(*wipe tears*)
Anyway,teachers are still the same.Had a long talk with Ms.Cheong though.
Teachers were still asking about the accident.
and yes,the question about my other half.
"Ang Khian,sudah ada boyfriend?"
"Angkhian,so are you with someone now?"
"Angkhian,tahulah,boyfriend kaya-kaya!"
Bah!Aku pun nak SATU tapi tarak!..
So i politely answered them, "Ada!Lecturer pula tu!..kaya..pandu kereta besar-besar!.."
haha...they knew I was pulling their legs.

Look at how I study on my desk.
Which one to tend to?
The computer OR the notes?
Hmm...tricky question eh?

I think I had better get a more hardworking roommate..
Mine's like me..tend to be attracted to the bed..
Hmmm...

I reckoned some of my readers might be missing out on this funny clip.
Trust me.
I went there once and watch with when yeesan put up the link.
I laughed non-stop.Kept pressing the replay button.
Went there the second time when michelle lee put up the link again.
Laughed till I fell from the seat.
(ok,i exagerrated a little!)
But then,trust me.

Click here if you want to know what I was talking about.
Don't laugh till you pee in your pants,k?
Or if it's not funny,don't come to me and tell me so.

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Just came back from Mamak.
Tzeyang suggested that the 'mamak-lou' should issue us some sort of membership card so that we can at least 10% off our meals.I think 1/4 of our allowances goes to this mamak fella..hehe..
This time around,the atmosphere was alil dull as finals are around the corner.
Laughters were decreased.I was getting too sleepy.
Oh man,i really need to hit the books.
I am getting way behind the schedule and I see everyone is enjoying already.
Everyone's finished with what is supposed to be done,and I am here,enjoying my blog.
Bah!

Just came back from Mamak.Tzeyang suggested that the 'mamak-lou' should issue us some sort of membership card so that we can at least 10% off our meals.I think 1/4 of our allowances goes to this mamak fella..hehe..This time around,the atmosphere was alil dull as finals are around the corner.Laughters were decreased.I was getting too sleepy.Oh man,i really need to hit the books.I am getting way behind the schedule and I see everyone is enjoying already.Everyone's finished with what is supposed to be done,and I am here,enjoying my blog.Bah!

 

Terribly tired and sleepy.
My eyes could hardly open.

You know,sometimes rules are meant to be broken.For instance,it is prohibited for food to be brought into the library.Erm,not only in my university,but I am pretty sure this rule applies in all the libraries.However,how do you expect us to be able to study without having any food during our breaks which is like every 5 minutes?
So,being a 2nd sem student here..makes us bolder to actually bring in more and more food into the library.Alright,i'm not exactly a good example to students here but who cares right?My stomach comes first!.

Alright,I know my limits.I only brought in chocalates and chewing gums.Both of these are essential to keep me awake while studying the mechanisms in chemistry.Some seniors are more daring when they actually bring in maggi mee,tapao-ed rice,and all sorts of food..really makes the library a whole-new market place with aircond.
Look at one of my friends.

Tsk..Look at him..First,he opens the bag potatochips...and then,he put one chip into his mouth..one after the other..ish!..right beside me pula!..Can't blame us really.we really get tired of studying,all we did after that was take lotsa picture whereas my roommate being the most disciplined one..sigh..She was so into her books..Absorbed totally..However,she is still a human..Look how she chilled out after that..

Hahha..Caught her on the phone!..hehe..
Oh yeah,mY friend managed to pose with his finished bag of potatochips..Cilakak!

Oh yeah,when we finally went out of entertainment..,we decided to..

I know i should probably be sleeping now,considering the vow I made this afternoon..Sigh,like rules,vows are also sometimes broken.I don't know..At this moment,I feel very tired,both emotionally and mentally.I want to shut myself down,yet I know if I do so, I probably can kiss my CGPA this sem goodbye.
But how can it affect my GPA when now,I am not doing anything besides typing this entry?

Hahha..I don't know what else for me to say except that I am really amazed at the rate I am holding up now..I just hope that I will still be in a good shape for finals,already down with a terrible cold and yes,i can see fever is the next thing to come by.

 

Reasons Why I never wanted to leave my hair L-O-N-G
By Angkhian

1) I look 'weak' in long hair.Don't ask me why but I just have this kind of thinking..hmm..i wonder why..
2) I'm already losing hair though my hair length is short now.Imagine the amount of hair I'll lose if my hair is long!..whoa.You do the counting..
3) I do not waste my money to buy shampoo and hair conditioner.Like now,I am already using one bottle for 4 months..Imagine If i have long hair..as usual,u do the counting..
4) Very troublesome.Coz long hair people always get their hair in a mess.
5) I don't know how to tie my hair if it's long.Alright,don't laugh.I really don't know how.I have been having the same hair length since god knows when.

Alright,i bet some of you must be wondering why I am putting up this post.This is because I am deciding whether to leave my hair long or cut it back to its original length. Back in high school,I always cut my hair though not many notice it because I trim my hair like 2 weeks once?..Back then,MGS had this stupid rule about hair not supposed to touch the collar of our shirt.So,instead of leaving it long enough to be tied up,I often trim it before it reaches that limit..
However,as I grew older,these kind of rules do not apply on me anymore.I can leave my hair as long as I want it to be and also cut it till it's no longer there.That's why I hate this kind of freedom.Many people wants me to leave it long,claiming that I will look more girlish..Some wants it short because they think I look better in it.I ask my parents;both wants me to have it long because they want their daughter to be ONE.
Hmm..now I am torn apart.

 

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Life's full of choices.
right now,I am deciding whether to go camping in the library or otherwise.

I am really pissed+disappointed+sad+upset with people nowadays.

It's sickening to wait for msgs and emails to be replied,calls to be answered and returned. I've been awfully patient for the past 2 months,but all my smses were unreturned.None were returned.I am guessing that I have send almost 200 messages to this particular person but None,None were returned.

It was up to the state when I purposely drop by this certain person's working place when i was in kl. She was off duty that day so I called her to come out to at least, have a drink.But no,she told me she has no mood.

Like WTF man.

I wonder when did this start to happen.Coz before that,we were going on pretty well.We were on the phone,talking like till wee hours in the morning and yes,we were in pretty good terms.I remember I didn't offend her or anything but then again,i did apologize profusely for the mistakes I ever made.Still,there was no reply.

I saw her online today.Ask her the reason why she was not replying my messages.But no,no response.One word: Goddamn it!

excuse my language.I am really sad..I don't want to lose a friend but the way you are acting,makes me wonder whether you are worth keeping.

I must be out of my mind.
I just came back from Mamak and here I am now,still online but to make myself feel  not-so-guilty,i decided to put my ICIS text book right in front of me.In hope that by brushing against the book,i can at least get something into my braincell--which clearly,this method doesn't work at all.Finals is on Monday..!!

Panic button already pushed!

However, i MANAGED to get into friendster page and drop a few testimonials to a couple of people.It is rare as I don't do testimonials.Those who got their testimonials should be thankful and yes,I am dropping hints that you should probably drop me one soon..hehe..mine's all gone!!Friendster cilakak!

I want to MP's friendster page and drop MP a line too..I stared at the pictures taken and yes,made me want to cry and so I did.Miss MP loadsss...Alright,enough of drama,should probably end here.

gonna go back to my book..Dragging myself back to Hell.Finals' on Monday!!!!!...

KNNCCB.

If I were to perform a blood pressure test now, I am pretty sure about the results.

I can hardly talk to anyone right now. Not to my roommate,not to my neighbours and certainly,not to my friends.I want to be left alone.At least till everything is over. I can't finish reading the whole text book and I have so little time to spare now.

Don't ask me why am I blogging.If it's not me blogging here,I'll probably be admitted into the nearest mental hospital now. I think,maybe at times,when i get suicidal,it's not only because of MP, it's maybe has something to do with my studies also.

Yeah,right now..I am in suicidal mood.

I was never born to curse..
As a matter of fact,i don't even practise the usage of vulgar words in my daily life.
However, I really have to voice out what I felt today inside.
There were no other better nicer words so I opted for something more.
A much colourful choice of words.

Did I mention about my finals beginning today.
29^th of May 2006
1st killer paper was Engineering Maths 2.
If you think last year's question was hard,i guess I will just have to think again.
This year's was superbly hard.
H-A-R-D..

And to think I was fairly prepared for the paper.Oklar,i did do past years' paper.
Considering the others were busily shouting 'GOAL'! in the common room,and some of us were preparing hard for today's paper.
Alright,cut the crap short,i think flunking this paper is just the next step.
omfg.
[told ya i shouldn't be here doing engineering!]

I should probably cut down the times we take pictures in the library and use the time for studying more instead.

Sigh..I think it's the time again when I start worrying about my grades..i just want to pass my Engineering Maths 2..thank you God.

Times like this when I want to grab a bottle of beer, sit back with a cigarette on my other hand, and then,enjoy life..

coz right now,i am so tensed up..
Maybe I ought to try smoking..
It looks cool..erm..i mean..i see people who undergoes stress smokes..so..i made an assumption that smoking cures tension-ness..and tension-ness is what i have right now..
Aaaahhhh!!...

My 400th entry.

Whoa.!

Right now, I am under the attack of the green bugs in UTP.The guys called them the PETRONAS bug.Honestly, I only see those here,never at home.So hence,the name PETRONAS bug.Moreover they are in GREEN colour. When these bugs land onto your skin,u'll immediately have the itchy effect all over.I tried whacking them but no,they don't get crushed apparently.They just fly away after being whacked.Darn!and right now,we are so tensed up with finals tomorrow.ICIS is tomorrow and it's a subject which requires memorizing which I totally sucked in doing so. Obviously I am cracking my head,trying to enter data into my head and hopefully,God hears my prayers tomorrow.

So,we went to the library just now,to do some studying.Well,the studying part can only lasts for 1 hour..and then,the big hoo-hah begins.Yalar,we have Carina a.k.a hippo and leetzeyang a.k.a eeyore(donkey) and squirrel, in between this 2 animals...but i personally prefer calling him squeekey,combination of squirrel and donkey.Haha..they created this big havoc..in the library.i bet everyone was staring at us..

Carina--before she did this combo sampatness with tzeyang.

Aha--her sampat idea came 5 seconds later:--

She showed this to me and all of us stopped studying.

Alright, after all the hoo-hahness and the sampatness, we got back to serious business again.

Sigh.

2nd last day of exams.
Today's Chemistry.Even the word C-H-E-M-I-S-T-R-Y seems confusing,what's more the contents right?
Exactly!
Questions were not hard but then again, they can't be answered.
At one point, I wanted to stand up and leave the examination hall but it was too risky.
I do not want to stay behind for another semester so I opted to do whatever I could.
However,I know..Things were just getting from bad to worst.
I didn't know what it was all about and the worst thing was,I did study real hard for chemistry.I put in a hell lot of effort and yes,there is nothing I could do during the exam.
Why? If I were to know that this will happen,I shouldn't have stayed up late the nights before,struggling to get Chemistry equations into my brain cells.

Looking at the brighter side (which is fairly dimmed)..Exam's ending tomorrow. English 2 and Physics 2 are held tomorrow and yes, plans have been made. We'll be rushing down to IPOH after the last paper and catch a nice dinner and yes, movie marathon-ing.!! Da Vincci and X-men 3..and then,stay over at some hotel in IPoh, and going to sam poh toong and all kinds of cave the next day.But before that,dimsum at Ming Court early in the morning.Tzeyang will be getting vodka and beers for all of us when we stay in the hotel while having little genting session.After all the toongs-toongs(caves visiting), we will continue our movie marathon-ing with Omen and Over the Hedge.See?!We are so organized..!

We already have our plans planned..hopefully it goes on well though!Hmm..Oh yeah..Punchee was telling me and Carina,
" I don't know why ah..my tzeyang hor,..like to poke people one wor.."

Carina and I looked at her and roared in laughter.Then I answered,
"Hmm..Punchee..cannot use the term Poke so openly..People might misunderstand that Tzeyang really loves Poking.."
Carina added,
"Punchee,why don't you say that tzeyang loves Poking you leh?hehhe.."

As usual,Punchee was left stumped.
Don't tell me you guys don't understand eh.