Entries for August, 2007
August 1st, 2007
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Posted by khian at 01:02 PM on August 1, 2007 in .
Please, if you don't have any extra time to spare, do not join any extra curricular activities!..
I feel overworked but at the same time, I don't think I did much..
Being in an academic club, I really wanna cry. It's an academic club, but it's not functioning as one.!! Focus man! Focus!!
Back to the same problem, why is everyone acting selfish-ly lately?
August 3rd, 2007
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Posted by khian at 04:03 PM on August 3, 2007 in .
2nd year's workload flooding in already..
Textbooks are getting very expensive, torn apart whether to get them or not.
Back for the weekend.
and just for the note, "i AM NOT GAY!!"
I've enough of people talking about this behind my back. So, there, you have it..!
Stop wondering..
August 4th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 07:00 PM on August 4, 2007 in .
I must swear off shopping!! (for 5 months at least..)
Met up with Lydia and Eewan today in Jusco and within 1 hour, I've taken 3-digit out from my ATM. So, no more shopping in 5 months to come. No asking me out to shopping malls..no more taking money out from the ATM..
By the way, I've finally switched from prepaid to postpaid. Make my payments easier from next Monday onwards. No more running around, looking for reload coupons when my credit goes low. No more running around, borrowing phones from people who have 'unlimited credit'.
Good. I am still swearing off shopping..
August 5th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 12:49 AM on August 5, 2007 in .
SO ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED,
AND NO ONE CAN HELP ME!
(i HATE MICROSOFT: EXCEL!!)
>> ptuiii!!! mana ada user-friendly????
and I need to complete my HYDRAULICS assignment by tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(screw the lecturer! dateline so near..)
August 7th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 11:15 AM on August 7, 2007 in .
It's been a long time since I've last written.
Just no more passion in writing, I guess.
There are just so many things happening in my life, which passed by so quickly that I've a hard time catching up on my personal stuffs.
It's just that one moment something happened, and I wanted to pen it down.., and the next second, another thing happens again.
You get my flow..
Sometimes, things get ugly between the two of us.
You know, the usual squabbling, disagreements, teasings..
but we've never felt detached. The relationship keeps growing stronger after that.
and if you are here reading this:
"I am sorry. Things happen. I've never meant for them to happen, but I am just glad that they happen, with you in it." 
See, a give and take relationship. A healthy one, isn't it?
Speaking of work, assignments pilling up. Neverending. Core subjects alot this semester. Unwanted comments adding up. Unnecessary jokes always being heard. And I don't really care.
"If you have nothing better to say, then don't..."(you know who you are..)

For the time being, I am still worried about the amount of responsibility I have to bear. Too much for the little me? I hope not.
August 9th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 12:17 PM on August 9, 2007 in .
Have been down with FLU for the past 4 days now (and still counting!)
All kinds of sickness attacking at one shot!..
I have been pretty busy lately.
My nights have been occupied with meetings. =(
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Posted by khian at 04:29 PM on August 9, 2007 in .
I don't give a fuck about assignments right now.
All I want to do now is SLEEP.
I am pretty detached from the people of Ipoh.
Why isn't anyone coming back?
August 10th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 01:26 AM on August 10, 2007 in .
Decisions. Decisions.
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Posted by khian at 01:26 AM on August 10, 2007 in .
Decisions. Decisions.
August 11th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 11:45 AM on August 11, 2007 in .
I know I have a lot to do, but I don't know when to start.
August 12th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 01:52 AM on August 12, 2007 in .
Summer's LIVE Concert was a BLAST!!
But I think I am too old for concerts already.
After shouting my lungs off for an hour, I felt like I was going to faint any moment. The dancers were great, and the artists were good.
More pictures up soon.
I am soooooooo tired, I think I can sleep the whole day tomorrow.
Oh wait, I have something on tomorrow morning!! Early somemore!!
Darn~!!!
"Thanks Felicia, for getting the tickets for us.."
*Pictures available as soon I have the time to sit down and play with the mouse.
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Posted by khian at 03:43 PM on August 12, 2007 in .
I promised Pictures..

This is the look of the stage. Ipoh Padang was jam packed from 6 pm onwards and we were lucky enough to actually planned our schedule one step ahead.Ended up parking our cars opposite CIMB Bank, which is a walking distance away to the Padang Ipoh.

The two of us, preparing to go wild during the concert.
*THANKS to William who blew the 2 'poms-poms' (whatever those are) for us.
We were holding the VIP ticket, but was send to the DANCE Zone instead.
Soon after that, Punchee came join us, and we went back to our VIP area instead. Better view of the entire stage but furthur away..

William and Punchee joined in the fun!..
Actually alot of people was there. Including UTP-ians. But only the 4 of us were lucky enough to get VIP tickets, thanks to Jialin's friend. The rests were either placed very far away from the stage, having to use binoculars..hiak hiak!!
I think I saw a lot of ex-MGSians, but not many would recognize me already, I guess..
Ian, Leeteng, XiYi, KahKheng came with us but were directed to the "Super Rock Fan" zone..Quite far la..I think the best is VIP area lah, no booming stereo speakers right beside our ears (Dance Zone), no small small artists (like Crazy Fan zone). Our place was just nice..
Among the artists who came were George Lam, Sandy Lam, Gary Chao, Danny, Daniel Lee, F.I.R, JJ, 2moro, and those who saya tak tau lah siapa..Oh yeah, there was this Korean group, "The Cross", rock band okay..damn power the voice!.

All in all, though it was a night of "pure-high" feeling of shouting, screaming, singing and dancing the macarena, we had to return to Tronoh the very same night. Lab assignments, reports, quizzes datelines are to be meet the following week, so the excitement ended as soon as the emcess announced that their concert has reached its end.
I had lotsa fun dancing to the beat man! I love the dancers especially the chicks! The way they danced..*two thumbs up!*
*hawt!!hawt!!**

At the end of the concert, I was exhausted, tired and sleepy.We even turned down "yum-cha" session okay..so tired can..

Ladies and Gentlemen, and to those who failed to get in,..
I present you,..
THE STAGE...
(woo--hoo~~)
p/s: *Damn jilakak can..I got so many things to do~!!!*
August 13th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 12:11 PM on August 13, 2007 in .
hmm..i miss you...
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Posted by khian at 05:55 PM on August 13, 2007 in .
How often do you stop and think about the possibilities that you might achieve?
At the age of 18, I stopped dreaming.
I stopped fantasizing. I stopped planning.
I knew life was not something we could plan ahead, but rather we have to act upon chances.
My 05-05-05 accident constantly reminds me that life is fragile.
One minute I could be living, and the next, I could be lying on my death bed.
That's when I stopped planning my future.
"Why aren't you saving? Why are you such a big money spender? What about us?"
I usually kept silent upon hearing such statements.I just don't know what else to answer anymore.
I am spending what I get monthly, and I don't see the point of saving.
At least not until I need a large amount of money for emergency sake, but till then, I am happy with my spending habits.
No more colourful bright future like I want to when I was younger.
No more dreaming of being a good engineer who earns loads of money.
No more dreaming of driving a BMW at the age of 30.
No more such silly "unreachable" goals.
At the moment, all I want, is to live another day.
For my eyes to be able to open the next day.
For my lungs to continue breathing the next day.
For my heart to be able to beat the very next morning.
In life, you just have to stop asking for more.
You just have to be contented.
August 14th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 09:27 AM on August 14, 2007 in .
Work + PLAY = [[SLEEP DEPRIEVED]]
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Posted by khian at 09:39 PM on August 14, 2007 in .
~I think the BUSIER I am, the more frequent I write.
THERE'S NO WATER IN THE HOUSE THE WHOLE DAY, TODAY.
I CAN'T GO TO THE TOILET.
I CAN'T BATHE PROPERLY.
I CAN'T GO TO THE TOILET.
So angry I tell you. TWICE, in my history being in UTP, the water has been cut off.
And Crescentia came to me and said, "Eh you didn'tpay the water bill meh???"
Ah..
August 15th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 12:15 AM on August 15, 2007 in .
Obsession..




So, are YOU obsessed with me too?..
**Yeesan and Dai are gonna leave soon.
Since I am coming back this weekend, please make yourself available, preferably in the afternoons, because pssstt..[it's the 7th month-Chinese Lunar Calender] so better avoid any night yumcha session lah..
By the way, any of you read the today's headlines..?
Scary, but do you think it's related?
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRGGHHHHHH......
*HEART-POUNDING**
~~Call ME, for those who wants to meet up.
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Posted by khian at 05:41 PM on August 15, 2007 in .
1. took off clothes, hung them neatly over the door.
2. turned on shower tap.
3. waited for water to come out.
4. 30 seconds has passed, still no water to be seen.
5. turned on the pipe water.
6. small amount of water running.
7. frustrated; put on the clothes back.
8. opened the door, walked out from the bathroom.
9. decided to turn back, and tried turning the shower tap again.
10. water ada.
11. went in again, took clothes off.
12. turned on shower tap.
13. get shower gel, applied on body.
14. water takde.
15. #@$%$%^^$$#@@$$%$#$$%
16. turned on pipe water.
17. came out in less than 3 minutes, half-clean.
May day!! May day!!
WATER running short in UTP.!!
(in this case, it's not running at all!)
August 16th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 12:22 PM on August 16, 2007 in .
WTH!
$#@#%%%^&*^**%^$^#%$#@@^%%*^
We don't have water to bathe, drink already; but the management still has enough water to water the flowers and trees in the campus!
(and the water keeps flowing, nonstop..)
What? You think we don't need water issit??
i WANNA go home and bathe PROPERLY!!!
August 17th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 01:50 AM on August 17, 2007 in .
* I hope Eewan, You are getting better and recovering from shock. =)
It's the weekend, and I hope we can spend some time together. It's been a long time since we had our own time together.
Meetings are hogging my time, and movies..
and I really seriously need to meet new people. I am getting tired with the current ones.
August 18th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 12:19 AM on August 18, 2007 in .
You know how sometimes it's sad to know that you have alot of work to be done, yet you keep asking for more?..
I am sleep-deprieved. In need of a great bear hug.


I miss 下乡 very much.. I miss the crew, the passion in life, and I miss the holidays..
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Posted by khian at 09:55 AM on August 18, 2007 in .
"Eh, you know what I heard about you ah?"
"Hmm..what?"
"People said hor, you work like [name-sensored]..that's why no one came for your department when you conducted the interview.."
"HAH?! What's wrong with the way I work?"
"Maybe they feel that you work in a professional way leh..just like [name-sensored].."
"But that couldn't be something good right? Since they are all so afraid to approach me.."
"I don't know, maybe they think you are tedious or something like that.."
"HAH??!!"
Okay, let me get this straight.
Professional, as you might think I am, maybe I am, but not most of the time. Oklah, not to say I am not professional, but let's not get the "Professional" context wrong. Professional doesn't mean work your employees till their bones, but professional means to know how to be serious when it's needed, and enjoying the work at the same time.
And if most of you think I am tedious or something like that, GOSH! WHERE did you all get the idea from?
I am the most "cincai" person in this world, as long as work is done, I don't care how you do your job.
Don't get the idea wrong, just because I don't smile at you when I bump into you, doesn't mean I am a cruel and heartless person. It's merely because I don't know who you are, and I don't feel it's necessary to smile at strangers, at times.
Yor! It's so saddening to know that my reputation is at stake now. Especially when I need manpower and people said such things about me. How can I be like [name-sensored]?
I know alot of JUNIORS do read my blog, and please, do spread a good word about me. I am afterall, a friendly blogger. And if you know me well enough, you might even see me in a different light!
STOP spreading lies about me.
August 22nd, 2007
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Posted by khian at 02:08 AM on August 22, 2007 in .
Lately, my fuse is getting shorter and shorter.
Our Gtalk taglines are getting weirder and weirder each night. People are complaining about the major clubs here, in UTP. Think something is wrong with the management. It wasn't like this before. For example, we have clubs which have over 80 members, and they enjoy working for the club. However, things are taking a different toll lately. People are complaining about exploitation of manpower, about the welfare of members being neglected..etc..
Why? We were hoping for a better leadership, at least, make us proud of you, HICOMS. But people are getting disappointed. More and more are getting disappointed.
If you want the club to be ruined in your hands, go ahead. Not only would you lose the club, you will also lose respect and dignity.
And FUCK the people who came up with the rumours about me, working like [insert name].
You know what they said about me?
Quoted from a reliable source:
"You know what they say about you? They say your face very fierce, when they saw your friendster lor..then they say you are very demanding lor..sure very garang one.."
EH, HELLO!!! MY LOOKS GARANG AND ME BEING DEMANDING NO CONNECTION OKAY? YOU GO TO MY FRIENDSTER, CHECK MY PICTURES OUT AND COME UP WITH THE CONCLUSION THAT I AM DEMANDING, LAGI MOU LIU PLEASE..THE WAY I WORK DOESN'T EQUAL TO MY LOOKS.FUCK YOU. AND I KNOW, NONE OF YOU WHO CAME UP WITH THE RUMOUR, HAS WORKED UNDER ME BEFORE, SO WHAT THE HELL!
and you know what, the people who came up with such stories, are the people I tried pulling them into EDX. And now, I regret every single effort I put in to help.
JOSHUA IS RIGHT, UTP IS TAKING MORE AND MORE BRAINLESS PEOPLE EACH SEMESTER. YOU KIDS, WHO CAME UP WITH SUCH STUPID STORY, I AM VERY FURIOUS WITH YOU PEOPLE.
STUPID MENTALITY.
P/S: i am not really that angry, but i am more of furious of what you people said about me, which will affect how I am being viewed upon.
GROW UP!
August 23rd, 2007
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Posted by khian at 11:28 AM on August 23, 2007 in .
Currently watching: The Black's HAKA.
Weird to watch something like that in the middle of day right?
Somehow, I felt comfortable doing so, because it reminds me of the days when we were in GUIDES and RANGERS. The gatherings that we attended and we did lotsa lotsa yelling and actions..(HAKA-ing)
I miss those days.
I was pretty dumb to drive all the way back to ipoh yesterday, just to have tea with the group in OLDTOWN kopitiam. Most of them were busy, and rushing to places. It was a 40 minutes drive, to and fro would be 80 minutes worth of driving..and the tea didn't even take half of the trip's time..!
At least get to send dai off. and being laughed at. :|
August 24th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 03:42 AM on August 24, 2007 in .
How often do you spend your busy nights, going to mamak to celebrate a dear friend's birthday, and then exchanging thoughts with your group of friends after that..??
Not often, you are busy, remember?
But I did that 2 hours ago.
Don't get me wrong, I am only dreading it now.
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Posted by khian at 12:43 PM on August 24, 2007 in .
I keep telling myself not to get angry over petty things..
BUT
how can someone be so inconsiderate????
August 26th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 12:54 AM on August 26, 2007 in .
Message to some friends of mine..
Sorry if I wasn't able to make it to Pangkor. I know I was being to pessimistic, sounded abit discouraging, but yeah, I admit I was alil' worried. Usually I wouldn't bother about such ocassion but only this year, I started to have bad dreams, and bad feelings about everything. I know it's hard to tell you people as we don't really spend much time together anymore. But I sincerely was worried about you people, and maybe the tone of my voice was wrong. (I always have the wrong tone!) I am glad that you were honest with me, letting me know about the "beh-song-ness" you all had. Thank you. I am really worried about you guys, and I love you..=)
Life's been pretty mean to me lately.
Dad just called, telling me that Granddad had a sudden heartattack that night, and now, admitted into the hospital. I am worried. Very. So, not being able to go to Pangkor was a blessing in disguise? I need to go back Ipoh tomorrow maybe.
August 27th, 2007
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Posted by khian at 11:46 PM on August 27, 2007 in .
Does this song sound familiar?
"Baa baa black sheep, happy happy wool,
Yes Sir, No Sir, Three bag wool,
........................................"
I can't believe someone actually sang this nursery rhyme wrongly for 21 years of her life.
Imagine having her singing to me, I was practically rolling on the floor..!
Oh, happy birthday Yeesan!!
August 31st, 2007
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Posted by khian at 12:10 AM on August 31, 2007 in .
Well, tomorrow marks the 50th birthday for Malaysia.
(Nothing big, really.)
Except I just witness a long stretch of cars, with their emergency headlights on, honking non-stop, parading the whole campus. Yeap People, it's a public holiday tomorrow, and TANG ANG KHIAN is still in the campus. Yip Yip Hurray!
It's seems to be a pretty big deal for the people here in Malaysia, having to celebrate the 50th birthday.. The STARS have this 50Years 'Malaysiaku Gemilangku' logo on their frontpage everyday for a few months now. There are huge bantings and banners hung everywhere, stating "50th years-something-something". Big deal, you see? Even big companies came up with gimmicks in conjunction with the 50th year, such as giving out 50 Yellow ViVas, RM50, etc..
So, the 50 number is the current 'ong' number.
"We've came a long way", said the older generation.
The younger ones beg to differ.
Certain things are still being handled barbaric-ly(barbarian style!). Democratic holds an entire different meaning here in the country. There are still racial issues even though non of the problems were stated in the papers, but there are still everywhere. (Even in UTP!).
Crime rates are still as high as ever, especially down-south!
And you said we came a long way?
Oh no, we are going back to the past, dear. Back to the time, before civilization.
One thing that is left to be happy about is the food. Then again, the price of food has increased, decreasing the taste of them.
Merdeka is not really something that I am looking forward to actually.
1) Tests, Assignments, Quizes lined up next week.
2) A sick granddad in the hospital.
3) Home-sick.
4) Deprived of sleep and rest and entertainment.
5) Lack of time.
By the way, my granddad was admitted into the hospital for the 2nd time now. He fell down and the doctor diagnosed him that his kidney is malfunctioned. He's constantly in anxiety, causing the whole family to be worried about him. Dad called me last night, told me that he was going to spend a night with my granddad, but such act is only going to cause him deprieved of rest too. Dad's a heart patient, and he's also busy with work. And now, having to take care of my sick granddad.
Sigh. I only wished my brother doesn't add in the burden.
Happy Merdeka, everyone.
(If it means anything to you..)