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Posted by khian at 06:37 PM on May 4, 2006 in .
Everytime i see you online,i wished that you never did.
I wanted to greet you but then,at the same time,feared that you will never greet me with a warm gesture you used to do so.
You used to nudge me the very second i come online.You used to pester me to come online.You used to say "Darling!" everytime you start a conversation.
BUT now, i have to get hold of my courage to say hie to you.To wait for your long-waited reply.To wait for the very next minute for you to say that you have no interest in talking to me.No more warm gestures.No more "Darling".No more how we were used to be.
Time can't be turned back.That i know.I wish that day,when you threw my heart back to me,you could have taken my life instead.
I miss you,very much.
ICIS test cancelled.or it was postponed.So,i have to sacrifice my Monday lunch time to go to the lecturer's room and complete it instead.Darn!
was talking to Penny..3-year senior..she was reading my entries on my blog and she was asking me why i hate melbourne..haha..she said there's no reason for me to hate melbourne as she is there!..hehe..funny girl!..
Nothing much to update about though..Pining over the oldflame.
sigh..better go get a cold shower la..
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