July 2nd, 2009

I'm home.
For 2 days now. Do I like it? Not so used to it anymore. Do I hate here? Not really lah.
Do I want to go back to KL? Erm, I want to, but I can't.

I still miss KL alot. Like how I always look forward to the end of work, to go home. And how many pasar malams and yumcha sessions I look forward to. And now, everything seems so far-fetched. I don't like the feeling of coming home, yet being attached to somewhere else.

*waves to the Lollies!*

Today, Teehooi pm-ed me on Gtalk, asking me whether have I registered for my hostel room, and whether am I going back to UTP. I felt like just giving up and head back to RSP Engineers. That's my internship placement company. Don't feel like going back there anymore, because that would mean a distance from my "second home". I can't say I like it in the city, but 8 months is just enough time for you to grow roots to a certain place.

Joanne, one of the reasons why I missed KL. Difficult separation, yet it was mandatory. There are some things which needs to be completed, i.e, my degree. Can't do much about the distance, for suddenly a 2-hour apart state seems like a gazzilion light years apart. Sigh, I can't say much.

What have I done for the past 2 days? Eat, sleep, watch movie, sleep and basically bergayut on the phone. There's a phone call every each hour; sometimes 2-3 calls. I miss her a lot.
Sam, if you are reading this, thanks for 'sending me off' the other day. All the yuk ma words..hehehe!

Gosh, another 9 more days seem so long..