Entries for May, 2007
May 1st, 2007
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Posted by khian at 11:34 AM on May 1, 2007 in .
"Our eyes met, both blushing in the darkness..
I smiled shyly, then looked away..
I gathered my courage, and went closer..
I closed my eyes, and let what came forward brushed my lips..
and suddenly, I heard,
"Do you want me to kiss you back?"
I smiled again. And said, "Please."
Out of nowhere, Jesse McCartney's 'Right Where You Want Me' played silently in the background. Weird, I turned around to locate the source of sound and "thud!", I fell off the bed and landed on the floor.
Great. No wonder daddy always say, "No junk food before bed time."
Now I know why.
May 2nd, 2007
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Posted by khian at 12:29 AM on May 2, 2007 in .
Harpreet often asked, "Are you going back to Ipoh this weekend?"
But my answer would always be "No."
However, come the weekend, I would not be seen in my room.
The answer would always be "I am in Ipoh, not free!"
So, yes, I do go Ipoh, every other weekend, but not home.
Weird, no, because I am doing what I should do.
"Stay away from home, and enjoy my uni life."
Today was like any other holiday I could dream of.
A movie outing.
Ok, we initially wanted to watch 'Spiderman3' but it was fully booked. Tickets were sold out in both cinemas. So, the next best option in TGV would be 'The Hills have eyes 2'.
It is supposed to be a Horror movie, but trust me, I was laughing at the end of the movie. Why? Hahha..funny, go watch it yourself!
But the company couldn't be better. How often you see someone hiding under your jacket?
The night ended rather early. Because the very same morning, we drove down to Macdonalds for supper. We were already dead tired.
Just need a lil faith, and it would all be better.
Just a lil faith.
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Posted by khian at 02:27 PM on May 2, 2007 in .
Fluid!! Fluid!!
Geomatics!! Geomatics!!
Lab report!! Lab report!!
Bed!! Bed!!
Fluid!! Fluid!!
Geomatics!! Geomatics!!
Bed!! Bed!!
Fluid!! Fluid!!
Geomatics!! Geomatics!!
Bed!! Bed!!
BED! BED!!
BED!
oK, GOODNIGHT peeps!
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Posted by khian at 06:26 PM on May 2, 2007 in .
Both side of my eyes have this stinging pain in them. Can't seem to find the cause.
I have tried sleeping, to rest them, but no, it's not working.
Because the next instant I open them, I can feel my nerves stinging in pain again.
Can a medical student please tell me what's wrong with my eyes?
As much as I am trying to not go home this weekend, I just realized I have to.
I need to go get a hair cut.
Mine is getting longer already.
Hair cut, here I come!
Oh man, don't bother about me. I am drowning in FLUID (mechanics) already.
Oh yeah, if anyone of you are still wondering, turns out that I am not going to get barred for one of the papers in FINALS anymore. I managed to scheme out a medical certificate, write a letter, pull a few strings and voila!! I got pardon, and am going for the paper on Saturday, in two-weeks time.
Look, kids. Do not ever, EVER skip your classes unnecessarily!! Or else you would have to go through all that hassle like me. FOR NOTHING. Waste of time, and energy. So, the solution would be DON'T SKIP CLASSES. unless it's really important and a matter of life and death!
The brother has a 102.4F high Fever.
Tsk. tsk. Kesian.
Gawd. The eye again.!! Freaking, gimme a break can?
May 3rd, 2007
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Posted by khian at 09:06 AM on May 3, 2007 in .
We had the same talk.
So many times, even I have lost count; the same talk.
Like what a friend have said,
"It's an unproductive meeting if there's no verdict at the end everytime.."
Why, I beg to differ.
The verdict is made everytime, but I admit. I am too afraid to face the fact.
Sometimes, at a point of life, we need to let some things go.
And for once, I am afraid to let someone go.
Not because I am afraid to lose.
Not because I can't live after that.
But because that's not what my heart tells me to do.
For the first time, the word responsiblity is a big word.
For the first time, I have to preplan alot of things.
For the first time, I met someone so deep in thoughts that it scares me.
I begun to think. What if this is just a mere mirage?
I only choose to see what I want to see, and what if I am there, what's going to happen next?
What if I get too tired.? What if the both of us get too tired?
What then?
I can't possibly tell you what to think, what to decide, which step to think.
I can only tell you to feel my beating heart.
In life, we only do things that we are certain about, because we are afraid of failure.
We fail to see the brighter side, when suddenly, a decision that we made might change our lives totally.
Somehow, we have to be bold enough, enjoy the moment.
For now, it's what important.
For later, it's what we make now.
(*you made me see who I really am)
Alright, abit weird to write an emo entry early in the morning.
I can't believe I woke up just to complete my assignment.
Sigh. My fucking backache is still here.
I really need to go for a massage.
The eye. The eye. Ouch!!!
Alright, it's not good to rant early in the morning. Don't want to start it wrongly.
Long day ahead.
Assignments to copy.
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Posted by khian at 04:20 PM on May 3, 2007 in .
"Khian, I bought you a Patrick keychain. Well endure with it while I save for the big one la..Hahah! =)" -- Mel
Well, nevermind the low marks I got for Solid Mechanics test 2. Nevermind the hot sun I have to brace through. Nevermind for the Fluid and Geomatics test 2 tomorrow. Because Mel, I am estatic!!
Did I mention that when I was back at home last weekend, I went out yumcha with Mel and Meiling in Kopitiam? Along that stretch of shoplots, there's this shop selling dolls and that kinda things, and when I parked my car, I saw this giant PARTRICK STARFISH (from SpongeBob Squarepants) on the display of the shop.
But because I didn't have the cash, and the owner was closing it, I only got to look at it, and laughed.
Finally, I was kinda distraughted last night, had a long talk with Mel, when I told her that I want Patrick Starfish. And guess what, she's a darling!!
Love ya Mel!!
Now, someone else can save and buy me a BIG one!
(*Oldwoman, yes, I am looking at you!!)
I know, most of you people think that lately, my emo posts are back again.
Sorry guys.
And VERN, you don't even understand half of it. I thought you stopped reading, since you didn't leave much comments lately.
Anythehow, I think it must be the FINALS coming and alot of additional unnecessary stress from all sorts of direction coming, which explains the entries which most of them, doesn't make sense.
But I like your recent comment:
"Do NOW, Worry LATER."
True! I totally agree with you. *hint*
Excuse me, i know nuts about what I am writing now. So slwepy..I wanna go take a nap.
Ta~
May 4th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 11:50 AM on May 4, 2007 in .
"Get me the Patrick Starfish, the big one..RM59.90. So in case you go, I have something to hang onto.."
"Why must I get it for you?"
"I don't know. I just want it from you."
"You choose, either you or Patrick.."
"How comforting to know that I am side by side a PATRICK starfish doll, which cost RM59.90.."
"Seeing how stingy you are, I bet you won't fork RM59.90. So, chances are I will be getting you instead. Hehhe.."
The thing with nightmares is it keeps repeating.
I woke up with an interval of 9 minutes last night, till 7 this morning.
Must be the alarm I put to wake me up early at 3am, but turned out, I didn't.
Insufficient sleep dosage these days.
Need to see the doctor tonight, I guess.
Already getting on my nerves.
=(
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Posted by khian at 11:05 PM on May 4, 2007 in .
Today marks the final test paper of the semester before the FINALS.
Unless I would need to take a makeup test or something.
I guess my coursework marks are gonna be so low this semester.
I wonder what distracted me..Hmmm...
Feeling alil unwell now.
During the test, felt like throwing up.
Must be something I ate.
Jiang called when I reached the room.
Glad that she called. Finally, a friend's voice.
Am going to watch Spiderman 3.
We've been watching a lot of movies lately. Hmmm..
May 5th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 02:26 AM on May 5, 2007 in .
Was blog-hopping when I stumbled across a blog of my friend's.
Suddenly I miss the crazy days I once had, in National Service.
I don't have any pictures to post, because all of them were already developed and I don't have any softcopy.
Either way, I am not going to post the pictures too because I look horrid in them!
I look scrawny, badly tanned, and ah, not even near how I look now.!
But I did have loadsa fun.
The care-free 3 months. When I was so daring. Even now, swinging past the pool of dirty water, doesn't matter anymore.
Because I had fun.
The afternoons, we spend trotting on the marching field.
The evenings, we spend to go jungle-trekking.
Where to find such life now, you tell me?
2.23 a.m. and I still can't sleep.
Bad. So bad..
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Posted by khian at 07:51 AM on May 5, 2007 in .
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?
I JUST CAN'T BLARDY SLEEP.
.., GIVE ME A BREAK WOULD YA? I JUST NEED SOME SLEEP.
WHY CAN'T I SLEEP??????????????
Therefore I am awake, checking my final timetable for my FINALS.
I am so screwed. Finals less than 10 days, and here I am, getting insufficient sleep and going down to watch SPIDERMAN.
OK, bertekad d..tomorrow onwards, I am going to toil through the middle of the night, till the very next morning.
!!!!!!!!!
otherwise, I am screwed.
SCREWED, i tell you. SCREWED.
On an unrelated note, since I am so free, and people complained that my entries are word-y, I shall post a picture, out of randomness.
Like what I was telling TEEHOOI last night, that the chinese in our batch are not exactly united. There are so many different clans and some even work as lone-rangers. I wonder why. I kinda envy the other batches, who has more chinese than us, but they come in as ONE.
Can meh? Can survive alone meh? I will die,man!!Even not talking for a day, I will die!!(oh, unless I am in a groggy mood,otherwise, I WILL DIE not talking for ONE DAY HOUR MINUTE..ok ok, one second la!!!
In the meantime, I am still keeping my cool, albeit the fact that I have caught cold this morning!!
but yes, I am fine. I am still hanging in there.
May 6th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 06:02 PM on May 6, 2007 in .
motherfucker who picked my wallet, you can just go to hell!!!!
I am so pissed now.
Someone picked my wallet, in JUSCO, and left me with no IC, DRIVING LICENSE and ATM CARDS.
NOW, I have none of those important documents.
and so many things were inside the wallet.
and my RM150 cash!!!
I lodged a police report right after that.
This morning, I woke up and got a call from this man. He said, he found my wallet in a rubbish bin..and asked me to take from him..in TANJUNG RAMBUTAN..
seeing that it's kinda weird to drive all the way up to TANJUNG RAMBUTAN, he then asked me which place would be convenient for me..and immediately, the most crowded place on a Sunday I could think of is JUSCO.
So, I told him, JAYA JUSCO, 12 PM.
and I asked him how would I be able to contact him.
He said "Saya kerja punya, takde handphone. Tapi saya akan call bila saya sampai."
I rushed out to Jusco, called Tzeyang along.
We waited for 45 minutes, and still no phone call.
I gave up.
God bless the man who took my wallet..the one who found it and wanted to return to me, but never did come, and bless me, who needs to go through all the hassle to get all my documents done again.
Thank god, i found someone who was with me all along..
May 7th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 08:03 PM on May 7, 2007 in .
The man called again today.
After I waited 2 hours for my turn to redo my IC.
He told me that he wasn't able to make it the day before as he has no money to take the cab to Jusco. Anyway, I called dad along this time and we waited for the man to come.
He did return my wallet in the end. But all my cash is gone.
The important documents are still there though, which is kinda good. I don't have to go through the hassle to getting my new license. However I would need to go get my ATM cards reactivated.
Last night's walk in the park was great.
I can't actually spell out the details but it was superb.
May 8th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 12:47 PM on May 8, 2007 in .
This is it?
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Posted by khian at 03:17 PM on May 8, 2007 in .
Below is what I feel like ranting. Tak ada kena mengena dengan yang hidup ataupun yang telah mati..
How can you call yourself a friend when you don't stand by me?
How can you call yourself a friend when you judge me for who I choose, not for who I am?
How can you call yourself a friend, when you only see me, for my superficial self?
How can you call yourself a friend, when you get angry at the instance I told you what I want in life?
How can you call yourself a friend when you only get worried about me, but not see the whole picture?
How can you call yourself a friend, when I want support and all you did, was to shun me away?
I want a friend who stands by me, who wants me to be happy, who trusts me to take the right move, and who sees me for who I really am, not for who I choose to be with, I want a friend who understands and support my every decision.
So, friend, where are you?
May 9th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 02:07 AM on May 9, 2007 in .
An unproductive day (again!)
Yeah, but I felt better after a walk in the park again.
And somehow, it gives you a light. The light telling you that it will soon be alright, because it's gonna be with me, through hard times, good times. Most importantly, it will be there when I am in the dark.
Thank you TNB. For giving us power supply.
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Posted by khian at 02:13 PM on May 9, 2007 in .
go handle your own business and leave me alone.
May 10th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 10:37 PM on May 10, 2007 in .
Exhausted these days, but for all the wrong reasons.
Finals just around the corner, but this semester, I am just not up for any studying.
Even though I know Solid Mechanics is one of the killer subjects, yet not much effort has been put in.
Like what some of them have commented,
"I am actually struggling in my studies.."
HAH! I have never seen myself struggling in anything before..well, especially studies.
I know, if I were to put in a lil more effort, I could easily ace anything I want to.
The thing is, I know, life is not merely about hugging your books, toiling through the middle of the night, sleeping with your text books, crying your heart out when there's a test and you might flunk it...
Life is just not like that.
There's this saying which goes,
"No matter how far you go in your academic, what matters most is how you live your life after that."
So, I was never a fan of studying. I aced when I feel like doing so, work a lil harder when I know I am flunking, but most important of all, I am still surviving.
Aah, keyword: SURVIVING!
So people ought to drop their pathetic looks when they see me, as if I am incapable to study anything. I am much more than this alright, it's just that I am enjoying myself, so much so, as long as I feel happy, and then, whatever that comes in the way, can stay away.
SOME PEOPLE SHOULD LEARN THIS. TO BE HAPPY. THAT'S WHAT'S IMPORTANT.
THAT'S WHAT MAKES YOU LIVE LONGER. NOT YOUR DEGREE, NOT YOUR PHD, NOT YOUR MASTERS, NOT YOUR WHAT-EVER-PRINTED-ON-YOUR-FREAKING-CERT"
It's you, being bloody happy, which is what's important.
Not money, you *toot-toot* study freaks.
I know I have not been updating dilligently lately. No 3-4 entries perday..I am trying to write whenever I have a time but things are abit sweet now. So much things happening lately and I really need a hell lot of time to slow down and breathe in what's happening.
Living my life the way it used to be. Friends must be estatic to know that I have finally recovered.
*Yes, Yeesan, you were right, all we had to do is to let go, and good things will find their way in..
[ I am not responsible if anyone were to feel hurt in any way, by reading my blogpage. You come here, uninvited and you expect me to be a gracious host? Hell No. If you feel uneasy and you feel that I am aiming daggers at you, well, most probably you are right..but then again, no names were mentioned and if you were to INSIST that it's YOU I am talking about, then it is YOU then.You like my entry, you can come back for more; otherwise, stay away and don't go complaining to other people about me and my entries. Good Lord! This is my blog to begin with!]
May 11th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 08:48 AM on May 11, 2007 in .
Khian: "I think I wanna go to bed already -lah!"
Friend: "Now?"
Khian: "Uh-huh..it's late and I am tired.."
Friend: "You sure? So early.."
Khian: "Yeah.."
Friend: "But it's only 11!"
Yeah, need to get more sleep lately.
Called me up at 2am, woke me up.
Called me again at 3 am, woke me up.
The next time I woke up, it was already 8am.
Alright, time to drag my sorry ass to the study table.
"Very hot lah these days..I wished there's aircond everywhere here.."
"Hah, so pampered meh?? Yeah, it's kinda hot, I realized it too.."
" Must be the global warming and all..People are getting more and more irresponsible.."
" Oh, so PLEASE tell me if it's global warming the problem, why do you still want to use the aircond?"
"Oh..."
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Posted by khian at 05:29 PM on May 11, 2007 in .
"I see myself in your eyes..You make me feel wanted. Thank you..."
**Peeps, aloha...I miss Ipoh peeps..it's been awhile.
People I know of now, they are cruel and bitchy.
But you know what, I have finally found myself..
May 12th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 11:20 AM on May 12, 2007 in .
I would like to extend my sincerest apology if my entries did offend anyone of you, silent readers..
I am sorry if my entries did not live up to your expectations and any of them which actually hurt any of your feelings, I apologize, sincerely.
(I am too old for blogwars already..so anything la yea?)
well, someone finally cooked something.for me, that is.
Thank you for everything, dear..
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Posted by khian at 03:49 PM on May 12, 2007 in .
*Heng dai, I si beh tak tahan d lah!! 佛都有火！！*
One week and still going strong. Yay!!
Johnathan is back from New Zealand and I have to go back to Ipoh tonight, for Family Dinner. Also to celebrate Mother's Day with both grandma and mum. Haha, I love Family Dinners. Families are never stingy to splurge on 8-course dinners. I heart heart mua family!!
So long I didn't meet Johnathan. Must be a big boy now..muahaha, consider the fact that he's 5 years older than me. Heard he has a foreign girlfriend now. Ah mo lang I tell you!
Wonder if he bought her back or not..
Hahha, so if he gets married, think my grandparents are going to rush me into marriage then. Wonder if I bring my dear back, what would their response be..hehe.. Mummy knows I am in love, coz she send me a text message, asking me whether everything's fine now..
Oh yeah, I know some of you are concerned about my family problems.
Hah, there was none to begin with, only minor issues. I mean, which family doesn't have squabbles right? I must be grateful that they are still around with me..some don't even have families around anymore..So alil squabble does no harm but bring the family alil closer.
I will officially be back around 29th of May 2007.
Paper ends on the 24th, but going off to the Island of the Orient: Pulau Pinang. Backpacking with PeiChie, plus eating everything which comes to our way.
I will be booked again, from 3rd to the 7th June onwards, due to personal issues. Having fun with my new found friend then.
I shall be settled down in Ipoh, on the 10th of June. So, yumcha sessions are all resumed then.
BY THE WAY, GOH, HOW'S THE BBQ PARTY PLANNINGS?
So many of them leaving to Singapore soon.
I think I am the only few who's truly an Ipoh-ian, never leave far from home.
Wheeeee...~~~~
Dai, I am here in UTP still. Finals coming soon. 3 days more. See ya soon. Catch up soon!!
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Posted by khian at 11:03 PM on May 12, 2007 in .
Updates on family dinner later tonight. For now, if you all put yahoo's browser as your homepage, you might have came across this piece of news..Anythehow, I shall paste this here.
Beware iPod users, let it be iPod mini, nano, or video. Just take care.
iPods Make the Heart Skip a Beat
May 10, 2007 08:40:43 PM PST
By Steven Reinberg
HealthDay Reporter
THURSDAY, May 10 (HealthDay News) -- Listening to tunes on an iPod may be great for putting a skip in your step, but it can also play havoc with a heart pacemaker, a new study found.
The portable music players caused pacemakers to malfunction in 50 percent of patients, according to the study by a Michigan high school senior that was expected to be presented Thursday at the Heart Rhythm Society's annual meeting, in Denver.
The biggest concern is that pacemakers store the history of a heart's rhythms, said Jay Thaker, the Okemos High School student, who worked with several doctors on the research. "If a physician was to go back and look at that (history), the physician might think that the patient was having abnormal heart rhythms," he added.
One danger is that heart patients might be treated for conditions that aren't really present, Thaker said. "In addition, if an iPod stopped a pacemaker from working in a patient who was totally dependent on their pacemaker, it could cause the heart to stop," he said.
Many electric devices -- such as cell phones, appliances, microwave ovens and high tension wires -- can produce the same effect. That's why doctors tell their patients not to put any electric device over their pacemaker.
For the study, Thaker and his research team -- which included doctors from Michigan State University and the University of Michigan -- held an iPod two inches from the chests of 83 patients for five to 10 seconds. The result: So-called "telemetry interference" occurred in 29 percent of the patients, and "over sensing" (a pacemaker misreading the heart's function) occurred in 20 percent of patients. In one patient, the pacemaker stopped working. In some cases, interference was detected even when the iPods were held as far as 18 inches from the chest, the study found.
Thaker acknowledged that pacemaker patients aren't the typical iPod user. But because the music players are so common, people with pacemakers need to be aware of the risk, he said.
"People commonly strap their iPod to the arm right next to their pacemaker or put it in a shirt pocket. There are quite a few situations where they come in proximity to the pacemaker -- closer than we would like them to," said Thaker, whose father is an electrophysiologist and whose mother is a doctor, and who hopes to attend medical school.
Dr. Edwin Kevin Heist, a cardiac electrophysiologist at Massachusetts General Hospital, agrees that iPods can be a danger to patients with pacemakers.
"It's clear that iPods can affect pacing function," said Heist. "There is a possibility for a severe reaction, such as loss of consciousness."
Heist said he tells his patients that they can use any household device, including cell phones and iPods, but not to put them over their pacemaker. "Patients with a pacemaker could safely use an iPod, just don't put it over the device," he said.
iPods could also pose a problem for patients with implanted pacemaker defibrillators, Heist said. "The possibility would be there for inappropriate shock," he said. "The shocks are quite painful and traumatic for patients."
May 13th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 09:16 AM on May 13, 2007 in .
Sometimes, at one point of our lives, we have to learn to grow up. Well, having said so, SOME PEOPLE have to grow up.
Not physically, you morons,..MENTALLY!
Changes, dear..Changes..
Everyone needs to change once in a while.
Often we get so used to everything, so comfortable with everything that one day, when something takes a drastic change, we tend to freak out.
Why? We are living in the 21st century now, shouldn't we adapt to changes easily now?
So what if a man can fit into a tennis racquet?
So what if the car no longer uses fuel but hydrogen instead?
So what if people decide not to get married and be alone instead?
Such things, are not in our control, therefore, it's wise to adapt to such changes.
Make full use of them.
Crap. I don't even know what the heck I am saying. Must be the exam-jitters.
I woke up, feeling great about myself until I came online and realized some idiots just tarnished my reputation.
*Goh, is it possible to block my entries from being viewed by certain IP addresses?? I don't need anymore publicity than it already has.*
Don't ruin my days, would ya? Just let it go.
Things are normal now. So normal.
Leave me alone, please.
So happy now, yet extra headaches coming out from nowhere.
Push me to the cliff, and I would drag someone along. Yes, someone.
Could be anyone..
I still can't post my pictures on tabulas. Photobucket's page can't seem to load. Gawd.
Oh yeah, missing someone now.
Go to www.angkhian.blogspot.com
Latest picture of me leh..
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Posted by khian at 04:37 PM on May 13, 2007 in .
I see her struggle in that deep hole.
Struggling in the middle, not knowing what to do.
It hurts, to see someone struggling.
And even more, to know it's you.. ;(
Sorry. For everything.
May 14th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 01:36 AM on May 14, 2007 in .
So sien, so I played tarot cards online.
How you feel about yourself now? The Moon
Illusion. False, vague or confusing information. Wishful thinking may be clouding one's judgement. Dreams, psychic impressions, messages from the subconscious mind.
What you most want at this moment?
The Empress
Abundance. Luxury. Comfort and safety. Maternal qualities such as generosity, caring, compassion, protection and healing. Abundance and ease. May indicate pregnancy or motherhood.
Your fears
The Chariot
Triumph. Victory through focused effort. Success. Determination, wit and zeal win out over all opposition. Harness all faculties, in order to attain the desired goal.
What is going for you ?
The Fool
Risk. New beginnings. Stepping outside one's comfort zone. Vulnerability. Adventure. Momentous decision. Launching a new enterprise or relationship. Look before you leap!
What is going against you ?
The Sun
Contentment; freedom; Successful achievement of business or personal goals.
Outcome
The Hermit
Solitude. Wisdom gained through long experience. A wise teacher or mentor. One who stands apart from the crowd. Guidance from a higher Source or more experienced person.
Can percaya kah?? I simply click only...
Click here and try it yourself lah!
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Posted by khian at 07:24 PM on May 14, 2007 in .
Practically camped the whole day in the library today.
Finals' jitters. Hahha..
Ok, I should stop laughing. I had fun today, while studying.
Some people ought to know why. But no, not that I have grew attached to my books, but the company couldn't be better.
Back for a few minutes to just rest before going back to the battlefield again.
Thought of leaving a note, for the day.
Buckle up, Khian! Only a few more days, before the holidays.
Looking forward to the holidays. It's the season finale dear! Season finale!
Aye aye!
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Posted by khian at 08:35 PM on May 14, 2007 in .
And now, while waiting for someone to get ready to get back to the library, I am here, blogging.
Ok, not blogging la. Just drop a note for everyone.
"Holla!"
*At times I feel like crying, not because of sadness, but of joy!
May 15th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 05:09 PM on May 15, 2007 in .
You know how chopsticks work?
They come in pairs.
Just like other things which comes in pair too.
Err, shoes, earrings, people, us..
First paper tomorrow.. and I am here, feeling hungry. ;(
May 16th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 10:09 AM on May 16, 2007 in .
I shouldn't be blogging at this time around.
First paper in the countdown: 4 hours.
Just not into a writing mood lately, been away from the computer so long.
And everytime I power up my computer would be to watch Futurama.
Dang Kenneth! For getting me hooked onto it.
Besides that, basically I have been having a sweet time this whole study break.
I wonder why.
Life couldn't be better, and ye know what, whatever finals there is, just bring it on!
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Posted by khian at 06:05 PM on May 16, 2007 in .
*Johnathan finally settled down in Singapore. Working for Rolls Royce.Hahha..don't know got tipu me or not lah...
--1 down, 5 to go..
May 17th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 02:28 AM on May 17, 2007 in .
Sometimes late at night, when everyone's fast asleep and there's no one available on gtalk, it's always nice to have someone to initiate a conversation.
It's always been this way, when it's late at night, I have one particular friend who always initiate conversations with me. I enjoyed such conversations, making me feel comfortable and not lonely at all.
You do know what night can do with one's emotion., right?
Tonight is like every other night, when I need some company. There, this friend send me an online message. At the right time.
I wished me and my brother were like that. Able to chat till the wee hours in the morning, about crap. Nothing in particular, only light conversations, to remind you that people around you still cares.
I need moral support, damn. I just need it right now.
The pillow has gone back to its owner. Aah. Where can I sleep tonight my dear? Not on the floor, hopefully not.
Entries are getting more random each day. Too much offline hours, so little time online. Don't get me wrong, I am all up for that.
989
Posted by khian at 10:02 AM on May 17, 2007 in .
I woke up this morning, feeling homesick.
I wanna drink soup leh, it has been a long time since I had decent home-cooked soups..I always take in the one in Tronoh, which has god-knows-how-many-kilograms of MSG..I miss home-cooked ones..
Can you believe it, the last time was like months ago?
Although most of you can see me in Ipoh like every other week, yet it's either I do not go home, or when I am home, parents are not.
So, there's always nasi bungkus for me at home when I am back in Ipoh.
Sigh.
Falling sick at this crucial moment ain't helping either. Gawd, coming down with a cold and fever, makes me wanna stay in bed the whole day. But I can't afford to do so..Not with papers which I have yet to prepare for..
Miss chinese homecook food. I hope someone better learn cooking fast..
May 18th, 2007
990
Posted by khian at 08:20 AM on May 18, 2007 in .
Learning to love you each day..
991
Posted by khian at 09:37 PM on May 18, 2007 in .
Sad to know, people are still objecting.
Fuck tummy cramps!! I was practically in pain the whole day, not sure which position was the best one. Vector Calculus was damn hard, and cold, and painful. But dinner after that paper, was warm.
I popped 6 menstrual pills today. Wonder how many biji tomorrow..
Crescentia asked me whether I planned to get mandul. 6 bijis of menstrual pill wey..Don't play play.. and ya know what, I am already immuned to it. I need to get something stronger..felt like cutting my stomach wide open, and take out whatever that's causing the mother-fucking pain.
I need something to stop my monthly agony. Anything.
May 19th, 2007
992
Posted by khian at 11:01 AM on May 19, 2007 in .
I sit here, wondering..how had I spend my last 20 years living..
Many people have found their passion in life when they were as young as toddlers, many found theirs on their journey to becoming an adult, and some only able to find theirs when they grew old..
I've encountered many people, and they were able to tell me what they are good at, what they like in life, and who they are with who makes them happy..
I have a long conversation with a friend that day and she told me she likes:
-photography
-sports
-blogging
-swimming
-art
-driving
-etc..
and goddamn it, she's pretty well in everything she does.
Looking back, when she asked me what I like to do during my free time, I stared blankly back to her.. For some reasons, I have no idea what I like to do during my free time. Was it because I had no free time?
Well, No. In fact, I had loads of those. But how did I fill those up?
I am not good in anything. Ask me something, all I can tell you is I know what it is, but I am not good at it. I am never good at something, which kinda explains how pathetically I have spend my last 20 years in life.
Learning nothing.
Always pass my exams because I am obliged to. Not because I comprehend what I read, but because I just read, because I have to. If you were to ask me to explain to you what I have learned last semester itself, I can only apologize and tell you I learned nothing.
Back to my passion in life, I am not good in anything I do. And whenever I am free, I don't know what I like to do to fill in the time.
Perhaps, this is the time I should pick up a healthy hobby?
And no, going yumcha and driving around is not a hobby, or at least it's not a very good one. It kinda drains out your wallet.
Anythehow, anyone has any idea about my new hobby? probably then I can get something out of it besides satisfaction?
May 20th, 2007
994
Posted by khian at 07:50 PM on May 20, 2007 in .
This morning, things turned out fine.
Prolly it was sorta a unmentioned kind of thing, when we met, we talked as if nothing bad happened the night before. In addition to that, we were pretty much all over one another.
I smiled.
Silently I smiled, couldn't help but felt comfortable with how things are going now.
*IpohLangs, I shall bring the person back one day. To let you peeps see who has changed my life tremendously.*
But for now, for now, I shall see how things go. To secure the relationship. To make big plans. Oh, for the both of us that is.
May 21st, 2007
995
Posted by khian at 12:33 AM on May 21, 2007 in .
I am supposed to be studying now.
Tomorrow's paper: Fluid Mechanics.
I thought it's gonna be moderate, but after I read the past year questions, I couldn't understand what the questions want. Ok, time to freak out actually.
15 hours left before the actual paper time.
*shrieks*
Looking on the bright side, the 5th is coming soon, which marks the 1-month thing. But for now, I guess it's wise to concentrate on Futurama, oooppps..no wait..Futurama..no, no..Fu..--wtf..Fluid..
Hehhe..dear studying also..sigh, both also have to gambatte leh..
*(damn, me talking in a weird mode..must be the exams)
Holiday plans are already prepared.
First stop: Penang
Second stop: K.L
Third stop: Genting Highlands
Forth Stop: Ipoh
Fifth stop: Singapore
Sixth stop: *Hengdai, going Tualang or K.L?*
Seventh stop: Most probably in KL
Eighth stop: Ipoh
*Hengdai, come back, remember buy the *akhem* for me leh..TQ...
996
Posted by khian at 08:02 PM on May 21, 2007 in .
"So how are you lately?"
"Life couldn't be better!"
I went browsing Friendster this afternoon, just minutes before I have to get ready for Fluid Finals. I thought 'What the heck!', just give it a try then. I clicked on the name, which I was constantly avoiding, fear of 'relapse'. As the page was downloading, I sensed that I wasn't that scared anymore. Whatever that is going to pop out, doesn't seem to be a big deal after all. I waited patiently.
MP's display picture came first. I waited. Waited for the effect to kick in. Usually it takes less than a second for my depression to begin. Amazingly, it didn't. No sober feeling took over my heart. I continued staring at the page. I gave it another 10 minutes or so, waiting for the sadness to come, but Nope, no, no such remorse came.
Alright. I browsed through MP's gallery of pictures. Been having a great time in Melbourne I guess. I am happy. At least the two of us are.
The "thing" is finally cured. Why?
Because I have found better things in life. Or merely someone who is worth it now. Because for that one second, I found someone who fits into the current picture. For one second, I know I have fallen in love with this someone.
Someone whom I am glad, appeared. And you know what MP, I am glad we were over. Or else, how would I be so in love right now?
May 22nd, 2007
997
Posted by khian at 10:35 AM on May 22, 2007 in .
Alright, I know this is no biggie but I just have to write it down. I am kinda in a 'touched' mode now.
In the midst of rushing to finish the whole syllabus for Finals, most of the students here are reserved. Ye know, stuck in their own rooms, in the library, walking out like a zombie only to go makan, and worst, some only tapao and go back to their rooms straight after buying their food. Everyone seems to be missing in action, and ye know, there's no such thing as "Study Groups" here because everyone has this 'KIASU' tag hanging over their necks, in fear that one might be better than the other. Therefore, no one is willing to help anyone during the preparation for finals, because everyone is just so afraid of losing.
(Actually, I have no idea why the fear of losing because everyone's fighting their own battle. It's your own GPA for goodness sake, and we aren't ranked as a group..)
Anyway, I have coursemates who do not reply my text messages whenever I asked for their help to teach me something. I have people who ignored them completely, not even a polite rejection, saying that they are busy or anything. Somehow or rather, I get sick of asking, and I learned to study on my own. Oh, that's if I do study lah!
But sometimes, things are not as easy as it seems. You missed the concept in class, you won't be able to grasp it from the lecture notes. So, most of the time, I am left wondering on my own, while asking a few close friends to help. But people can't be there most of the time, and even if they do teach, it's only a few minor things. People can't seem to teach you everything. Not with the scarce time available. I get it.
However, it's the Finals now. and if I were to keep running around with nothing in mind, I have to be prepared to retake a few subjects which means, I have to graduate slightly slower compared to my other coursemates. Which means, embarassment and humiliation.
Anyway, today, with Geomatics paper in less than 3 hours now, one of my coursemates taught me from A-Z. She taught me the ways to tackle a problem and most of all, she doesn't seem agitated at all. At that moment, I really felt the sincerity in her, not afraid that I would be better that sorta thing.
So touching ye know...
998
Posted by khian at 08:27 PM on May 22, 2007 in .
*munching koko-krunch*
*munching koko-krunch still*
#Finally Yeesan is back to school again!
*continues to munch on koko-krunch*
Alright, it's back to Futurama for me now. And then solid mechanics.
Looking at the brightside, the last paper is on Thursday, and a few days later, I would be heading down to KL to meet darling dear..hahhha..*iyer..geliii*
May 23rd, 2007
999
Posted by khian at 09:53 AM on May 23, 2007 in .
I am approaching the 1000th entry soon! Maybe tonight, I guess..
Whoa, today's entry would be the 999th!.. 999 of random entries..now approaching the 1000th!..
*pure-randomness*
Sorry I bug you, but I have this BIG big Big Solid Mechanics Finals tomorrow and I am still not sure what is there to read. Pardon me. For the past 4 months, I have done nothing in the class but looked at the lecturer blankly.
*Blank-stare*
Everyone would need a miracle to PASS this subject. Look here, key word: PASS, not to ACE. Bummer!!
I have been sleeping quite alot lately. Going to bed at 11pm, hoping to get up at 4 or 5am, but in the end, wakes up at 8 or 9! Then feeling tired, and going back to sleep, AGAIN.
Gosh, I must be the most un-STRONGwilled fella in the campus!
Funny man. Futurama kicks ass! No thanks to Kenneth who got me hooked onto it. But nevermind lah!, this semester's results can just wave goodbye..
*bimbo-wave!*
People ought to update their blogs frequently. I am running out of things to read, and I have no excuses to procrastinate. Damn.
*Everyone sorta know who the person is already. Glad that my happiness is theirs too! Or at least, that's what I was told. BUT anyhow, I need lil moral support now, and for one, that's what I need. (If want to support financially, can also!)
Oh yeah, to those who are having family problems, relationship problems, I am sorry to hear about those. Truly, seriously, I am. Do take care and ye know, may God bless you..
May 24th, 2007
1000
Posted by khian at 03:21 PM on May 24, 2007 in .
Well, what can I say..
The fun has just begun!! Final's over!!
Falalalalala...--~la~ la ~...Ok..time to pack up and cabut.
1001
Posted by khian at 08:40 PM on May 24, 2007 in .
I can't believe it..
I can't believe that I am actually rotting my ass off tonight..
Why tonight, you ask..because I blardy finished my exams already. So the more reason why I should not be sitting here in my room. I should have just packed ages ago and leave UTP.
But, just not up to leaving yet. I need to do some things for rotaract before leaving UTP for good.
Yes, like what the president said to me,
"Responsiblity, Angkhian! Responsbility!. How can you leave without doing your work??"
I sooooo wanna kick his big fat ass.
(which Kevin added that would be easy-peasy, since his ass is so round and fat!..his ass, meaning the president's, not Kevin's)
I have finals, my gawd and he expects me to write all the crummy letters, do all the tasks and hopefully aced my finals too?? Just because I sat here and blog during my final's week, doesn't mean I have nothing better to do. For goodness sake, I need time for myself too.!!I need to blog also mar!
So, it's a 2-month break for me. This semester came and went just like that..easy-breezy, hell no. So much things happened; the good, the bad, the evil. Most of all, the history's aside now.
A semester of growing up too!
Well, I'd better start packing my stuffs now if I want to head home by tomorrow. So many things, don't know wanna start from which corner. Next semester, I wanna bring my clothes and shoes enough lah! Easier.
(I am so tempted to keep everything at its original state and come back next semester without having to set everything back again..So tempted!!)
Going to Penang on the 26th! Back-packing!. The company had better be fun, or else..it's 4 days there with a crappy partner. But I doubt so.
May 25th, 2007
1002
Posted by khian at 09:42 AM on May 25, 2007 in .
Ok, I did the most absurd things this morning.. As I was packing my stuffs to go back later this evening, I decided to print out all my blog entries...
1003
Posted by khian at 11:57 AM on May 25, 2007 in .
So, the uncle from Hawaii is coming back end of this June. Summer holidays.
Bringing back 3 newly-bought ipod shuffles, i presumed.
Oh by the way, this is the man who bought me an 8-GB iPod Nano early this year.
So iPod shuffles are just 1/3 of my nano's price.
He asked whether my other cousins have an iPod, he plans to get them a Shuffle each.
I asked him whether it was a wise idea to do so. Their dad, a.k.a my other uncle might not want his kids to have such luxury at a young age. They are aged 16 and 12.
And to which he replied my next email: "So why do you two have them then?"
(The two meaning me and my brother; he owns a shuffle courtesy of my uncle)
*shurgs*
"Our dad is way much cool-er? And I am already 20, that's not a young age to begin with."
Those were my exact words. I mean, my cousins are so young and if you were to give them iPods now, they might want more next time. So the next time my uncle comes back from Hawaii, he might have to buy something more expensive than the iPods..Which is not good. And my cousins' dad a.k.a my other uncle is not so well-off..and it might hurt his self-esteem by seeing his own younger brother getting his children iPods instead.
Well, but my uncle from Hawaii thinks otherwise. Just because his only son, Ryan, at the age of 13, already owns 2 nintendo gameboys, god-knows x-box and whatever game cube, a handphone at the age of 10, a iPod video at the age of 8 and god-knows whatever goodies I am deprieved of.
*folds arms*. Un-fairness!!
I still think kids at a young age should just stick to "two cans and a long string" for 'phones' and no such things as nintendo or PSP or gawd-knows-what-they-are-calling-them-now..and what iPods?? go listen to the radio instead.
*rolls eyes*
May 26th, 2007
1004
Posted by khian at 12:53 AM on May 26, 2007 in .
So, this is how it feels like..
To actually finally be at home..
Was supposed to meet up with Eewan, plans were made, but then family has to come first. It was rather rare for the whole family (which only has 4 people!) to actually gather and have a QUIET dinner. For once, tonight was exceptional. The 4 of us were in a chatty mood, and for bro to actually talk, that's good! He even told me about his lil extortion case recently in Ipoh Parade. Well, he's finally growing up. I could see it in his eyes. Hopefully, this would be a permanent thing; no more acting like a brat anymore.
Came back home, stuck in the room. Didn't unpack, or memang don't plan to do so.. and then have to pack for tomorrow's trip up north: Penang.
Can't wait. (Yippee~?)
I kinda miss John at the moment. He's leaving to New Zealand on Monday.
Aah, I can't believe this. How can he be so hunky???
If we were to spend more time together, and he's based in Malaysia, I wouldn't have to be stuck here, writing this entry. I bet he would be entertaining me now..somewhere in Ipoh..sigh..=)
1005
Posted by khian at 12:31 PM on May 26, 2007 in .
Tell me how I should be feeling, please..because right now, I am numb..(*Linkin Park's 'Numb' playing in my head)
I have no idea what to do anymore. Just ain't sure how I should be feeling.
Bad.
May 29th, 2007
1006
Posted by khian at 06:15 PM on May 29, 2007 in .
Mentang-mentang I am free, Ms.Goh wants me to do her tag..
*Wait lah Ms.Goh! I boh free..'wa mm zai Ipoh', wa ki KL soon..'*
Surprised? I know Hokkien leh..all of a sudden, I am so used to listening to people conversing in Hokkien, that when I came back to Ipoh, I don't really fit in anymore.
Penang was superb. Two-thumbs up.!!
Parents had to pamper me, long time didn't see their daughter already ye know..haha..went Penang, kept asking me what I want to eat..HAHAHAHA..so now, I ended up with a sore-throat already..hehe, but I had fun..with my parents, for ONE DAY.
I even have a deluxe room all to myself!! kekekekeke.. alright, that's because the brother went to SUFES camp..but then, one big room all to myself leh!!..(Don't jealous kay..)
The working desk leh..got free WiFi but wa beh dai laptop.
King-sized bed weh..Don't pray-pray..wanna roll from here to there also can..anywhere I want leh..(Got tv somemore..)
Got bathtub and shower room somemore..haha, this one got jacuzzi one leh..I spend my night rendaming inside weh..syok!!! so relaxing man..my own spa..
What can be more interesting than the camerawoman itself? Damn chun weh..eh, me got slim down kah??
By the way, I stayed at Hotel Gurney. Damn chunted lah..but not as grand as EverGreen Laurel lah..still the best hotel there, but Gurney quite cheap lah..Considering it's the school holidays, means peak season but they only charge RM198 per deluxe room wor..Deluxe you know..
Taken with my Sony W850i, in the hotel lobby..
Then the next day, met up with friends from UTP and had a 3-day shopping experience. Man I tell you, the seniors can really shop one leh..so geng..
First stop, before crossing the Penang bridge, already stopped at Pacific mall in Butterworth and shopped their hearts out..and their money too..don't know how many bags there..then TsaeYng came and brought us to the nearest hotel in Butterworth, but due to the school break, all of them were either fully booked or the prices are astrocious. So, her aunty offered us a place at her house instead.
After that, we went makan makan Chicken-'Lice'..I don't think it's Penang's special food lah, but no choice already, all of them were already hungry. After that, they decided to go shopping again, and off we went to Queensbay mall lah..
Konon the biggest mall in Malaysia isit?
Yalah, memang pun besar lah! Walk so many rounds yet I can't find the suitable sandals for me to buy. I even walked double rounds in the same stwepid mall! Yet I couldn't find the sandals that suit me perfectly.
After we left the mall, which was already 9 something, we went down to Bukit Tambun and had seafood dinner. TsaeYng's parents were already there, waiting for us and food was already ordered. Man, seafood damn "hor jiak!" and cheap man!! The host paid everything. So paiseh, we went to have fun, they paid for us..hahaha,but seafood damn hor jiak!! and cheap..
We went back and bathe in the aunty's place. Everyone was pooped and went to sleep straight.
For those who has not taken Assam Laksa for a very long time..hehe, this was eaten in Air Itam - famous for Laksa one oh... took this picture for dear, since this is the favourite most-ordered food everytime.
Next day, most of them tried to wake up early but ye know lah, seniors, they do not wake up so early one..we woke up late and went to take Prawn Mee. Nice weh..I tell you, no regrets for waking up early lah..
After Prawn Mee hor, we took the ferry across to Penang lah..Angie so jakun, never sit ferry before..amazed that cars could actually go up on the ferry. hehe.. We stopped at Prangin Mall and spent a few hours there. Still couldn't find my sandals lah..so "char" Penang, cannot buy my sandals one..but ended up eating 2 strawberries on stick coated with syrup and one stick coated with chocolate..man! satisfying! orgasmicly satisfying!!
Taken on the ferry lah..damn nice wor..
After Prangin, wanted to go Batu Ferrenghi but TsaeYng got lost..haha, pusing pusing only managed to find the way. Went to the beach for a while, waiting for time to pass and laughed at people playing with the banana boat. Both Teik Hui and Angie had a fun time posing with the camera. Joey said she will keep the pictures for them, in case they need them for their wedding slide show.
After the beach, we went to Gurney lah. Eat lah the normal Penang food. Planned to go Gurney Plaza but tarak, coz Teik Teik got tummy ache, have to go back. So the night was spent in the house, talking about non-sensical matters. Had loads of fun. Didn't know Yin Yin could be so humourous. Had fun talking!
Woke up late again the next morning because it rained the night before. No one wanted to wake up until Peichie woke up. She was so sweet, even covered me with her blanket, seeing that I was wrapped like a sushi roll with my own blanket.
We went to eat Curry Mee late, at 10. This time, the aunty paid for our meal. So paiseh. And after breakfast, we went to this pasar pagi which they call "Apolo" in hokkien. Spend money buying shorts there. Damn nice weh. Worth every single penny lor.. After that, we decided that it was enough shopping. Because before that planned to stop by at Pacific again before heading back mar..hehe..Now most of them pokai already..
We left after lunch, but lunch was the best lah..Yam rice with salted vege soup. Damn nice weh..we rarely eat the normal hawker penang food but damn nice local food..hahaha..
The company was so sporting and caring that I am kinda upset why my batch not like that one ah???
Girl with the purplish top- Your writer a.k.a Khian
Girl with blue top above writer- Peichie
Girl with specs,beside girl with blur top- Yin Yin
Girl with pink top- TsaeYng
Girl with glasses on head- Angie
Girl with orange top, white shorts- Joey
Girl, ooopps, Guy with Yellow shirt (duh!)- Teik Teik..Teik Hui
Fun man..I tell you..come back with a new pair of Nike Sandals, Nike Shorts and so many freebies..hahaha..
May 30th, 2007
1007
Posted by khian at 01:15 AM on May 30, 2007 in .
Goh, you damn sui! Want me to do the tag when I am not as free as you think I am. Somemore sick, want to threaten kick people's ass if don't want to do. Apa punya kawan macam itu?? Boleh campak!
But just to satisfy you, I shall do the tag anyway, dengan secincai-cincainya..and don't think cukup the quota also because
FIRST OF ALL, I am not weird.
SECOND OF ALL, even if I am, why would I want to let the whole world know..
and LASTLY, I am not free as you think I am.
So, anyway, like the tag which I was supposed to do.
15 WEIRD THINGS ABOUT ME
1. I can't stand cold. Put me under the hot scorching sun, I can tahan. Put me in an air-cond room, you may as well just kill me instantly.
2. Although I like drinking, I have never been to a club before.
Virgin-clubbing.
3. I can never say "No" to people. For example, if someone needs my help and I am busy, I could never say "No" and would always, ALWAYS try to make both ends meet.
4. I always wanna be alil bit more girlish than my current state but I am afraid of what my friends would think of me so I always look the same since Form1.
5. Even though I look confident inside, but in actual fact, half of the time I don't know what I am saying or doing. I look like I know things, but in actual fact, I only say what I know and things which I don't know, I pretend I know.
6. For a girl, my ego is quite big.
7. Between tech gadgets and clothes, I would always choose tech gadgets. I can spend my time and money scouting for the latest, most "In" gadgets but to shop for clothes, I always choose the same kind of colour scheme, same kind of style which is why my friends kept saying I look alike. Because I love the comfy safe zone.
8. I can never throw away things, unless it's really rubbish. For example, small small letters or notes would be kept and never be thrown out. Why? Sentimental value mar.!!
9. I can eat anything in this world. No precaution, no prevention, just eat.
10. I like guys with specs. Never the hunky, body-built type. I want guys with glasses, looks abit smart, be my boyfriend, if I have the time, space and allocation.
11..
12.....
13........
14............
15................
*Goh, just be thankful lah! malas d lah..
1008
Posted by khian at 01:15 PM on May 30, 2007 in .
This morning, woke up with sore limbs and a high-temperature body.
The throat got so sore that everytime I drink something, it hurts like hell.
Terrible way to start the holiday, don't you think so?
But now, I am hungry. Took medicine and slept for 6 hours, now I am feeling much better.
The throat still hurts. The temperate went away with the sweat.
Why everyone watched Pirates of Carribean already??
I need to go KL only able to watch leh..So slow..
May 31st, 2007
1009
Posted by khian at 09:21 AM on May 31, 2007 in .
I don't know if anyone of you out there who knows about this fettish of mine.
Not sure even if the people whom are closest to me even knows about this..
But I have a thing for SWATCH WATCHES.
As usual, this morning, have nothing to do so went to browse-browse abit..
www.swatch.com
and then I went berserk! This was the time I actually dread the thoughts of having no money..because I want to get that watch!! I can't post the picture here because it runs on adobe player..but i heart heart the watch leh..
*droolss*
Dad used to know that I love Swatch watches so he always gets me one, every Christmas, but of late, he doesn't anymore and I never asked. So, now, I have to wear cheap cheap watches which cost only RM30-RM50 something..they lasts though..but they are never the same as swatch watches. Swatch very the cool leh..
Sigh. I have to find a way to double my money lah. or maybe triple them. Then can buy lotsa lotsa things, since Megasales on the way already..
1010
Posted by khian at 03:36 PM on May 31, 2007 in .
WHO'S IN IPOH-LAND AND HAVE YET TO WATCH PIRATES??
(OR PROBABLY WANNA WATCH AGAIN...)
CALL ME PLEASE..PLEASE...
I CAN WATCH ANYTIME LAH..PLUS I AM HOME-ALONE THIS WEEKEND SOMEMORE..
SO, C'MON LAH, WE GO WATCH SI LANUN CAN OR NOT?
P/S: IN CASE YOU ALL MISPLACED MY NUMBER, IT'S STILL THE SAME OLD ONE. 012-5951882. CALL ME WEH..
LANUN OI LANUN..MEH KITA GI TONTON`!
1011
Posted by khian at 11:53 PM on May 31, 2007 in .
Lately nothing interesting to write about.
Holidays baby. Holidays..but life ain't that interesting as it sounds.
Only today someone commented that she loves reading my blog. Wow, speaking of morale booster. *Thanks sinmei*!
People whom you only have paths crossed once, they remember you for life.
People whom you spend most of your time with, they probably never notice your existence.
The irony? Yeah.
Oh yeah, people, what makes you think I am attached now ah?
*dear, I miss you*
*rolls eyes* like that also call attached meh??
*double rolls eyes*
[edited]
Can someone tell me why my nose keep bleeding? it doesn't stop leh..and I actually turn one piece of tissue soaked in red blood..why ah??only one side come out bloody only wor..the other side takde apa-apa..eh..scary weh...
