I've meant to write about this, for a very long time..but never got a chance to do so.

Ever since I came to work, at random times, I would find either a piece of chocolate waiting for me..or some souvenirs from those who went for holidays elsewhere.

Like how I got this keychain t-shirt minature from Ivan who went to the States for 2 weeks.
And this Koala minature from Dr.Kong who just came back from his recent vacation to Australia.

Imagine coming to work, on a Monday, to find this in front of my workstation. =)

You know, how sometimes we get too tied up with the city life, that we failed to appreciate what's available around us?
For as far as I could remember, I have never been to Port Dickson and having the opportunity to do so, was rare. As soon as I heard that there might be plans to do so, I was delighted that at least, my 7 months here would actually mean visiting places which I've never been to.

(To be honest, I'm getting pretty scared of shopping malls..)

Plans were made, in conjunction with Chris's haircut, since she's frequent PD to look for her trusted hairstylist. The thing with certain people, is that they get comfortable with certain hairstylists, that they kept going back to the same people for a hair cut. Me, likewise. But ever since I came to this big city, I've been bold enough (or rather, silly?) to try different saloons to have a fresh outlook. [I hope I succeeded.. ]

As usual, the plans were delayed because of traffic and me, being not local, driving 2 road-blind women, so I was pretty lost for a good 30 minutes in Seri Kembangan, before meeting up with the rest in the Sungai Besi Tol.

Viv, Yenny, Chris, Fifi, Chloe

At one point of driving to search for them, I wanted to just call the idea off, because it was frustrating to drive in the afternoon (the 3 of us were sweating like mad dogs in the car), and the roads are confusing, and I nearly banged a car which was driven by a woman, who decided to just swerve into my lane all of a sudden, with no signal of any sort. And if I hadn't hit the brakes, we would all be involved in a car accident. Needless to say, I got the 2 passengers all worried throughout the entire journey.

Almost an hour away, I managed to get Sam and Joanne engaged into a conversation. Well, it's difficult for a new member to blend into a big group, so I told her to start from one at a time. A great opportunity, really..to get rid of Joanne's shyness.

We arrived at the saloon, while Viv and Chris went for their haircut. Being myself, who gets "ass-itch" whenever I enter a saloon, would wanna get a haircut as well. Nevermind the fact that I just got one, a week ago. So, when everyone was almost done, I decided to sit down, and let Sky (Chris's hairstylist) to do his magic.
I won't say that I like it, but wouldn't loathe it either. Joanne can't help commenting that I look 'different' in it. Well, something 'different' is just a polite way of saying, "Dear, you look terrible!"

=.=''

Then, we went to the nearest beach, and played with the sea water for a little bit.
As usual, there was a session of camwhoring and Fifi-playing. And also ice-cream eating. That, 45 minutes of just soaking your feet into the salt water, embracing the beating waves, laughing and smiling, refraining Joanne from playing too far in the waters, more camwhoring..was just pure theurapathic.

Too bad we missed the sunset. And most of us did not gear up for rough water activities, especially Sam who decided the best clothing to come to PD is in her jeans. Otherwise, it would mean tossing her into the sea..*evil grins*
We, however, managed to get into a quick water fight, which I was the one who got all wet, down under. Luckily Joanne was standing in front of me, so she got half of my share..Hehhe..

The mandatory shot of our stinky feets. I think mine's pretty easy to spot. :D


After the beach, we headed for seafood dinner, which some of us were disappointed with the preparation of the crabs. But we did not let that dampen our spirit (plus we were all hungry!), so the 7 of us ate silently, as soon as the dishes arrived. It was not the greatest dinner I've ever had, but the price tag seems pretty decent. RM144.00 for 7 pax. If you've been in KL for too long, you'd probably be laughing non-stop at the figure.


7+1 Lolly Members.


We reached home around 11.30pm. Whilst the rest went back to Viv's abode to freshen up, both Joanne and I went home to shower as well. Then, 1am, we met in Jalan Alor for supper. The initial idea was to eat crabs (again!) because we failed to eat the type of crab we wanted in PD, but alas, the price tag for the crabs sold in Jalan Alor was not worth the money. We forgo the idea, and ordered something else instead.
We stayed up til 3 in the morning, then went back to our respective homes for a good night's rest.

The next morning, I woke Joanne up, since she needed a haircut. Both of us went to Midvalley, (but I'm pretty sure the other lollies were still cuddling in bed) to have lunch. Guess who I bumped into unexpectedly. Crystal, Maylee, WeiAi, and PhooiYee whom I thought I was going to meet them over lunch the next day. But fate as it is, Joanne went for her haircut, while I hung out with them. Not much of catching up, as it was a brief period, so after yumcha with them, we left back to our own homes.

I showered, took a quick nap, and Joanne came to pick me this time. Headed to Kepong for a dinner date with her friends.Pleasant evening. Pleasant Sunday.

That's about it, about the previous weekend. Looking forward to this coming weekend, got to make full use of it, since it's down to my last 4 weekends here, in KL.

#I learned that as I'm about to leave, people have already started to change. Sigh, sometimes I reckoned I think too much, but one said that the women's instinct are often true in a way. Sigh..#

Being someone who's gadget-loving, I've always been fascinated with what the technology has to offer us. Tell me the basic needs of the modern technology, I have them all in my "Baby-Soul" Samsung. Well, not all exactly, just no WLan, but it's alright..I don't really see the need up to now..

Anyway, I've got myself a new number, with Digi service since it's way much affordable. Well, before you guys go all panic that you might not be able to contact me, don't worry, I'm not running away. My Maxis number is still being used, though it no longer rings..haha..it's alright..I'm still keeping it..but just so you know, their rates are atrociously high!! I can no longer afford the ridiculous phone rates, so I'm making my calls with Digi mostly.

My extra backup phone's battery was dying..so I know that the best solution is to buy a new battery a new phone. I made up my mind, budget myself with RM100 to just grab a phone. Well, RM100 these days can do wonders! I remember my first phone, costing about RM500 and it's a Nokia 3315!

I asked dad to drop me in OUG PLaza, and I saw something instantly.



With the price tag of RM115, (albeit the fact that it's 15% more than my budget), it was worth the money paid.

I bought it, with no second thoughts. And I couldn't stop loving it.



People don't understand me going ga-ga over this phone. It's the most basic phone in the market. Making phone calls, texting, a few games to keep you occupied, flashlight..etc..and not to forget, it's black and white screen!
But often we get carried away, with the amazing features of a phone, that we forget..the most basic functions of a phone, is to call the people you love..

You know how some people are born "farn-jin" (canto). Like when there's a wound, normal people would want to avoid it at all costs because if you brush against it, it would cause a hell lot of pain? I, like perhaps, 30% of the human population would pick on the wound, poke it, causing the pain..and probably stop when the wound heals. Well, in many cases, some wounds would NEVER heal.

"Farn-jin", in other words, would be putting shit on yourself.

I'm writing this, because although there are some things which should not be mentioned anymore. But having to constantly coming across the information, it bleeds in a way. I can't say that I don't mind, because in actual fact, I do. There are a million things that I'm not satisfied about, but there are also a million reasons why I shouldn't be.

At the age of 22, I've already learned that no man has no flaws. We, are human beings that it's only normal that we have mistakes, and the only thing which sets us apart from one another, is that we know when to not repeat the same mistakes, and to learn from them.

And me, can't help but wonder if I was the reason of the hatred, or just a buoy in the middle of the sea. I know things like these do happen, and it's avoidable. How else would you be able to move on from a shitty relationship, if not by meeting someone new?
But knowing the facts, is one thing. Being part of what's happening, is another.

I'm not saying I'm experiencing this, but it kinda hits me all of a sudden. I wonder how long would I be able to avoid such thoughts. It's kinda depressing really.

Yesterday was a bad day until..

We decided to drop by Pasta Zanmai for dinner, partially to bump into YeeJing who's working there. She saw us, even took our orders. Not the first time to have a friend taking down my order. Anyway, it was just a brief catching up session since I'm probably going to meet her for dinner sometime soon. (pssst..she promised me a TGIF meal!)
She was kind enough to treat me to a Chocolate Sundae, I'm not sure whether I paid for it though..(I didn't check the receipt!) but lol! I'm sure she's not that cruel to have me paying for dessert.

*Thanks, dear*

Laughed my issues off, by watching Monster vs Alien. I wouldn't say it's a good movie because halfway through, I dozed off a couple of times. Perhaps I was too tired, but definitely a great show to keep 'the kid' entertained. Came home, got tied up on the phone, and it's the first time we got into such a serious conversation. Definitely not chosen coz of the great looks.

Parents swinging by this weekend. Hoping to catch mum..I think the last time I saw her was almost a month ago..lol. And I called her yesterday, out of the blue. Talked to her. Found that her phone was spoilt, and I had no idea. Explains what a child I am, huh?

Counting to my last 3 weeks now.

*Yiling, one last dinner before I swing back home..coz the next time we would meet, would be during CNY..

This is a friendly announcement.

I'm not sure anyone reads my blog, but if you do, I am honoured(in a way)..

As you guys might have heard, MGS '04 will be having a mini-gathering slash alumni dinner (if we get the numbers) this June.

Date: 13 JUNE 2009
Time: 7 pm
Venue: Pavillion, KUALA LUMPUR
Dress code: Decent

In order to make this event a success, we would need at least 15 pax to actually make this work. I know how 15 pax seems to be a small number, but it's difficult to gather EVERYONE since a large number of us have already left the country.
Do contact me, or Maylee via Facebook, or if you have our numbers, please drop us a text, confirming your attendance.

This is only a simple dinner to do some catching up after leaving MGS for 5 years now. No performance,games, activities or whatsoever. Just dinner, and lotsa pictures-taking (I'm sure!)

To those who are still residing in Ipoh, or back home for the semester break, please make  arrangements to come down to KL, via train (RM10), via bus (RM13.40) or carpool with anyone who wants to drive.

*Please kindly take note that the organizers are not responsible to look for accomodation and transportations. However, you may come to us if there are any enquries and we would try to solve them for you.

So, it's 13th June 2009. Looking forward to seeing you.

Sat in front of the computer the whole day, trying to figure out the calculations.
Seems pretty simple when they were being explained to me, but when I had to start from scratch, all these figures and numbers seem jibberish to me.
Looking forward for the time to come, when I can leave the office, and run away from these work pile and hope when I come back on Monday, it would finish on its own. Wouldn't that be great?

It's the weekend, finally.

So much has happened during the weekday. The weekend highly anticipated. Talked to KahKheng this evening, seems pretty cool to come out to another friend.

Enjoy the weekend, peeps. You wouldn't know when it's gonna be your last!

You have no idea what it means to me.

p/s: Not ready to leave, just yet. 
 

Skipped work today. (Again, on a Monday!)
No one to blame, if they decide to fail me.

I'm screwed, really.

Got back from Genting Highlands around 10.30pm last night. Guess who I saw? Jaytarshanee..or plain Jaytar for short. Very 'man' she has turned out to be. Extended her hand for a handshake, as soon as she saw me. Pure man-shake, I would say. Usually it would just be a smile, or a hug for the ladies, but she extended her hands to indicate a hand shake. I think that's what an Engineering degree would do to us. FYI, she's doing well in UNIMEP, in Perlis.

Genting, was well..like any other Genting vacation, on a Public Holiday. People from various states were concentrated here, on a higher altitude. Could see people from other countries as well.  Imagine, us, in a car were looking for car park, for about an hour plus? And finally parked in a place far far away from our hotel? Well, was rather grateful that we finally were able to leave the car. It took us 4 hours to get to the peak, from KL..a journey which usually take less than an hour. 

The anticipation for this vacation was nothing compared to the previous visit, definitely. But let's not talk about something upsetting. Anyway, this time around, it was a trip, between her friends, one of the boyfriends, and me. Just a little short getaway from the usual working routine. I didn't gamble this time, in fear to sleep on the streets..just walking around, getting to know her better, before having to leave for a year.

Nice company, no doubt.  

I'm so in love with you..

Been a while since I last got something similar.
Thank you, dear. I understand that it was your first time in making something like this, and the effort put in for this, despite the tight schedule and the depletion of energy in your body.

I don't know when I started feeling this way. I thought that perhaps, I would learn from my past mistakes, to never hurt myself anymore. I've been so vulnerable that I forgot to shield myself from the pain inflicted to me.

After almost a year building a solid foundation, I found myself crumbling again, this time in your hands. I kept telling myself to take control of my own emotions. Never to let myself get hurt.

But I am dumb. Because I slowly find myself drawn towards you, subconsciously.
I am in love with you, Joanne. I knew it when I started to think about you all the time, knew it when you are the first and last thing on my mind each day, knew it when you could get me all heated up over the smallest things, knew it when all I could do is make plans for the both of us..I knew it, when everytime, our eyes met.

I have never been so open about my loved ones, and this is perhaps the first time I actually posted our pictures here, in my blog. Yes, I'm showing you off, because to me, you are my pride. You are the reason of my sleepless nights, with you not by my side. You are the reason why I can't think straight most of the time now. You are the reason of my everything now.

Am not leaving you. Not letting you to leave me.
Because I love you, and you know that.

Tried to catch the last sunset. -Taken during ONE DAY TRIP to PD with the Lollies.

It's a Friday again, marks the last 2nd week left for me in KL. Read the newspaper today, the H1N1 issue is pandemic now. Dad is not happy about that piece of news, since I'm flying in 2 weeks' time. Asked me to check this, check that..and if I can postpone the flight to some other time. Well, hopefully it's not that bad..but the 10th case in Malaysia happened to a 17-year old girl who came back from Melbourne on the 9th of June. Still unsure about the plans though. But, if I can't go, means my visa would be burnt and the flight tickets and the absurd amount of AUD Dollars in cash I'm holding..(nolah! exxagerated amount..hehhe!)

Well, that aside. I'm supposed to do my presentation for the plant supervisor and UTP supervisor next Thursday. None of my slides is done. Clueless of what to include in my presentation. No time for preparation. And to make matter worse, my period just came. And I'm stuck with a 4-degree cramp. Memang bedebah!! Positive side, is when I'm doing my presentation, the period is already over. Negative side, is now it's affecting my mood. And whatever people do, or say kinda irks me for no reason. Must be the blardy PMS. So, if you are wise enough, stay away from me.

*YeeJing, am sorry to be uncertain about dinner plans. Well, I'm available tonight, if you still want to meet up. But..I have terrible mood swings..so urm..I don't know lah..if you can bear with it...*

Well, since I'm at it, it's the weekends. (I hate the fact that my period has to come on a weekend!) Wanted to join her friend on a clubbing date, but seem to be pretty occupied for the weekend. Going to watch 'Drag Me To Hell' tonight, if I can get my hands on the tickets. Dinner was supposed to with Dad and Bro, but..YeeJing..seems angry about me not being able to make it..so..I told them I'm not joining them..but..YeeJing seems...to have plans..so urm..gosh..
Saturday, morning, it's going to be me doing final touch-ups on my presentation slides while she's going to membabikan herself.. Then, probably going to IKEA for meatballs, NiuZeXui to see the place and 1U for jalan-jalan..Come night, am heading to Midvalley for dinner with the highschool kids..and night time, meeting up Thana and Ong in SS2 for Yumcha..Phew! Not a long list, but definitely a blow to my wallet lah..
Sunday..wait..there's nothing on a Sunday..

So here I am, writing my plans about this weekend. I have yet to pack for Australia..and it's 2 more weeks now!
  

Trying not to bother, not to care, not to think.
Just buying time at the moment, it's alright.
Don't know what gibberish I'm talking about? It's fine. Don't have to understand. Just need to whine and rant here, because it's killing me from the inside. Not the first time, not the second time..perhaps not going to be the last time. We shall see how long I can stand.
Utter bullshit. I will see how long this can go on. Fuck you.

What was supposed to be a massive gathering of high school girls, turned out to be a small get-together of a few random people.

Dinner was at Pasta Zanmai. Small talks.

Then had a quick drink when Mel came and joined us.

Khian, MeiYenn, Maylee, Millicent, Mel, Yiling


Nothing much to write about, just never thought we could sit together and talk..as we never really did, back then.

After dinner, I brought Joanne to meet with Thana and Ong in SS2. Great yumcha! Nice to meet up with the 2 seniors of mine. Nice Saturday night...

Started not too long ago, yet it felt like we've known each other for ages now..

jCo's donuts, her favourite. Could never get her to eat more, but when it comes to these, we actually had to fight to get the last bite!

"why you always want to buat announcement wannnnn.."

Because dear...just because so..

Monday morning, and I'm sitted here in front of the monitor. The head's spinning for no reason, yet again. Sleepy, on a Monday morning. A rare ocassion that I did not take the day off, but I have work. The presentation slides awaits me, to fill them with every single detail. To which I'm still clueless, with 2 days left for the actual date.
Am pretty nervous with the presentation slides, not the presentation. I know how easily I can get away with presenting, perhaps not the Questions and Answers session, but a 30-minute presentation has never intimidate me before, why should it be now?However, the slides are giving me a hard time, not knowing what's best to put inside. Perhaps, this shouldn't be difficult at all, such unnecessary stress.

The weekend, my last 2nd weekend here in the big city. Woke up with her beside me, around noon. Probably one of those days we decided to sleep in late..(pssst..it was her idea!) and woke up just in time to go for lunch. The mum was probably thinking what a bad influence I am to her, for waking up only when the sun's glaring. We reached IKEA for its infamous meatballs for lunch. Well, that's for her sudden cravings, really. After lunch was done, we walked around, when she managed to get me to walk through the Birds' Exhibition, while I was fighting with my inner self to not to burst all of a sudden. Birds are..urm..not that cute, really. Pure evilness, if you would look closely.

Also a trip to the Pet store, in Ikano. One of the many places which I would not enter, if the person whom I'm with did not drag me. Which made me realize that I have to try accepting animals if one of us are into animals. We saw a Silky Terrier pup for sale, and we both fell in love with it. (Ok, I might not touch it, but still, it looked so cute behind the display..) Perhaps, one day, we might look into a pet dog if this goes on well. It's never too early to make future plans now.

Then, she dropped me to meet up with the high school mates for dinner. And then followed me to meet with Ong and Thana in SS2. I'm glad she found comfort in talking to Ong and Thana, since she was able to laugh out loud in my presence. Looked so cute.. Well, probably those 2 were surprised to see that I'm attached out of the blue..

This coming weekend, our first-month. It's such a short period, yet to be so in love. Probably coz time is not on my side, since I'm leaving soon. We do fight, and sometimes, things get pretty ugly, but often we patch things up and realize that our arguments are often because we love each other too much..(or is it just me?).. Thinking of a good place for a quiet dinner this weekend. Any suggestions? Gonna call the food blogger for any recommendations.

Spending most of the weekends together, yet it's still insufficient. Yesterday, I dropped her back after our lunch around 3pm, came back to my own place, took a nap, woke up and felt lonely all of a sudden. I wonder if she felt the same way too? Called her, and then around 10pm, we went out for dinner together, after she had hers. Well, can't say for the future, but as for now, I have yet to get bored driving the same long, endless route to meet her..so cute to see her expressions at times..sometimes, feel like banging my head on the wall coz she can be so unpredictable at times.

I should really be doing my work now. Writing this because she's busy with work, and I am, with mine (Supposedly!) I miss her..hopefully she settles what she's supposed to settle for good..I'm always here for you..

<3

::Migraine after a day out in the site.

Each day, there seem to be things which irk me, no matter how small or big they are. Little little things seem to find their way to irritate and annoy me. Sometimes, if I'm in a good mood, I'll try to cover up the annoyance by sucking in all the angry aura. On the other hand, if I'm not in the mood, then probably I have the "I'm burning hot" sign on my forehead. I know how I'm always pretending that words don't get to me, how actions of people never seem to make me burst, etc..and often I flash wide grins whenever people step over my line..Amazing isn't it? I kinda figured that people never really intend to do so because sometimes, people play overboard, unintentionally..and even if they did, on purpose, oh well, I'd probably forget about it the next minute.
There were, on a few ocassions, people joke, tease, pushed me but most of the time, I keep quiet and never retaliate. Gawd, no, don't get the wrong idea of me being a saint, or God or [insert right word], but I find the idea of giving a piece of my mind to a friend, or random people can be pretty harsh at times. So, most of the time, I let people push me around, and that perhaps gave the impression of me, being fine with teasings and jokes.

That aside, I'm not angry today, just a little agitated with my unfinished presentation slides and my presentation script. Or whatever that's needed to be done for the preparation. First time, I'm in no confident of my work, no idea of what I'm gonna be questioned, and no one is there to help me. Hoping for a little solitude tonight, to which plans are altered and it got me irritated for a second. And that was it. I don't like how plans are changed out of the blue, how things popped out of a nowhere. Which is why I'm organized when it comes to matter like these, because the time can be distributed more properly and not go to waste. So here I am, worried about my work. My supervisor's not free to check my slides. Fuck. I need confirmation on the things I did, in case I wrote something wrong.
And to make matters even more boring, I need to read up something before presenting because I don't know much about the technical issues. It's a fucking Tuesday and everything seem to be irritating me. Even the aircond. And the stupid colleague who ask stupid questions and make stupid remarks whenever he sees me. Stupidnyaaaaa!

Tuesday afternoon, I am in great need of sleep. I don't know why I seem to feel fatigue, no matter how much sleep I've been getting these days. 7 hours for last night, exceeded my daily dose, yet I still feel tired.
Blardy hell. Stupid presentation is turning my life upside down. Agitating me for no reason. And the migraine is back again!!!!!!!!!

I thought I had it covered, like how difficult would a 30-minute presentation be?
And then I started getting stories about people doing an hour or more worth of presenting..and the so-technical way of them presenting. I really felt like I'm going to screw this big time. I thought it was going to be easy-breezy, just have to tell the lecturer what I've done, in a general manner, and not mention anything about the calculation in detail. And because I really don't know what to say to the lecturer if he were to ask me why this, why that. I would probably freak out and cry. Ok, maybe not cry...

I tried not to think so much about the presentation, so we went out for dinner as usual. Partially because we haven't seen each other for 24 hours..hehe..I know, mengada! but..we ended up in Jaya One, Fireman Restaurant (pretty ridiculous name if you ask me) and it was 10 minutes before their last call. We decided to go ahead, ordering so minimal things for RM20 per pax. I didn't have the appetite to eat after talking to Harpreet about her presentation, which I'm happy she did well. But at the same time, she set the bar so high since we both have the same UTP Supervisor..

Anyway...after dinner, was contemplating whether to go home or to bunk at hers'..I was feeling a little depressed over such kecik-mayung issue,..and I don't want to go home..feeling cooped up inside..so she asked me to stay over. In fact, we didn't get much sleep in the end, because we ended up staying up to talk. I love the times when we were able to talk, and how sometimes the small talks got me all jealous and sometimes how she gets all jealous for no reason..then we would turn our backs to one another..and then, it would be me to pujuk her highness..
So last night I stayed over, and had to wake up as early as 6am to drive home in time to catch the train to work. Abit difficult to wake up so early, the last time I remember actually waking up that early is for the Singapore trip with UCITY. Abit of the fresh air was taken in today.

I'm here now, typing this entry. Going to focus on my presentation data after this..just want to let it out here..and I miss you very much..No idea why..but yes, I do.

So, the best part of internship is finally over! Presentation took about 20 minutes, and left no gap for the lecturer to ask any questions. Well, he did lah, for formality sake..and he finally found out that I haven't taken RC..the best bit has yet to come! Even my director didn't know I haven't took RC..even though I remembered clearly that I told him on Day 1. Nevermind that. I guess the lecturer was glad that I finished the presentation in the designated time..and mainly, none of those were really technical..so I got away pretty easily. Thank goodness for lenient supervisors..! Amen.

So, my last 2nd weekend here, finally told my boss I would be leaving earlier. He seems fine with it, but..urm..I don't know I should be flying or not, with the H1N1 flu around..Sigh, but if I don't fly, that means I have to come to work,till the 10th, but I have to surrender my room space end of this month! Gosh, means 10 days of hotel rooms, if I were to stay back. Decisions, decisions, hate making 'em. Hate not being able to make 'em.

Tonight, supposed to have dinner with Peichie. Heard of the good news, finally employment at this time is rare..Good employers somemore! However, couldn't make it for dinner..aarrgghh! time's running limited here..time didn't pass that quick a few months back..and now, every second counts!

I'm having migraine now, again. A few days already now..don't know how to make it go away. Funny really, because I had sufficient dose of sleep last night, from 10pm to 6.30am..enough right? but there's still a throbbing pain in my head. Like I've stressed my brains too much like that..memang ki-siao!

-khian- has a terrible migraine.. said (5:44 PM):

sigh..

love at first sight?

akhem

nanti u will see the exact conversation in my blog

I know it's abit messy..but just read...
most people would not like me offline, but sam..sam fell in love with my offline self! Gosh..

Today! My 2nd last Friday in the working force. Excited?

Let me tell you how I felt yesterday, right after the presentation. It was as if I am going into retirement! Imagine the whole pressure unloaded from the chest..Exactly how I felt last night. So, was really happy to finally see her last night, ended up for a brief walk-around in OUG's pasar malam. Was my 2nd time there, and really getting tired of the pasar malam scene..hehe..so many people congested in one confined area, and no aircond!!
Didn't buy anything though, managed to grab food and headed back to her place. Just to laze around, and since I was not in the mood to be alone on a happy night. I thought I was going to stay till 11 something and then head home for an early sleep..however, we got carried away and by the time I left, it was almost 3 in the morning. Could've stayed till the following morning and leave EARLY but because I left my phone at home, and god knows someone, or my dad could've called me a thousand times to look for me and no one is there to answer..Mai jia lat lor, right? (Yesh, I'm paranoid in that kind of way!!)

So, die die I sped home, passed a police road block, and found that no one called. As a matter of fact, only a text from Dad telling me that there's an additional H1N1 flu case in Ipoh from AUSTRALIA. You should see the effort he put by putting AUSTRALIA in capitals. I guess he was just stressing out his point. In fact, this morning, he said the same thing, asking me to postpone the trip, telling me the pros and cons..bla bla bla bla...but this has been planned AGES ago..alot has been sacrificed for this trip, how could I possibly, possibly pull out this time?

Feels so san fu at one point..like there's this big drama even before I get there. I can't possibly imagine if I'm on the plane..or what's going to happen for the 20 days I'm going to be away from home..Sheeeessshhhh!! I hope the government would just restrict all flights so that my dad is pleased, and I don't have to think right think left on whether to go or not go.

Back to what I wanted to write, I'm pleased to share this little piece of news..that I've finally stopped smoking, well, at least for almost a month plus now. The last "unfinished" fag I had was in Genting, with her and her friends..and that was also a Dunhill Light, which taste I totally abhored. I didn't even finished the whole stick because 1) it tasted bitter, 2) She was angry at me for smoking when I restricted her from doing so, 3) She went disappeared as soon as I walked to take a puff, 4) I felt bad deep inside.
So, yeah, the last stick is always bitter.

I'm proud to say that I've been living healthily since I met her. No smoking, no drinking, no late night suppers, no second hand smoking in a confined area..though I sleep in irregular hours, sometimes caught hanging on the phone till wee hours, yet the lifestyle has changed to become more moderate..I remember the look on the friends' face when I told them that I've stopped smoking for some time now, coz Yiling who's now working for the British American Tabacco (BAT), kept to her promise of giving me a carton of ciggrattes, I politely told her that I've stopped for quite some time..she was like, "Are you sure?.."

Yeap, to which I proceeded telling them that it was high time I quit, because 1) If you love your partner, you would want to keep yourself in the tip of shape to prolong your lifespan, 2) Money is constantly needed to fund the 2 of you, (Or perhaps, 3 or 4 of you!) so ciggrattes is a waste of funds!, 3) Especially when you dislike your partner's smoking habit.

To which all of them responded in the same manner, "HOR!! We've been telling you to quit for AGES! and you never listen!! Now got girlfriend already, then only wanna stop!"
I think they are just happy for me that I quit for good. =) Friends, they have a strange way of telling you that they adore you..

Though I must say, sometimes I get tempted to puff in a little, but a promise is a promise. I shall get my kick elsewhere, like the satisfaction of her reaction when I tell her "I love you!" ..hehe..

Well, am not saying that I don't miss how I lead my life last time..Like how it was a Thursday last night, and I can't help but think that what would we have done, on a Thursday night? Usually it would be Scarlet, the oh-so-random clubbing weeknights..or a mamak date in Steven's Pandan Indah..or the "kissing practices using Balitong in SS2"..I've not been to Cheras for almost a month now..oh well, some times..we can't really changed what has happened..Just be glad that the fun times were there, and hope that there would be more of those..

7 days left before I'm asked to evacuate the room space.

I know there has been lack of pictures lately, mostly word entries..Well, finally had the chance to get my picture taken, but let me warn you beforehand, that I've put on some meat, on the face especially, and not to forget, that I'm 3-months "pregnent" now..I have belly jor!!!

She glanced through my old photo archives and said that I look horrible with my 'not-long-not-short' haircut and the scrawny look. Hmm, scrawny?? I never thought that anyone would actually use the word "scrawny" on me..hehe..well..

So anyway, today's a Friday, and the colleagues decided to do this farewell party for me. It was at first planned, in Jogoya, Starhill but because none of us were the VIP card holders thus not entitled to a discounted price. Next choice was Tenji, and we couldn't make reservations coz apparently it's fully booked til November. Thus, don't know how, we ended up in Saisaki, Wisma UOB.
Alright this was meant to be a surprise farewell party, but I'm so used to throwing surprises, that as soon as I noticed the extra buzz and smileys, I immediately knew they were up to something. However, the surprise could not be carried out without them telling me that we would all be having lunch together in Saisaki. (This is because I'm always running off to look for my own lunch crowd on a Friday!)

And also, I know many of you, upon hearing the name 'Saisaki' may get turned off as it's not as good as the conventional Jogoya, Shogun, or Tenji..but for RM38.00 for lunch, it's the best we could get!

We left the office around 12pm, and ended up back in the office at 3.30pm. I enjoyed 'playing truant', with my supervisor and 2 colleague engineers!

I know how some of you guys are envious on how good my supervisor is..This is him, a good thumb up sign. Always telling me about Singapore..and how I should dress up in a hot look..or something lah..

This is Angel, the junior engineer who came and talked to me on my first day. Bringing me around to makan during lunch break.

And this is



My director and senior engineer could not make it..but a very good group picture nonetheless!

A good weekend ahead to everyone of you!

Quick update:

Flood in my room. All things are wet. T_T 

You know what?
Friday's not necessarily the best day of the week.
Why?

My room got flooded. Yessshhh..I stay on the 2nd floor in a condo, and it's amazing how I still get flood in my room. Apparently something was wrong with my piping system, the water back flowed and flooded my entire room, and when I came home from work on Friday, I saw the entire living room wet. I thought someone decided that to pour water onto the floor, and let it dry that way..(new way of moping wert..)..mana tau, I entered my room to find my floor wet as well..And all my stuffs on the floor was wet!  All my bags on the floor were wet. The luggage bag containing my clothes were wet, resulting the clothes in it to be soaked with water as well. My bag which contains all the notes and books were wet! (Sorry TeeHooi, your RC notes.....I am trying to save it..!) And if you didn't already know, I sleep on a mattress, on the floor. So, you could probably imagine my bed soaked with toilet water, about 1-inch high. I was like omgwtfcbknnknsomgwtfwth..

I took the time to calm down, collect a few of the wet clothes and send them off to the laundromart. I didn't know how to handle the situation, so I packed a few clothes (the dry ones) and left the scene of crime. In the meantime, that night, I stayed over Joanne's place while figuring the best way to settle the issue.

The next day, came home, found the things have already dried up. But, let's not forget toilet water has so much of organisms..Ok, I forgot the scientific terms of what we learned in Wastewater Engineering..shit..but..you know what, I took all the bags and washed them one by one..send all the clothes in the bags to the laundromart..everything! Cleaned the cupboard..and changed the bed sheets..(though I don't think it's a good idea to sleep on it anymore..)
editted: it's called E.coli! ok! yeay!

Thank goodness I had her help..somehow or rather.Can't imagine if I were to go home alone, and to manage it all by myself..thank you dear...

Monday, dreaded day. It's almost 4.30pm now, another hour plus to head home. I don't have the Monday blues, but I'm dreading for the day to end. How contradicting eh? Counting down the day, seems difficult. It suddenly pour in the evening. Probably how I've been feeling all these while?

Tried to do a little on my final report, but it's still stuck in the first page. Most of them have already completed theirs, and I'm stuck. Well, last minute job is really my forte, hoping to finish this up as soon as possible..Somehow, today, i feel little erm..weird inside..like wanting to go home as soon as possible, to see her. Urm..just a sudden jolt..

And I fell alseep at my workstation. Twice, today. We don't really get much sleep when we have sleepovers. Not that we do anything much, but the endless conversation we have. Talking about something new (and so personal!) most of the time. Which I think contributed to my slight sleepiness today when I had to drive home at 7 this morning.

Although been meeting her mum, like 3 seconds long..coz the only thing I can manage to mutter is "Hie Aunty" or "Aunty, bye"..and her sister whom I always regard as a kid, so I never really bothered trying to impress..hehe, yet last night, we ended up having dinner with her sister and the girlfriend. Waited for almost 40 minutes, to enter Kim Gary..you could guess the quality of food in a busy restaurant. Can't even get the waiter to bring the warm water first because she had to take her medication. Call me egoistic or what, but as much as I would like to strike a conversation with kids, I have to admit that I was never good with them. I can only play "boo!" or "ooo chakk!!" and that's for kids who can't really talk yet..Well, for her sister, 3 years younger than I am..I erm..don't know what to say to her..but she did try initiating conversation..which is good..Ok, perhaps I should stop being so lansi lah..

I don't know why I'm typing this entry. What's the purpose? What's the objective? How is it I'm able to type a random entry, and not complete my report? Intriguing? Yeap.
I've been to every blog which amuses me, some which I read because it became a routine, some which I read because they are funny, some which I read because there's nothing else to read anymore.

Dinner, with dear tonight. Simply blissful. I know how it may seem that my world seems to be revolving around her alot..but the truth is, time's running out for the both of us..I don't know why, like it's a bad omen or something for long distance relationships..erm...having faith, like a lot of faith..how is it possible to find someone who can finish your sentence? how is it possible to find someone who knows what you mean by just saying a word? how is it possible to find someone who looks into your cock-eyes and laugh non-stop (Like a kid!!)

Aww..there's something I would like to write, but not now..perhaps tonight? Oh yeah, finally met up with Sam after 3 weeks of not seeing her. Guess where we went? One last look at Steven's Pandan Indah before I hit the road. Hehhe..and it was really a pleasure to meet with Jash..I was told that she's a shy kid, but heck! Sam penipu lah..Jash where got shy lah..somemore said I good looking bah..hehe..!

Hahha..the weekend, I have to write about last weekend. but before that, pictures to be editted first...you know you have to do so, if your girlfriend works in the graphics line..every flaw also can see, padahal to me it's ok wattt...

Sometimes I wonder, if everything is arranged by someone up above..Sometimes things like these which we normal humans would regard as fate. I don't know if everything was pre-planned, or the power of internet..but I'm glad that out of the sea of people out there, I met you..

 Happy Anniversary, dear..

Camera-shy?

After a lil coaxing, and a whining sound...

Got her a book, out of the blue..a gift book to be exact..and look what she found in between the pages..

The day was just as any other normal Saturdays. Woke up in time for breakfast, went home to clear my flooded room, then headed to 1U just to chill..Brought her to have Strawberry Sensation in the Chocolate Lounge, something I know she wouldn't splurge on..hehe..(yeah lah, I also wanted to eat lah!!)

There was no fancy dinner..or extra fireworks in the city that night. Just a day out together, reminiscing how we met, why we met, and how we ended up being so happy..No doubt, there were fights, and bickerings, yet..I always emerge the winner lah..lol!!

Thanks for everything..  

Picture unrelated to the below entry.

Eye-sore?
Heartache?
Envious? Jealous?
GROW UP!

Some people can't take the fact that some things are over, when it's over.

I learned a valuable lesson.

I'm running home. Enough with kids playing in the sandbox.




"You always put the pictures you look good in ge lor!! You don't care whether I look good or not geh.." *pouts*

but every picture also look good ge wor..crisis nih...crisis!

It's getting annoying.
>> Just because someone never dares to tell you off, doesn't mean you are right all the time. Miserable peasants. You disgust me. Like seriously, disgusted.

FINAL REPORT is giving me headache (again!) Such technical terms, such petty calculations, such formal words..one can only imagine if the lecturer were to read my language in the technical papers. I bet he would faint.

People cease to grow mentally,besides growing horizontally and vertically. I nearly choked myself at the things I see and hear. I really did. Alot of blogging done today. Partly to let off some steam clogged in my blood stream. Have been hot-headed these days, wonder why. Migraine is often back, the heart burnings. And seeing how some people's actions can really aggravate me. I should probably start blogging in some foreign language. English doesn't seem to get the message across.

"i miss u very much" - randomly received.
and to think that I nearly missed out on you... i have people to thank for, for not making stupid decisions.

p/s: I MISS HOME! EVERYONE'S BACK IN IPOH..AND I MISS HOME..I WANNA GO HOME!! (and drink irresponsibly!) > Drink what?
Drink Oldtown White Coffee lah!     

I'll try not to be a kid, to whine about some things which are out of my control.

But this would definitely take a lot of effort.

I finally came to a decision yesterday. After much pestering, scoldings, naggings, drama from dad, mum, granddad, grandma, friends, bosses, colleagues, etc, I finally decided that I have had enough already.

So, yesterday, I finally send an email to MAS on behalf of two of us, to cancel the flight tickets. Took a lot of courage and sensibility to come up with such decision. Not after we 've planned this getaway since last year. And after contemplating whether to get ourselves a DSLR with the same amount of money for flight tickets. And the people that would be disappointed if we couldn't make it. Those who also booked their tickets to travel from places inside the country with us.

Screw you, H1N1.

As to date, MAS has yet to reply me whether to permit a refund or postpone on our tickets. I read that we would be given a grace period of postponing our tickets up til 31 August 2009. What would be the condition then?
As much as I would like to retaliate, telling my parents not to worry, but I can't possibly be sure that I would not get the flu, especially when it's at the pandemic stage. Funny really, that we chose to go to Australia during Winter when the 2 of us could not even bear the coldness in aircond rooms.
It's partially my fault that we planned this trip in July since I have to do my internship before that. I hate it when I kinda feel bad for contributing to such bad timing.

Come to think of it, not only I lose a big amount of cash on flight tickets, I also lose the opportunity to enjoy myself with friends in a different country. It's frustrating at this point because this is a long-awaited trip to relax before my final year.

Screw you H1N1.

I think most of us are kinda irritated by the disappointing news. I need time to be alone.
RM2k is a lot of money to lose to thin air.

I am afraid of getting old. It seems to me that the older one gets, the more drama one gets into. Alot has happened to me, for the past 7 months here, and many has left an impact; little or more, yet, sometimes I take the train to work and fro, little little past incidents come back to me. Some, which I regard as fond memories, some which I regard as lessons to gain more experience, most, which I'm thankful for, that had happened.

I do agree that friction happens, no matter how closely-knitted 2 people are. Do you agree? Even you have friction with your own flesh and blood, what's more with the people whom you only meet in your social circle.

Somethings which happened to me,that I've never really written here. Not because I'm ashamed about what happened, or too angry to put my feelings into words, but because I felt that it's unnecessary to write about dramas because writers tend to be biased in their own space. Come on, let's not kid ourselves, how many of you would actually admit your own mistakes? I'm sure, 9 out of 10 would eventually twist the original story and make it sound like you're the victim..Well, or perhaps, the different point of view that each and everyone has..which made us think that we are right all the time.

I hate to admit but I'm sorry that I was late. I didn't know that there was a "blog war" going on, and when I was doing my usual blog hopping, only did I know what went wrong. I can't say much, because I hold to my words to not get involved from the start. Maybe I shouldn't even be writing here about this, because after all, I've gotten a dose of the drama, sadly to say. I've never regretted, I'm sure the people who are claimed to be "useless" tried in every way to prevent things from going wrong, would feel the same way too.

But let bygones be bygones. Everyone's happy now, why the playback? There's no overlapping of life stories so why dig out the ugly past? Sometimes, I miss what had happened before, but some words can't be taken back. So as time goes by, I tend to leave things to fate. Let things take its course.

I think I'm rather naive. In a way. I remember telling people that "all i want is everyone to be happy.." all the time..but little do I know, such statement would provoke some. "There you go again, trying to play God..making sure everyone's happy..". This was said to me.
True, ever since then, whenever I think of the word happy, the exact words would ring in my head. The statement is true, I'm not God. How can I promise happiness to everyone when clearly, pleasing everyone is not possible..? I learned this lesson from a friend. Till now, I still hold the same amount of respect. No more, no less.

I hope this "blog war" has ended. Enough drama for 7 months now. This is my point of view.

Initial plan was to finish up my final report and call it the end..but because I received a news about something, so I decided to just take a break from work, and came online instead.

Oh yeah, last night, she told me that I've gained some weight..with the "love handles" on the sides..well, it looks kinda cute really, except when you go stark naked in front of the mirror, you see fats bulging out from random places..It's getting harder to hide those fats liao, so going to exercise when I head back to Uni lah..she thinks I would look better if I were to slim down a little lah..but nevertheless, I'm sure she won't leave me just because I've gained some extra weight horrr, dear, horrrr..? I think being fat..unproportionate can be pretty scary..I don't know lah..I'm just happy that my fats can still be burned in a way lah..just more cardio in the gym..

Anyway, I don't understand why some people like to copy paste people's entry to put in their own blogs. Like, heck! no idea what to write then want to copy paste..sigh..Why lah..especially if those people are the people you do not know in reality, and they choose to provoke you online. Tsk..Well, if you are reading this, it doesn't matter if Eeyore were to treat whoever the way you think she treated SmallCow, and if she wants to steal my friend lah..or friendS lah..I tell you lah, me, AngKhian, don't really have anything one lah..money takde, looks takde, degree also takde (yet!) but one thing is alot one..I have a lot of friends k..if lah, Eeyore is a friend stealer lah..mai let her steal lor..See how many she can steal lah..and who are you to tell me who I should befriends with. You have no right to do so lor..but thanks for the advice, really. Coming from an absolute stranger, thanks..advice like these are truly rare..

True lah..I'm an useless friend lah, really. And a stupid bitch.. And you know what, all these, overnight. SIGH, in my 22 years of living, no one has actually acknowledge me as a Stupid Bitch..over something which I choose not to get involved in? Or over something which I want to write about? You say I only listen to one side of the story, eh hello! you listen to one side also mar..did you ask Eeyore her side of the story as well?

Actually, I want to thank you lah..because for 3 weeks, we haven't been talking to each other..coz Lollies have friction before this, then mana tau, today, because of one small matter, the lollies were sumbat-ted into one chatroom to discuss over a small issue..and if I'm not wrong, I hope the matter which got between us is solved. Just so you know, I could've choose to keep quiet because I was still not in talking terms with Eeyore..but sometimes, use brain think ok, why would I want to get involved if I didnt feel that the truth was lop-sided? You think what, 3-year old kids play in the sandbox ah?

I initially promised dear not to ber-drama in my blog..but hor..really cannot help it lah..up to a point, I got pissed reading my own entry being written in such manner..You've stretched my patience limit way too much..

"homosexual society in this part of the world are still oppressed. and that causes a lot of psychological scar on the individual homosexuals. that is sad. so growing up with such scar as a homosexual naturally causes them to be more drama than normal females :D that is a fact. they have to fight extra hard to be accepted into the society."

>> Well, at least I'm not fat and ugly. Amitabha.

*yawns*

This no longer amuses me. I've never had such encounter before, someone who ruthlessly, blatantly lash out insensitive comments. Tsk. I know it's rude to call someone fat and ugly, had qualms earlier, but I guess my statement's milder, compared to ruthless comments. My blessings to you, because one day, it's all going to come back.

*touch wood lah* if I turn fat and ugly..

This no longer involves SmallCow or Eeyore, this is getting way too personal. I have no interest in name-callings, or you calling me a bitch, useless friend..what-so-ever. Talking about this is degrading myself. Get your facts right. I don't know who's right, who's wrong..or whether one party is right, or what the heck lah..If it's so important for you to get your point across, well, you already did.

It's a Friday peeps, should be happy and joyous..today's time really passed by swiftly..dramas can be good, at times like these.. I can't believe I actually hesitated for a second, but it looks like I shouldn't have felt guilty for being mean. Tsk, I wasn't even at your level.

I love Fridays. The night which I can sleep well, and just wake up with you..

Happy day. 
 

"Morning, baby.."

Hehhehehehe...nice Saturday morning... 

Last night (or rather EARLY this morning), she said to me, "Dear, you know what, you have to thank something for tonight..otherwise I think this is going to last for a while.."

Hrmmm..true really..whatever that's not human, is a thing..Lol! But yesh, sometimes, some negative things happen for areason, which would eventually lead to 2 outcomes. One, positive, the other, well, urm pure negative. I'm glad that something, somewhat positive happened out of such negative incident.

Well, haven't been meeting the Lollies for 3 weeks now. Whatever the friction was about, we don't really want to talk about it. Sure enough, after 3 weeks of absence, there were awkward silence in between conversations..I'm sure some of us would struggle to look for common topics, yet sometimes the awkward gaps of silence were too obvious. Nevertheless, I think it was a pretty good start, after all that had happened. Thank goodness we had a common topic to talk about.

Well, some wounds would heal, yet leaving scars behind them. I believe that some mistakes were made, can be corrected but it would still leave an ugly mark to it. I would just take it as an experience, to maybe grow up, and learn wisely. I hope the rest had an equal good time, albeit the silence..and I hope that can be change, as soon as possible.

*Sam, you should bring Jash along the next time! Then we would be in Even Numbers then!*

I woke up this morning, feeling slight less burdened. Part of my worries were lifted up.  
I was up doing my own stuff with her computer, when suddenly she emerged from the bathroom, holding my toothbrush with toothpaste on it, and held up high for me. Indicating that I should get it from her. On her other hand, she was holding her own toothbrush as well. 
With it, was her signature smile; the one which makes you all glow-y inside.  

I stood up, left my work. Went towards her, grabbed my toothbrush from her. Gave her a peck on the cheeks.."Morning". Smiled. Probably one of the last mornings when I can actually get her to wake up this early.

A very good Sunday to you peeps. Yeap, it's already half day gone.. 

The final weekend spent, before I have to leave KL for another 2 semesters. Well, not really yet, because school only commences in the final week of July..but got "kicked out" from my current rented place, so I need to head home. Besides, mum's complaining that I never bothered coming home anymore..and the grandparents kept asking my old folks my whereabouts. Erm, truth is, I'm kinda worried about going back, not since I've cut my hair short (again!)..so yeah, the mum, I bet, would bising..sigh!!

So, the things we did last weekend was awesome, yet a little mundane. Some may not like our routine, but for me, sometimes, I like how things just go with the flow.

Friday night, we often have our dinners together. No idea where to go, we headed to Midvalley, for Sushi King. Aaahh..the cinema queue was long, Transformers was definitely full, so we went home. And watched a movie on the computer instead.

On Saturday, we popped over to KLCC by train. A rare ordeal since she doesn't like taking the public transport (spoilt betul!). Good experience to just sit in the train, looking at random strangers (who often stare at you wondering what's wrong with you, with the short haircut and a pretty girl beside you..hehe!) We didn't hang around for long in KLCC because it was the same ol' same ol' kind of shops. So, we had our Sushi lunch, walked around, and went back to Taman Jaya station to get my car. On the way back, we decided to pop inside Amcorp Mall for a look. Then, headed home intended to take a short nap, but don't know how, when we opened our eyes, it has already passed 3 hours. It's always like this, to oversleep at her place.
Took the car, drove to Taman Paramount and had a simple hawker-style dinner. Then, got a call from the Lollies to meet up in KL for yumcha. Well, petrol money doesn't really seem to bother me much these days..hehe..

Sunday, we stayed in bed later than usual, woke up only in time for lunch. After lunch, I went for my haircut while she sat there, occupied with her newly-bought comic book. Then, we met up with her family. Got to play with the little kid, and the way she held him, she gave out this motherly-feel which I instantly knew that I've perhaps, met the right one. Lol!! The little kid was adorable..instantly could not let him go..Funny really, because she said that she has never seen the little kid so attached to someone before. Well, that's a sign no?

Evening, we went to Time Square. Didn't even stay for long, just grabbed pastries and ended up eating in the car. Dinner was an hr later, when we went home to bathe first. Then to PJ State for dinner.

A simple weekend plan. Trick is, don't have plans at all. Things would eventually fall into place.

I remember on Sunday night, we had nowhere to go for dinner, so we decided to ring up her sister and the girlfriend to ask whether we could join them for dinner instead. To which her sister said to her, "No place to go ah? Why you two so boring one..."

Urrrrmmmmmmmm....

Those who knows me well, would have knew that for the past 1 week, I've been staying in with her. Why? Bukan main-main, but because my house flooded last 2 weeks, all my things were wet, especially the mattress of mine, on the floor. Imagine all the E.coli which decided to stick on it, and god knows what skin disease I would contract if I were to sleep on it. TRUTH is, now whenever I go home, I don't even dare to land my bum on it. Mana tau the organism would feed on my bum or not..hehe..

So anyways, I have to wake up as early as 6, everyday in order to drive back to Sri Petaling on time, to board the train to work. I would wake up as soon as the alarm wakes me, then I go get myself all cleaned and ready, while she sleeps in a bit longer. Well, one thing that you should know about her is that she tends to have difficulty in waking up early in the morning. Which explains why sometimes, during the weekends, as soon as we opened our eyes, it's usually already 10 to 11 something.

So, after everytime I'm done, I would have to go near her, and talk to her nicely. Whisper to her ears to open the door for me, a little stroke here and there..so that she doesn't have to wake up feeling groggy. You know the kind of damage done if one were to be awaken rudely in the early mornings. And for the past 1 week, she was awesome..sometimes a locked-hug refusing to let me go to work..hehe! Kinda cute but sometimes, I was in a hurry so I didn't have time for the dramas..lol..

but today, I thought she was tired so I slept in a bit later..and only wanting to leave around 7.05 a.m. The initial plan discussed the night before was her to heat up my breakfast which I have bought the day before. This morning, I didn't even bother asking her because of the hassle. Mana tau, as soon as I called out to her to wake up. She woke up with such gist, rubbing her eyes in the process to wake "them" up..and walked to the kitchen and I heard the "ting" sound of the microwave.

She remembered my breakfast.

Such a small act to you people, but to me, it felt so homely, because she remembers even though she had to struggle with her inner self to pop her eyes open in such ungodly hours.

Today, was a wrong day to mess with me.

First, I got textS from my blardy roommate, asking me to move my things as soon as possible because she wants to clean the room. Then, consecutively, asking me to pay RM60 for utility bills. Then, told me that she's going to give me back my deposit 1.5 years later because I didn't find a replacement. Then asked me to pay RM16 for Indah Water bills because she couldn't pay for me. I got pissed and told her that I would shift my stuffs the very same night, and discuss the money matters when I see her in person.

I got all heated up because according to many, finding a replacement was not my responsibilities. And the heck of paying me back my deposit a year and half later. God knows whether I would still be walking alive. Doesn't matter then, because there was nothing I could do.. Made plans with the Lollies for dinner.

Happily went back, devised a plan to go back to Joanne's place to take a quick shower, go back to my place to clear my room (and fuck her upside down! her meaning the roommate!!), meet my dad to pass him my stuffs, then off to Serdang to have dinner with the lollies. Mana tau..when I went to get my car, the car refused to start itself. Thinking that it was the battery problem, I tried turning the ignition again, and it failed. I called Mechanics, and it turned out to be the Starter problem. There was nothing I could do, but the only solution was to wait for them to come tow my car the next morning. Meanwhile, I was car-less and stranded in my own condo. My clothes were all in Joanne's place and I don't want to go back to my own place to face the witch alone. So, asked her to come pick me and headed home to take a shower.

Very quickly we came back to Bukit Jalil, and went up to face a duel with the witch. As soon as I stepped in, I saw my undergarments which I hung on her clothes line, on the ground! I was like wtf, because she was away for a month for a break, so it was only convenient for me to hang on her clothes line, but the cruel her, threw those onto the ground. God knows whether she stepped on it or not..Nevermind that.

As soon as I walked into the room, she was sitted there, counting cash notes. I didn't acknowledge her and instead, walked to my place and started packing. Less than a minute of packing, she started by asking me to pay up the RM60 and RM16. I quickly turned around and told her to deduct from my deposit. She went on to explaining about the balance so I quickly asked her to save it and just keep the damn deposit. Well, I did not do it the rough manner. Just said that she can keep the deposit..Immediately there was no other questions. Joanne told me she could sense that she was glowing from inside as soon as I mentioned that I don't want the deposit anymore. I saw my mattress, facing against the wall. All contaminated. While she kept asking me to return the room key, but HELLO! I duplicated the key on my own expense, yet she wants me to give back to her. Nevermind lah, I gave to her. 

Her bitchy looks really made me want to slap her. Although I wanted to do so badly, yet I did not lah. Joanne did something which made me proud because after I cleared the room, I asked Joanne to close the door after me, to which she just slammed the door. Whoa, damn yeng okay..If I was my roommate, I would have freaked out a little. After the door being slammed, she came out, only to see my dad standing there. So I guess she couldn't do anymore harm to me.
My dad purposely asked me about the money and asked whether she took everything. In a loud manner. I guess he just wants her to know.

Future doctor-to-be, yet no compassion at all. Not only my dad said that, but also Mel and a few other people. Fuck her man, like seriously.
Joanne said I was lembik because I was so scared of confrontations that I told her I felt cold inside..hehehe..biarle..somemore people's pillow put bible one okay..May Jesus bless her lah, really. Amitabha!

p/s: Apologies to the Lollies for not being able to attend the dinner. Some things happen out of my control.